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"  if  you  knew  i  was  here  would  you  have  invited  me  to  help  you  out  ?  "

"   oh   .   .   .   would   you   look   at   that,   there's   two   emmy   winners   in   here   and   one   without   any   panties   on.   what   are   you   going   to   do   about   it   ?   "  brow  rises,  shrugging  ever  so  slightly  as  her  leg  tangles  with  his.

“   and   you   kept   it   from   me   this   whole   time   ?   the   things   i   could’ve   done   to   you   in   a   room   full   of   a-listers.   ”   but   at   least   now,   he   had   complete   freedom   to   do   whatever   he   wished   to   her.   digits   ran   along   a   milky   thigh,   drawing   patterns.   “   be   a   good   girl   and   spread   them   for   me.   let   me   see   how   wet   you   are.   ”   

"  pierce  .  .  .  you  know  we  can't.  .  .  you  know  i'm  promised  to  someone  else.  "

“   and   yet   your   eyes   search   for   me   in   every   room,   even   when   he’s   right   there.   tell   me   it’s   not   me   you   really   want,   esme.  tell   me   you   don’t   think   about   me   kissing   you,   touching   you.   ”

"  no  ,  listen  --  i  get  why  you're  pissed  .  .  but  it's  not  like  i  responded  to  any  of  her  messages.  "

“   yet.   how   can   i   be   sure   you   won’t   do   it   later   when   i’m   not   here   ?   ”   fuming,   she   gets   up   from   the   bed,   needing   to   put   some   distance   between   them.   “   if   you   still   haven’t   blocked   her   number   it’s   because   you   still   want   her   in   your   life.   ”   

"  i  know  that  it's  late,  but  there's  no  reason  to  walk  me  to  my  hotel  room  unless  you're  coming  in  with  me.  "

hint   of   a   smile   tugs   at   his   lips,   walking   two   steps   behind   her.   “   i’m   only   trying   to   keep   you   safe.   ”   which   is   partly   true,   but   lately   he’s   also   been   looking   for   reasons   to   be   near   her   even   if   he   wasn’t   needed.   “   but   i   guess   i   could   stay   until   the   morning   if   you   want   me   to.   i   could   take   the   couch.   ”   

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ❝  and  what  if  i  say  i  can’t  ?  –  ..  that  i  don’t  want  to,  even  if  i  could  find  it  in  me  to.  ❞

❝   i’ll   let   you   down,   i’ve   always   let   you   down   and   i   don’t   want   to   hurt   you.   ❞   dawn   shakes   her   head   and   takes   a   step   back,   as   if   protecting   him   from   herself.   she’s   done   so   much   damage   already,   why   was   he   still   giving   her   a   chance   ?   ❝   you   deserve   someone   who   isn’t   so   messed   up,   cedric.   ❞

with  the  hand  upon  his  chest,  she  swears  she  could  feel  his  heart  skip  a  beat  .  .  .  or  perhaps  that  was  her  own  beating  so  fast  she  could  hear  it  in  her  ear  drums.  "  and  end  with  disappointment  ?  yeah,  no  thanks.  "  scoff  escapes  her  lips,  arms  crossing  her  chest  --  a  way  to  protect  herself.  "  i  bet  you  aren't  even  as  big  as  my  dildo.  "

❝   you   could   end   with   disappointment   or   several   orgasms,   you’ll   never   know   if   you   don’t   take   the   risk.   ❞   he   gets   it,   she’s   keeping   her   guard   up.   but   if   she’d   let   him,   he’d   show   her   how   good   it   can   feel   to   be   with   someone   who   isn’t   a   selfish   lover.   ❝   oh   yeah   ?   why   don’t   you   take   a   peek   and   find   out   how   big   it   actually   is   ?   ...   unless   you’re   scared   of   a   real   cock.   ❞

