Perhaps it's because I've been having a bad case of doomed yuri on the brain, and it's invading all of my fandoms, but I keep thinking of traitor primarch wives falling inlove with loyalist primarch wives.
Idk what to do with this. Is that something anyone besides me would be interested in reading?
I just keep imagining, for example, Lorgar wife, longingly staring at Guilliwife from across the room. At first she thinks it's just admiration maybe? Of course - Guilliwife is more than worthy of admiration, she's a shrewd politician, skilled diplomat and negotiator who has brought worlds into compliance with her words alone. A role model, for sure!
But then the dear Lady Aurellian starts to catch herself thinking about Guilliwife more and more. She thinks about her voice, such a wonderful sound, her laugh, her smile, her eyes.. She lays awake at night thinking of how soft her hands were when they last greeted eachother, the smell of her perfume as they embraced, the feel of her body against hers..
No no. Lady Aurellian should not be thinking such thoughts. They are both married! Happily so! Both of them happily married... right? She isn't entirely sure of the "happily" part for herself anymore. Lorgar has not been the same since Monarchia. Truth be told, she has not been the same since Monarchia either, but for different reasons. What did Guilliwife think of her now? Did she blame her for the sins of her husband? Would they ever even meet again?
And then the heresy break out. Calth happens and Lady Aurellian runs to the Ultramarines, says she doesn't recognise her husband anymore, says she's scared. Guilliwife argues with her husband to allow her to sanctuary on Macragge, but the now former lady Aurellian is under constant scrutiny. And now she spends her sleepless nights in bed chastising herself, because distance did not make her feelings go away. But this is unbecoming - taking advantage of a man's hospitality and mercy, eating his food and sleeping under his roof, all the while lusting after his wife. Lusting? No, no, not lusting. If it were mere lust it would not hurt as much.
So the former lady Aurellian lays there in bed, in agony. Under the same roof where a few doors away, the woman she loves sleeps soundly beside her husband.
She cannot confess her feelings, not now not ever, those 3 simple words would die with her. There is nothing she can do to ease this pain, so she must just bear it.
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