❝ The pain of “no” can last forever, but the only unmistakable and welcome consequence of saying yes is knowing that we’re all in this together. Together we are united and reborn under God, guided by the Father, and welcomed into the promise that is New Eden. I ask you this: will you let “no” continue to guide you into darkness? Left behind and alone?
Confess your sins! SAY YES && proudly profess the love our Father has given us!
Come join us in the blessed glory of Eden’s Gate! ❞ ✞
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Themes present on this blog are not to be taken lightly. Mature content will always be present. This requires an AGE LIMIT, EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE, and a knowledge of YOUR OWN PERSONAL BOUNDARIES:
If you are a minor and try to interact, you will be blocked.
If you get the lines between mun ( the name’s graham - he/him ) and muse confused, you will be blocked.
If any topic I touch on in writing rustles your jimmies - well then, I suggest you block me.
Look, I get it. Playing a villain is a tricky subject, but I’ve given you the tools to be safe about it. Don’t be dumb.
✖ D I S C L A I M E R. No matter how much I wish I was, I am not Jensen Ackles nor am I affiliated with him. John Seed, however, is a creation from Ubisoft’s Far Cry 5, and I will do with him as I please. The character will be developed further and played differently than most Johns you come across. Got a problem with it? Oh, look — there’s the door.
✖ M A T U R I T Y. I happen to be an adult (28), and I will write as such. I’ve seen people say 21+, but I’d like to believe that if you are old enough to smoke cigarettes and serve your country, you are old enough to write about and witness blood, violence, smut, and manipulation. If that offends you, at least you have been warned and I honestly recommend you don’t follow. But if you have a specific trigger(s), feel free to let me know on or off anon and I’ll tag it accordingly. I already tag the following just ‘cause I know they bother most people —
abuse
rape
self harm
nsfw
violence
✖ S H I P P I N G. This is definitely a multi-ship blog, but I am not here just for the touchy-feely emotional bullshit. I love the blood, gore, and action that comes with role-playing crime. He’s a free spirit, and he does as he wishes. However, if chemistry does happen through role-play, all-be-it probably rare, things may flourish. I’m not here to settle-down and act out a white picket fence storyline like some of the people I’ve seen on here. Doesn’t mean I’m hating on those people, it’s just not my thing. I ship anything and everything if the chemistry’s right. However, I’ve never been one to force a ship and I won’t start now. I expect you to do the same. Just ‘cause I ship the actual characters together doesn’t mean I ship OUR portrayals of them together. Be cool.
THINGS I DON’T SHIP: Anything with other seeds, ok? You get it. I play John how I see fit, and to be honest, I couldn’t see him hooking up with any of them — let alone the fact that it’s incestual. No, this isn’t kink-shaming**, I just don’t think a canon John would ever engage in a sexual relationship with any family member — especially with his brothers.(** I use this term loosely, but I don’t know how to gracefully remind everyone that INCEST IS WRONG. Never thought I’d have to, but hey, here we are.)
✖ R E P L I E S. My reply time can be anywhere between 8 seconds to 8 years. Also, I’ll be real with you: my replies and starters can vary from 8 paragraphs to 8 extremely well-written sentences. And if I’m just legitimately not interested in the thread, I’m prone to dropping it altogether. Don’t take it personally, my muse just comes and goes. I might be crazy about something one day and just bored with it the next. Since I happen to be working with a pretty selective muse most of the time — I do play favorites. Whoever tells you differently is lying. I mean, c’mon, we’re only human. I apologize ahead of time, but just be wary of that.
Feel free to remind me of a thread after a while. I may have lost it, never saw it — or hell — just forgot about it. Try not to hound me about it though. That’s just rude.
✖ I N T E R R A C T I O N. Honestly, I don’t enjoy plotting as much as I used to. Why plot when we could use a few memes or opens to break the ice? However, if you feel the need to plot (or you are an OC character without a bio present) we can definitely do that. We don’t need to be mutuals or anything like that, just let me know you wanna brainstorm and we can get right to it! And as for AU’s, they’re awesome within reason. And a gentle reminder: same with ships. They’re fun and cool and everything, but I’ve still got the right to say no.
✖ H A T E. Anonymous hate or any OOC drama at all is prohibited. You can send it. I can’t stop you, but it won’t be taken into account, and it will be deleted immediately. I came here to have fun and explore my creativity through a character I think is really bad-ass. I’m not here to cater to your needs or what you expect to see.
