fateldesire

my tan line is so sexy

making playlists is a hobby

panic at the disco live in denver is my porn

i got my period ;(

bitches get new phones and don’t know how to act (im the bitch)

i can’t bring myself to hate her. all i want is for her to talk to me and when she wasn’t i got upset. i took it so personal… yepp that’s when i knew it wasn’t just a silly crush. i tried to push my feeling down because she’s my friend. i distance myself, i got cold toward her, and stopped hanging out. but she noticed… that’s what made it worse. she would notice when i was upset and tried to help me. even when i was mean and pushed her away. when i came around to apologize she’d accepted it said it was okay. man if only she saw me the way i saw her.

when you think you’re over her and then she text you… sigh

i hear the rain while listening to touch a touch a touch me from rocky horror.. life is good

whenever i wish for more friends i know i don’t mean it. i don’t think any of my “friends” like me or anyone at school. i don’t talk to anyone i try to not let it get to me but i think back i remember how many friends i had. and then everyone stopped talking to me.

Whenever someone tells me to get over it my stomach aches. I know it’s been 8 months but man i couldn’t even go to school. I would beg my mom to let me stay home. I could not stand being in the same place as it. I would walk around with my head down. I do not want to see you go away.