feat. carmela

For one to be stripped of the worldly desires of his heart comes at a pain to many. We are flawed humans, tainted by the Original Sin.

However, as we strive to live in the manner which Christ lived on earth, we must persevere through the mortal temptations of this world, that we may be welcomed in to the Kingdom of Heaven.

Praise be to God.

—Leone XIV, Servant of the Servants of God

1 note: a sip of water; repeatable (tuesdays are usually my pass-out day bc I haven’t drank water all week)

10 notes: Eat a lil bit more per meal

50 notes: finish one meal; repeatable (ED recovery program makes me eat at least a lil but I’m struggling)

100: I do a homework assignment; repeatable

150: train for lifeguard certification; repeatable (muscle atrophy has got me FUCKED)

300: I finish my NHS application

500: I finish art piece (I don’t usually let myself rest and have fun)

800: I eep for eight hours a night (I get 2-5 on average)

1000: I quit caffeine entirely (most likely have POTS so it gives me heart issues and dizzy)

1500: I eep for 9-10 hours a night + 24 ounces of water a day

2000: ask my mom for trauma therapy (all my therapists have quit bc i have too much trauma)

5000: GET MY RAPIST OUT OF MY LIFE

venerated most beloved brother,