Here's to your brave soul, you fought but you lost hold Now I'm alone to face the truth You left me broken, shattered to pieces

ooc: Hey all, so I am slowly working on stuff mostly making new icons for Yuri. For the longest time I wanted something that fit her and the lore and ended up finding this beautiful Lily icon and divider made by patetterph The coloring used for the Yuri pictures was made by me though. Overall, I love how it looks and can’t wait to make more and officially start using them.

To give kind of a small backstory has to why lily’s, it’s partly because they actually are used as accessory in the fifth game and because it also relates to the latest rp thread I have with @codebestowed​. I do apologize how long it takes me to reply to threads and such. My job is full time and it isn’t the greatest one to have either. The hours are awful and I deal with such horrible co workers that make my tasks ten times more harder. Anyway, I’ll reblog some rp memes soon so people can start sending my Yuri stuff too. 

The brunette gently rubbed her sore eyes, dark circles pretty evident under them. She really looked horrible almost like she was on the verge of  becoming a ghost herself. The usual soft skin looked more paler than normal and her lovely brown  hair a bit messy.

"Not really..I haven't been able to sleep well not thanks to the recent ghosts we’ve run into. When I glance into their souls...I see how they died, and it reminds me too much of how I lost my family.”muttered the girl, as she slowly sat up. The camera Obscura sitting on her nearby desk. It had been a bit since the girl learned that a young boy’s soul was tied to the camera. It made her smile slightly when she recalled that day even if Data had been a bit moody when they first met. 

“How are you doing? I know our last case you went falling unexpectedly into the water.”

Even if it was only for a mere second, Yuri felt so horrible about that it. Especially since Data Sora suffered pain even if even a tiny water droplet splashed onto the camera. It was because of how horrible she felt that the young girl  had spent almost all night trying make sure the entire thing was dry. It caused an ache to form inside her chest when the girl could still vividly recall the young boys painful shout.  

“It was my fault that you got hurt again..I wasn’t strong enough.” whispered Yuri, as she slowly picked up the camera. She held it close to her chest, the girls brown eyes staring up at Sora’s form. His red eyes looking back at her. 

She knew the young boy would never blame her for such a mishap but her heart hurt knowing how much pain he went through. How hard it must be for him to be away from the person he loves most. To be stuck her with her. It reminded Yuri just how often those closest to her got hurt. First her own family,  Hisoka, Miu and Ren. All of them had gotten hurt or worse because she wasn’t able to protect them. 

Tears started to fall down the young girls face, as she made sure to hold camera away from any tear droplets. It hurt knowing just how many had suffered because of her inability to become stronger. How a part of her heart still lingered in darkness. After all, death would always follow her no matter where she went. 

“All my life..people always told me that I was a burden. That everyone I loved would surely die because of me. After all, who could blame them..my entire family died in that accident while I’m still here.”

It would be a lie to say that Yuri had forgiven herself for what happened. The girl was broken and so many people told her that the very gift she could use to help save people was just some illness to be cured. For a time, she even started to believe that it was a passing thing but the ghosts always came back. It started become a routine that she hardly could sleep at night anymore. 

“I wish I could rest...but Sora every time I shut my eyes all I see is my family..on that day. It will haunt me for the rest of my life. The guilt of being the sole survivor. I want to rest but..a part of me feels like I never will.” 

It felt like Yuri might surely break down in absolute tears until she felt a back press into her own. Slowly she turned to see Sora holding onto the back of her shirt. A gentle look in those red eyes, the familiar scar on the side of his face. 

‘Yuri, it’s okay. You know that’s why I’m here..to help you. Don’t shut me out..we’ve been through too much together. You are not a burden and there are people who are happy you exist.’ 

Why did he always know just what to say..to calm the storms inside her heart. It sometimes surprised her just how connected to the camera’s owner the spirit was. He could sense their feelings, fears. There were no secrets from him but with her gift she could also see the same with him. How much sorrow and pain existed underneath it all. 

“Thank you Sora..” she muttered, as her eyes felt heavy and the brunette allowed herself to lay down. She felt Sora lay close by his hand holding onto her back. A comforting gesture, letting Yuri know that she was not alone. Not anymore. 

ooc: I’ve been working on getting carrd set up for my Yuri along with making some icons and other edits. I know that my love @codebestowed​ has been working so hard lately and well I wanted to make something connected to our au so I made a Obscura Sora promo for them. I used same template I made myself for my Yuri. 

Love, I know things haven’t been easy for a bit and your trying your hardest each and everyday. I love you so so much and am always going to be here for you through everything. It might not be much..but I hope you like this. I tried to capture the look of your boy. You can use this if you want but if you don’t and simply want to save it that’s okay too. It’s a small gift from me to you. 

How does Yuri need to be loved?

Result: like a child loves the rain

you need to be loved in happiness and foolishness. a puppy love, a love so purely good, so full of happiness it makes your stomach ache. you need to be loved in a way that reminds you of the childhood you didn’t get to have. you need to be loved as if you’re feeling the rain fall upon your cheeks for the first time. refreshing, and clean.

Tagged by: @dcvotion​ (Thank you <3) 

What type of symphony is Yuri?

Result: Partita: The Soloist

You are the silence in the theatre as the soloist readies his bow, and the chill one feels at the strike of the first note. You are the undeniable gravity that brings everything together, and you hold captive the fool and the genius alike. You make no promises with life for which path you are to take, and that is why your life can be nothing but extraordinary-- you know no other way. Though the mirror may be your greatest enemy, you know there is no absolution but that in the reflection. Through light and dark, you feel no discomfort in being alone though at times you crave affection. No matter. You persist. And that is your greatest strength. Your song: Partita in E Major by Bach

Tagged by: @codebestowed​ (Thank you my beloved) 

What kind of ruler is Yuri based on her soul color?

Result:Green

Green is a healing colour associated with growth and renewal, being the color of spring and rebirth. Green is also is associated with meanings of growth, harmony, freshness, safety, fertility, and environment.You are down-to-earth and reliable. One of the most practical, problem-solving and hard-working people around, you love getting tasks done and analyzing puzzles. You thrive in environments that need your advice and teaching, and love talking about subjects you are interested in.You have a reputation of being wise and cool-headed, making you popular among the other nobles. But  because you are picky with your allies, there aren't many who can truly call you a friend. You are an intelligent and practical ruler, solving problems in your kingdom with quick efficiency. Your people live in harmony under your care, and are immensely grateful. But beware, as many nobles might think you too snobbish, and envy your thriving kingdom. Stay vigilant, my liege. Your people will repay you for all you have done for them.

Tagged by: @codebestowed​ (Thank you love <3) 

ooc: Hey all, so I already said this on my Riku and Kairi accounts but I’m slowly trying to come back here. My motivation to write lately hasn’t really been around thanks to both real life stuff and my overall mood. I decided to try and work on Yuri and my Data Riku accounts though. I need to show them some more love since these two don’t have a lot on them yet. Yuri has no threads yet because I got everything set up but when inactive for a bit. 

Anyway, I’m working on getting a batch of icons made to make starting this account up officially easier. I got a template for it now just have to go through the game and grab screencaps. It’s so sad that Fatal Frame doesn’t have a theater mode. It would make getting screencaps so much easier but at least I have the game on my pc too,