a lot of these posts will be me rambling about them, dissecting things, giving synopses of videos iāve watched, stuff like that. so, these posts will be LONG. no, im not really interested in the āhaha funny bad disabledā people aspect, its more of a case study for me.
lolcows are both my special interest (filthy FILTHY autist) and a way for me to stretch my investigative muscles. along with these, iām also fascinated by paraphilias and how trauma affects the brain, as its kind of a common thread amidst all cows. except, maybe keffals? i havent looked into that one at all⦠whatever
click below for my āfavoritesā (?)
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i dont Like saying favorites in regards to lolcows but i really dont Know how else to phrase this. anyways, ive watched a Lot of content on a lot of different people, so i probably wont talk about just One person. but i do have a significant amount of knowledge on:
daniel larson, novaonline, andrew ditch (regrettably. i wont talk about him a ton but i do have very vocal opinions on those who Do consider him ānotableā), pamperchu, cyraxx, icierra, ash trevino (does she count???)
Iāve been trying to sit down and learn about amberlynn reid and boogie2988, but nova has been doing So Much that itās been next to impossible with how much is coming out every 4 days or so.
if you have any recs pls dm me videos/playlists i an always watching youtube. and i LOVE talking about any of these freaks⦠do not fear me ok i am kind and sweet
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Given recent news that Andrew has been questioned by police regarding alarming posts about a ājuvenileā caregiver taking care of him in his home, Iāve decided to pony up and comb through old videos regarding Andrew & the youth to finally answer: is it attraction or part of his infantilization fetish? I might have a concrete answer this time around.
First off, what do i mean by having a āconcreteā answer? shouldnāt it be obvious? the guy babytalks and shits in diapers, that should be proof enough!
it isnāt. until recently, we didnt Know how Andrew feels about children. we cant diagnose him or properly ponder on his feelings. while i dont blame anyone for assuming the worst of the guy, i dont think its completely right to jump right to pedophilia as the answer. AB/DL fetishes can exist alongside an attraction to children, but its not mutually exclusive. as disgusting as it is, not all AB/DL freaks are into kids. which is weird to say on paper, but its true.
most youtubers, i think, fail to recognize that fact and take things at extremely face value, which is the easiest thing to do, really when youāre trying to hurry up with a video and get this shit out QUICK so the public can stay informed and aware as to what the squatch is doing now.
do i think all AB/DL fetishists are pedophiles? no. but there are a LOT of them, no? so, its not entirely crazy to assume. I guess this is just a very long way of saying: everyones been thinking this for a while, but i wish the conclusion could have been drawn without explicitly using his obvious fetish as the main pivoting point.
anyways, sorry, now we can verifiably state that Andrew has a high likelihood of being ATTRACTED to them, but we can much more comfortably state that he is a danger to them.
Before i talk about this video, i want to give just a little more context on what weāre working with here. Here are the facts:
1. Andrew has been known to act in infantile ways to make himself appear less of a threat to adult caregivers around him
2. Andrew has āchildishā interests and keeps childish items around him (i.e: his tablet, stuffed animals, big ass headphones). My theory is that these items are a sort of fetish gear for him, as well as a part of his second skin as a āmentally disabledā adult
3. Heās inserted himself into childrenās spaces
4. Heās had access to children By Himself at least 3+ times.
This is all damning in of itself, but his brother has gone on record to say Andrew hasnāt behaved inappropriately with any juvenile before. While I can believe that he hasnāt done anything physical, I do believe heās at the minimum grooming these children he Does come near.
This brings me to my first major piece of evidence and ties in with fact #3, Andrew inserting himself into childrenās spaces.
(ps: big ups to the chin universe / the buzin faker on YT for all of this, heās been amazing with nova content and my occasional peek into the squatch)
This video is nearly 46 minutes long. Iāve watched it fully, and I have a lot of thoughts.
Something to keep in mind is that one of these players has 2013 in their username. This was filmed in 2025, placing this child in the 10-12 age range at the time of recording. Along with this, thereās a notably younger sounding voice, a younger sibling. Likely in the SINGLE DIGITS!
This alone would warrant this video to be terrifying, given the circumstances, but you also need to keep in mind that out of 4 people in this lobby, only one person knows Andrew is recording. And thats ANDREW HIMSELF! So, heās recording a bunch of minors without parental permission or consent? Yes, and while that itself doesnāt indicate attraction or threat, it is still immoral and illegal (as far as Iām aware, at least).
Something else is how these kids talk to Andrew. They coach him into kills, opt to have him on their team, stand up for him, and one person instructs the group to not kill him. They treat him as if heās not a grown man thatās had plenty of years to hone his video gaming skills and rather, a fellow young child thats new to the game. They walk on eggshells around him, desperately trying not to kill him or do anything that would upset him. One kid even yells at another for shooting his character.
And Andrew ENABLES it. He feeds into this gross fantasy he has surrounded himself with by talking in short, blunt, almost babbling sentences. Its horrifying listening to him try to sound small and young, despite the audible timbre of grown man he desperately tries to shove down.
We all know heās had years to hone in his gaming skills, so he could smoke any one of them even if heās never played Fortnite a day in his life. Then again, he does 1v1 one of them later on and genuinely displays some of the most lackluster shooting I have ever seen. I could beat Andrew Ditch in a 1v1, and I have brain damage AND motor impairments!
Then again, itās hard to tell if this is genuine sucking or him ONCE AGAIN trying to appear helpless for the sake of his fetish. Its easier on my stomach to imagine he sucks at games.
If you know anything about kids, you know theyāre probably not going to treat a grown man like this organically. Which comes back to my grooming theory. Is he instructing these kids to treat him like a young child? How long has he had access to this group? How long has he talked to them in order to establish this dynamic with them?
Or is there a 3rd party here?
This video comes a good while after the Fortnite gameplay but at its core, its Andrew on the phone with APS freaking out because heās not allowed to invite kids into his group homeās room without supervision.
Which, fucking duh, right?
But what comes up is that one of his caretakers has been allowing her son to come to work with her to hang out with Andrew. In his room. Without parental overlook. Now, Iām far from parenting age, but I would hope someone would have enough common sense to not allow a grown man alone with a small child, let alone in his ROOM? The āmentally disabledā argument should not be the reason he can get away with this! Because he ISNāT! Heās fully aware of what heās doing.
And this video is absolutely proof of that.
This near hour long video details a fantasy acted out with Andrewās AAC program. Unrelated, but his use of AAC tools pisses me off. