Old Clothes and Familiar Feelings

Thats quite enough of being told that I am not enough.

How long is too long? I live my life through a pinhole only seeing what is right in front of me. I look for you when it's quiet. I think of you when it rains. I wish I could come to you and live someone else's life.

I wonder if you think you’ve hurt my feelings. Or if you knew my feelings, and didn’t want to hurt them.

forever ago, etc...

2010: Passion and pain like a tide. You, like sand washing away. Myself a rock, feeling all that water, and you; pouring past me.

Steven Tomlinson

Will Spong

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjXaddTMecc&list=RDMMKrfueEvUpAs&index=10

I'm just a regular guy with the whole human spectrum of emotions. I think everyone has pain and I'm not really afraid of it when it comes. Don’t worry about me anymore, someone else needs your help.

Last week you felt like warmth and light. February you felt like an empty space and the chill of loneliness. What should I be? What can I do?

The rest of my life since has just been the same circumstance occurring over and over again. Myself doing everything I can to never feel like that again.