Shy-Ler-Ramblings

Hi everyone! I am…(I feel really awkward using this title for the first time): featherB! I’m not sure if that’s something that rolls off the tongue or not so you’ll have to let me know lol

Just to get this out in the open: This is a NSFW blog, Minors and Ageless blogs DNI. You will be blocked. Thank you.

With that out of the way, I am a man, currently in my mid 20s, and if you couldn’t tell by the general theme here- I am interested in Tickling, BDSM, Shibari/Kinbaku, and I am sure many more things which I have yet to discover about myself.

Outside the kinky sphere some things I like:

Learning languages!

Reading (fantasy, sci-fi, contemporary romance)

Video games! (RPGs, FPS,)

Kdramas (bonus points if it’s those 100+ episode ones with really cheesy acting!)

Long form video essays!

And so much more!

Inside of kink: I mostly consider myself a Dom/Ler, although it might be fun to be on the other end of the feather sometimes too, if you catch my drift haha

I am pretty shy about my desires, which is why I thought it would be fun to try this blog out! I’d love to make friends and talk about whatever!

Just to reiterate:

This is a NSFW blog, I will most likely be exclusively interacting with adult content and if that isn't your jam, then this place is not what you are looking for. Any ageless blogs will be blocked, I have no tolerance for that.

If I am being so honest: I’ve never sat down and really thought about it before!! I’ve just sorta been operating with a “maybe one day 🥰” mentality haha

So I apologize if this sounds more fantasy than actually possible haha.

First of all, I’m a certified tummy lover, so that would be the spot I’d want to focus on. I have always loved those standing types of bondage, where the lee’s wrists are tied above their head. so ideally my lee would be like that in some jeans/sweats and a t-shirt.

I’d start with a few pokes to their sides, and pinches to their ribs. Just sort of probing until the moment feels right. I think the moment when a ler lifts a lees shirt is incredibly intimate and hot, that I’d have to take my sweet time doing it. Revealing their bare midsection and belly button, while the sub is trying not to look anxious….ugh just thinking about it has me hot and bothered LOL

From there of course we really get into the tickling, spidering, scribbling, and the use of all different types of tools to elicit a reaction. Jumping to their underarms or thighs when they aren’t expecting it. Attempting to soak in all the uninhibited smiles and laughter pouring out of them. Until my Lee agrees to say something embarrassing like “I love being tickled”

And once they say it I’ll let them down. From there if they’re up for it/feeling rebellious they can come for me and wrestle me to the ground tickling me where they can.

And again in a perfect world, where I am not exhausted from trying to hold them down earlier and utterly overpowered by tickling (haha) I’d wrestle back until I was able to tie their wrists behind their back with whatever is around.

I just think improvised bondage is just hot as hell and the concept of a Lee trying to/in the middle of getting revenge and being thwarted is just too cute, it gets me going lol

There id find a way to get their feet. As much as I love stomachs, you can’t be in this kink without growing an appreciation of feet haha.

We’d wriggle around like that for a few minutes, socks flying off, playing with their soles and toes, grabbing them by the ankles and dragging them back to me when they try to get away. I’d keep going until they safeword or until they are laughing so hard I know I need to let them go. Id flip them over to lay on their stomach, undo the knot holding their wrists together and get them some water.

And if I could be so selfish, I’d position them so we would be cuddling, and I’d give them some nice tickle-scratches on their back to slowly bring them down from the high energy. Whispering affirmations in their ears about how they were so cute and beautiful when they were laughing. And asking what they liked and what they didn’t.

And just until it looks like they are getting sleepy but before they actually fall asleep I’ll ask them if they’d like some ice cream on me for some energy.

Later when we are enjoying our sweet treat in public. We will occasionally be giving eachother some knowing glances >:))

That kind of secret is just too exciting haha.

But yeah that’s lowkey the dream! I’m sure somewhere in my skull I have a Lee fantasy rattling about but that’ll be for another day ;)

Shared Google doc?

Literotica?

Raw in the blog?

I almost bought a Shibari workshop weekend retreat! I thought Id actually commit to something kinky-adjacent, and I’ve always loved how Shibari looks so I thought I’d giver her a go!

The only thing that stopped me was that you need a partner and I am single af LMFAO.

But big step cause I almost did it!

I’m continually amazed by how people are able to make so many friends and have so many experiences in this community.

I am in the later half of my 20s and ive been using this blog for about a year (or more?). And I have yet to actually make a deep connection haha

To clarify: this is NOT a “woe is me, why doesn’t anyone like me” thing but rather a “holy shit yall are so brave” thing.

I talk to people on here on occasion but a lot of times we fizzle out. In truth, I’m not very good at the teasing in the DMs haha. I don’t want to bridge the gap to our “shared interests” too soon cause it feels creepy lol, and then when it has been awhile idek how to bring it up! 💀

Moreover, I cannot picture myself ever going to an event. Or even buying tools or restraints or something similar.

This category of my life is very vulnerable for me (and I imagine for everyone else too). I still feel a lot of shame and embarrassment about it. Sometimes people in my real life will bring up “the t word” in a not so savory light. And that racks me with some guilt and self disgust.

But then I log on here and I see people building community, making friends and being so happy that this is apart of their life. And that gives me hope and grounds me.