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mcsr ranked is trying to convince me i have a passion for business like actually seeing their growth decisions fills me with so much (negative) energy i have to stop myself from tackling couriway and going WHAT ARE YOU DOING

feinberg fruitberries supertf on a chamber trials team bruhhhhh ive missed them hanging out. u dont understand like those late night midoffs streams were like drugs to me

feinberg complaining about not wanting an audience for personality over merit and then joining lifesteal is maybe the funniest thing he couldve done

its so awesome because hes so content pilled but also very in denial about how it works like he hates his chat but looves to record yt stuff and costream everything and lookat number go up but also the way he talks to his stream is basically just by opening up his brain he doesnt even try to lie about stuff which like is normal in mcsr circles but when theres 3k people there and ur sctively trying to gain more u gotta realise that the audience ur getting see u as their Friend. and ur allowed to not want that but if thats the case like. famously from whatbive gathered idk that minecraft youtube is the place to branch out to. like yes sure thing feinberg people definitely watch u for skill alone for sure Nothing to do with their parasocial relationship to u. same guy who learned low tnt and glowdar like Last week btw

I'm sooo curious about how boosfer's brain works. I'd ask if he has a coin in his head that he flips for everything he does but he does all this shit at the same time. its like schrodinger's coin. is he deeply paranoid and overtly self-conscious about his public image? yes. does he also constantly act Like That On Purpose to piss people off and because he's very proud of his title of The Most Annoying Clown That Nobody Likes? also yes. he's so goddamn terrified of being perceived it's genuinely amazing. like being a content creator/streamer aside, any normal person with a crush on a friend would probably love to find any chance to interact but not boosfer. nope. he'll hate and nitpick and learn from and admire all from a distance but the moment he gets close he seems to remember "oh right I have to continuously piss people off so they don't like me". and then afterwards he'll go "chat do you think he genuinely hates me? yeah?" with a very quiet voice. like goddd let me in your fucking headdd