"  only  the  pretty  ones,  "  shallow  of  him  to  utter  out,  especially  in  the  moment  of  trying  to  get  into  her  pants  --  but  it  wasn't  a  secret  to  anyone  how  he  somehow  ends  up  charming  his  way  down  the  friend  line.  "  now  why  the  fuck  did  you  have  to  say  that  out  loud  ?  now  you  got  me  bricked  up,  think  you  should  get  on  your  knees  and  show  me  just  how  pretty  you  look  sucking  me  off.  "

❝   see..   you’re   not   doing   much   to   help   your   case.   ❞   but   it’s   nothing   she   doesn’t   already   know,   guy   likes   to   get   around   and   probably   isn’t   used   to   getting   turned   down.   she   has   half   a   mind   to   leave   him   hot   and   bothered,   but   if   he’s   offering   a   good   time   ?   she   might   as   well   have   fun.   ❝   let’s   say   you   get   your   blowjob.   what   am   i   getting   in   return   ?   ❞   a   hand   slides   down   to   his   groin,   palming   him   through   his   jeans.   

"  but  you  don't  hate  me,  do  you  ?  "  brows  quirk,  while  corners  of  his  lips  curve  upwards.  perhaps  she  did,  she  has  every  right  too  .  .  .  except  that  doesn't  stop  his  growing  desire  for  her.  "  yeah,  i've  noticed  you  undressing  me  from  across  the  room  --  bet  you'd  look  even  prettier  with  this  cock  in  your  mouth.  "

❝   a   little.   you   make   it   hard   not   to.   it’s   like   you’re   tryna   fuck   every   girl   in   your   path.   ❞   and   yet,   here   she   is   against   her   better   judgement.   curious   to   see   what   the   big   deal   was.   ❝   don’t   act   like   you   haven’t   been   doing   the   same.   no   wonder   you’re   already   hard   if   you’ve   been   picturing   me   sucking   you   off.   ❞

eye  rolls,  despite  the  filthy  image  that  immediately  pops  in  her  mind  --  that  instant  draw,  except  she  reflects  none  of  it  upon  her  features.  "  well,  no  .  .  .  i  simply  do  all  the  bouncing.  "  hand  rests  upon  his  chest  to  give  them  a  bit  of  a  distance.  "  definitely  not,  but  i  could  tell  how  fucking  desperate  you  are  to  do  so.  "

she’s   fucking   killing   him   with   all   this   dirty   talk,   at   this   rate   he   might   actually   have   to   get   on   his   knees   and   beg   her   to   fuck   him.   ❝   how   can   you   be   so   sure   if   you   don’t   give   me   a   chance   to   prove   myself   ?   i’m   not   like   your   vanilla   ass   ex   boyfriend.   besides,   wouldn’t   bouncing   on   a   real   dick   be   more   fun   ?   ❞

"  you  should  know  that  i'm  extremely  impatient  ,  baby  .  .  .  "  leans  in  close  to  slide  the  panties  she  had  on  into  his  pocket,  tempting  him  and  teasing.  "  why  not  fuck  me  and  see  if  anyone  notices  ?  "

his   gaze   drops   to   her   hand   slipping   into   his   pocket,   catching   sight   of   the   lacy   red   pair   that   instantly   has   blood   rushing   straight   down   to   his   groin.   elio   groans,   pinning   her   against   the   wall   behind   her.   ❝   is   that   what   you   want   ?   for   everyone   to   see   what   a   slut   you   are   for   me   ?   ❞   fuck   waiting   until   they   get   home,   he   needs   her   now.   fingers   wrap   around   her   throat,   while   his   other   hand   sliders   under   her   skirt.   ❝   beg   for   it.   beg   me   to   touch   you.   ❞

"  and  who's  going  to  find  out  if  neither  of  us  are  going  to  spill  ?  our  little  secret  .  "

❝   i   will   know,   and   i’ll   feel   guilty.   all   my   friends   hate   you.   ❞   and   reasonably   so.   perhaps   she   should   too,   but   that   doesn’t   make   her   want   him   any   less.   ❝   fuck,   but   all   i   can   think   about   is   taking   your   clothes   off.   ❞