Astarion thinks it over for a moment, rising to his feet he steps to his small 'witchy' altar space tucked away under the stairs. He pulls from one of the many drawers a crystal, the shimmering silvered white notes gleaming as he nears.
His eyes shimmer with purple light as he raises a hand, touching the other's forehead delicately.
He stood worlds away, lifetimes in the past, a man with tanned skin, breathing hard, eyes wild with pain and panic, uncertainty clear as he looks to the viewer.
"But I don't know anything else! I... She's been my world since I was ten, Astarion. How... How do I know what to do? What's right only angers her!" the voice of the man is frayed, like he'd been crying, given away by the red in his eyes.
Pale fingers reach out, brushing brown locks from the other's face, gaining those sad, kicked puppy brown eyes.
"You find hope in the darkness, Gale. I've lived more years than I think you understand. Longer than Her. Whenever there is darkness suffocating the world, it's always those who seek the light that summons the brighter days. We aren't dead yet, what's right is simply that, the right thing to do. No one's views should ever matter, but your own." there's a shift, the elf guiding the human, no older than Jayce, to lay against his chest as another fit of tears comes.
"At the end of the day. If you die feeling disgust for your actions, did you truly live your life, or the one your masters made for you?"
The memory fades, flickering at the end to the sight of that very man, standing tall and proud, in robes clearly made with love from the elf himself, standing against the grand arch mage, his tutor, protecting the very city they live in now.
"As cheesy as it is, my old friend Jannette was right. Light always finds a way, even if it needs to be nurtured and guided along the way." He smiles, returning the stone to it's home draped in fine hand made silks. "I'll see you in the morning, Badou. Do try to rest."
It makes sense the longing pain, the sparks of loss. Gale and Roberto were another life of one another so to speak, one nurturing Astarion in ways he never knew;
He slips up to his room, steps ethereal and sleek, the memories of Gale's broken face mirroring Jayce, reminding him of Roberto's lost hope. It's always the humans who look either gruff or like he could snap him that needs the most care.