✖ E D I T S. I am the owner of most of the gifs, icons, images, etc. that you see here, so feel free to use whatever you’d like as long as you ask permission first. Anything that I have taken the time to make will be tagged as such. and If you REALLY want to use any of them (assuming it’s not an extremely personalized edit), just ask me — most likely I will say yes. I swear I don’t bite.
FRIENDLY SIDENOTE: I love making graphics for others, so don’t hesitate to request something within reason.
✖ F O R M A T T I N G. I roleplay in most formats including the use of icons, gifcons, gifs, and plain writing itself. Though I’m highly capable, if you do have a preference, just message me beforehand and let me know how you’d like to go about threading — generally, I’m not very picky.
✖ F O L L O W I N G. I’m semi-selective when it comes to following back just so you know. If I don’t follow you it’s for one of many reasons that may include: I don’t feel we’ll interact well, I don’t really like your posts, I want to keep my dash clean, or I just didn’t see that you followed me in the first place. I also reserve the right to unfollow anyone at any time for any reason and not be pestered about it. Thanks.
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I’m on the way to the airport to fly back home after going halfway across the US so I could put my childhood friend to rest.
But sure, I’ll come on here. I’ve got a bone to pick.
You can’t “catch” DID. You can’t develop it after 7. Fuck you for trying to minimize a shitty situation by shaming someone for dealing with your abusive behaviors in the best way they know how.
At least they tried to apologize for how they handled your behavior, but fuck you.
A old friend of mine unexpectedly passed last night. His family is raising money for his cremation, and they need to hit a certain deposit by today. If anyone would like to help, please contact me as soon as possible. Thank you.
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because my friends muses need therapy. will they get it? absolutely not.
AVOIDING THE TERRIFYING ORDEAL OF BEING KNOWN:
“ yeah i’m pissed off but i’d rather not talk about it. that’s why you’re the one i came to. ”
“ i’m not looking for a friend. i’m looking for someone just as angry as i am. ”
“ i’m not good at caring about people’s shit on purpose. ”
“ i’m not gonna ask if ‘you’re okay’ cause that’s fuckin’ annoying. you wanna get the hell out of here and do something? ”
“ i don’t wanna talk about it. you got a beer? ”
“ upset? why would i be upset? ”
“ so you wanna go find something to break? ”
“ hey you want me to kill that guy for you? ”
“ i just need to get this shit done. and i trust you to help me do that. ”
“ you’re hot. and i’m bored. ”
“ can we just have some meaningless sex we can both pretend didn’t happen tomorrow morning? ”
“ i can think of at least a dozen people that need killing. or a light beating. will that cheer you up? ”
“ i’ve a got job and i think you’d be the perfect fit. so you in? ”
“ yeah i don’t do the whole crying thing. give me something to stab and i’ll be good in a day or two. ”
“ i banged it out and now i feel great. next question. ”
“ if i think about it, i get angry. and i don’t know where that anger stops. so i’d rather not start at all. ”
VARIOUS SENTENCES WITH ABSOLUTELY NO DEPTH U COWARDS:
“ if you’re gonna stay here you can’t be sober so either take the fruity beer or the shitty wine or let me be vibe in peace. ”
“ how much insect essence do you think are in every square inch of chocolate? like just how many cockroach guts have i consumed with my hershey’s? ”
“ you should’ve seen the look on their face. it’s been so long since i’ve made someone that fuckin’ angry it was great. ”
“ i have this neighbor who keeps playing driver’s license at 10 a.m. every morning and i’m starting to question if it’s a sixteen year old getting over a breakup or a 36 year old trying to reclaim their childhood. at this point the mystery is the only thing keeping me going. ”
“ do i trust you? absolutely not. next question. ”
“ if i don’t get a nap in the next hour i’ll probably murder someone. ”
“ you’re getting that look in your eyes like you’re about to ask me what’s wrong so i’m gonna save us both the awkwardness of finding an excuse to leave and just go now. ”
“ i’m here to raid your fridge cause my date went really bad and all i’ve had is lukewarm water and breadsticks. ”
“ i’m making a fake tinder profile to see how gullible guys are, wanna help? ”
“ hey i got something for you look! ” *holds up middle finger*
U MIGHT GET PUNCHED:
“ why are you really here? ”
“ i’m not leaving until you tell me what the fuck is going on. ”
“ you can’t solve every problem with your fists. ”
“ i’m not here to talk about me. what the hell is going on with you? ”
“ you think i don’t notice but i do. i can tell something’s wrong. ”
“ i can see beneath your smile. ”
“ why won’t you just tell me the truth? ”
“ what are you hiding? and don’t you dare try to lie to me. ”
“ what the hell did you do? ”
“ so are we gonna talk about it or are we gonna pretend nothing’s wrong here? ”
there was an outpouring of concrete and fire an explosion, it was felt to the core. annoyance turned to anger turned to rage as heart raced. blood boiled! they were nothing NOTHING, loosely knit kin without thought. fed nothing but lies by the resistance, those that fought against the seed siblings and sister faith merely because of fear. the truth would never satiate their appetite for violence. heathens!! foul and wrong and filthy.
