life is weird

i'll never love a person the way i love nicole. i'll never feel the feeling i felt that she gave me. The way you make me feel is something incredible. when our lips touched it was always something out of this world. Every trip we went on, every night of cuddling, every night of telling eachothers secrets, everything we did together. i'll never stop loving that part of you. you're the most beautiful girl i've ever met in my life. I always dream of the next chapter of our life... with then big house and farm we always talk about doing with chickens, pigs, horses, etc. I love every single part of the girl you are. i love the way you look at me. i love how you just stare at the tv and get into something even though you have seen it so many times, i love everything you do. I would never be with another human again. at 23 i already know who i want to marry and what i want to do with life. I'll never forget the way you make me feel and the rush of happiness i get over my body when i'm next to you. i love just having you next to me even if you aren't saying a word, just to feel your touch. you're so warm and sweet. Everything i do will always remind me of you and everything we share together. I can't think of anywhere that sounds more perfect than being somewhere with you. You take my breath away and made me open up to so many things in this life. I love our boys and how we have made them know we are their moms, they are the cutest. I love you with all of my heart and the day that comes where i don't get to hold you will be the worst day of my life. i love you dearly and i don't know what to do without you. You have my heart for the rest of your life.