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i’ve been writing a lot but it’s not the same because you’re not the paper

i think that we need to start over. because i am ready. it’s what i want. but i know that i need you to be ready. so i’ll leave you with this. i promise you, if we try again, it will be different. it will be us. i have never meant something more than when i said to you that i was everything bad put to rest, and if you’re ever ready to believe me and try again, even as being friends first, and someday have our second first kiss, please, never hesitate to reach out to me.

i’ve been writing letters to you that you’ll never see because i miss you and all i want is to talk to you and you are the only person i want to help me through this but you’re the only person who can’t and i hate this so much