’ they don’t deserve you, do they. they don’t deserve your help, your kindness!! your love. they only want to pull you .. ’ teeth grit as fingers curl into fists and drag down his own chest. ’ .. down into the depths of hell with them. their suffering !! ’ a pointed finger out of the nearest massive window, the glow of a fire, the mutilated remains of another silo once stood tall. ’ .. is not our fault, is it? no no they have been led ASTRAY !! and now no mortal, not even brother joseph can save them from eternal torture. DEATH will not come easy to them but i assure you we will do our best to oblige if they wish it with such certainty. ’ a grin now, manic and wide and all encompassing. that spoke of nothing but suffering to those that defied the brothers and sister seed. composure settled in and slender fingers touch to chest, spread wide, a calming gesture for oneself. ’ we’ve given them every opportunity, haven’t we? done the best we could with what we were handed. they crave annihilation, destruction. you see? you can see it right there! ’ another sweeping gesture toward the glow of war off in the distance. ’ we do not have an infinite amount of food! how much more must we suffer before we attack. ’ lips curled back, tasting the word. enjoy it. ’ fight them, FIGHT THEM JOHN. ’ a demand!
𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐀𝐒 𝐈𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐖 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄; all thoughts of his inner child screaming empathy reside distant, hidden within a trick of light casting from across the room. still, the siege from below rages on, granting fleeting glances into the parts of him that crave to crawl forth.
❝ everyone needs 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐄 ❞ we deserved someone. we still do ?? ❝ YES !! we could be 𝑺𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑶𝑵𝑬! ❞ if not for moral foundation, everything built within could crumble just as the silo. LOUD & MESSY; something so easily avoided would shatter everything ( we once ) stood for !!
❝ It may not be our fault, ❞ it is never our fault ❝ but it is our RESPONSIBILITY! ❞ the flutters of heart echoing the fanfare outside as sympathy struggles to yank the steering wheel free. ❝ to lead them to a salvation that’s promised to ALL of us. ❞ we were left behind! no one gets left behind. the record clean thus far ( save a few miscommunications ) to be soiled like the clothes of the deputy that continues to plague our project. a blip now staining what was once ( *perceived* ) perfection.
❝ they seek sanctuary. they seek guidance. ❞ the list continues, scattering every thought with chants of biblical devotion. ❝ COMFORT! SAFETY– ❞ eyes soften for just a bit, weakly dropping for a quick breath ❝ 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞. ❞ his chest gives in to pause for a moment, lungs filling with what feels like stale air. ❝ real change happens when you’re loved ❞ bury all transgressions; love others so that they may love us. ❝ 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑴 𝑱𝑶𝑯𝑵 !! ❞ persistently begging; always pleading.
❝ A SAVIOR !! ❞ we deserve adoration! we deserve love. we deserve– ❝ SAVE THEM JOHN. save them 𝓪𝓵𝓵. ❞ they need change. they need someone. they need– ❝ we need! 𝐈 𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃 !! ❞
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「 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞. *i’m dropping all previous threads/ask prompts unless you’re the LOML (@finalvlog) or whoever this guy is *i stole @prophesyr‘s theme as a placeholder for now so no links on computer view are helpful until i stop being lazy; don’t look at me *i’m a slut for aesthetic, so yes, i am playing around with new icons, headers, and tags *@sanctemony‘s reply is first on my to-do list because i love being prompt when disappointing people for the first time >:) *i’m still my favorite person in case anyone is worried *yeehaw john out 」
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