for you shall ascend

📜 for diluc :3c

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Mona, pointing: May I sit there? Diluc: That's my lap Mona: That doesn't answer my question, Diluc.

                  THE MEETING WENT WELL, and for that razor is happy. it’s not as if he expected his pack to reject bennett - razor has a good sense of right and wrong, and his instinct was usually on point. they were able to tell bennett was a good human, and genuine just as razor could right from the start. even though bennett tripped a few times, stood on a tail or two, everything went just fine. he even got to introduce the matriarch of his family to bennett, an old wolf he calls samoon who pressed her snout to the boy’s hand, and tried to groom him at one point. he’s pleased, even moreso seeing how pleased bennett seems to be after the exchange. his smile is…contagious. razor thinks that’s the right word. it makes him want to smile, too. 

                 meeting family was important…razor hums over the idea a moment before he nods in agreement, “i want to meet bennett’s lupical,” he walks a little faster then, just in time to grab bennett by his wrist to stop him from walking any further. he hadn’t seen it, but razor did - a rock that would no doubt trip him. the exchange is quick, effortless, before razor releases him and continues walking, “when can we see them?”

𝅒   𝅓   𝅒     RAZOR  WANTS  TO  meet his dads? really? he’s.. shocked, to say the least. he knows razor doesn’t like loud places and the guild is.. rowdy. rambunctious. in what feels like out of nowhere, razor grabs his wrist. bennett is confused for a moment and he stops completely. his friend releases him before starting walking again. bennett looks at his back, blinking a few times before shrugging it off and racing after him. there wasn’t much distance between them, so it’s easy to catch up.

                 HE’S HAPPY. happier than under a full moon, happier than when around his lupical. he feels some odd sensation of completion that he’s never had before. bennett accepting him and this bond was like a final affirmation he needed to feel real. identity is something he struggles with daily, treading a thin like between animal and human, and he finds acceptance hard to come by from the general public. but so long as bennett accepts him, what else does he need? 

                  wolfkin stays pliant and malleable in bennett’s grasp, trusting the other to the fullest extent. his cheeks are squished together, pursing his lips before eventually they’re released, only for bennett to kiss them again. it feels…warm. tingly. addictive. no wonder humans did it - kissing. though, he wonders briefly if he would like a kiss so much if it wasn’t bennett giving him one. probably not. lisa said it was reserved for your most important person, after all. 

                  red eyes blink a few times in confusion, head cocking to the side. he waits as if bennett were going to say more on the subject, but he doesn’t, causing razor to just shake his head, “i am lucky to be with you,” he insists, “anything else happen, we do together,” so what if rain will follow them a bit more than normal? razor likes the smell of it, and thunder is in his heart. and accidents on adventures? well, they can just work together harder to protect each other. anything else was just happenstance. not for the first time, he wishes he were better at communicating how he feels, but he hopes this will suffice.

                  he makes sure bennett is looking him in the eyes before he repeats himself, “i want to stay together. i chose bennett.”

𝅒   𝅓   𝅒      HIS  HEART  SWELLS  when razor speaks. he feels.. lucky. for the first time in his life, bennett feels like he has a  legitimate connection with someone. something tangible. he can reach out and touch razor. it’s real. razor thinks.. being with him is a good thing. he picked him. bennett is always someone’s last choice. if he’s picked at all.. to be razor’s first.. is incredible.   out of everyone in the world who he could ever pick.. razor chose bennett. no one has ever felt that way about him. not even with his dads. truth be told, it never felt like he had an actual parental relationship with any of them. everything has always been.. superficial. it was different with razor. he’s happy and he’s terrified at the same time. 

                   his emerald eyes gaze into razor’s rubies, searching for something. he’s not sure what it is he’s looking for, but.. he thinks he’s found it. yeah. definitely. what he finds in those eyes feels like.. home. he throws his arms around razor’s neck and pulls him close, hugging him tightly. even if everything bad in the world happens.. razor will stay with him, right? he’ll have absolute faith in razor. those words are the most important things anyone has ever said to him. 

                    ❝  hey, razor. do you think this is what it feels like to love someone?  ❞  he whispers the words near razor’s ear, almost like he’s afraid razor will say no. it’s a different kind of feeling than what he associates with his family. he thins razor will understand what he means. love. the special type shared between two people. the inseparable kind. they’ve been close for ages. naps together. holding hands, hunting, cooking, adventuring.. thinking about every second with razor makes him smile. the idea of being without him makes his chest ache in a way he’s never felt before. razor is the best thing that’s ever happened to him. he feels like he hit the jackpot. 

independent & semi-selective & private ( mutuals only ) multi-muse  rp blog ft. genpact & genpact ocs. most active muses are currently diluc / / bennett / / dvalin ♡  or  ↻ if interested !! it would help me out a lot with finding partners ~ !!

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this is dvalin’s voice claim, aoi shouta. he voices mikaze ai, who is dvalin’s face claim. he has such a beautiful voice!!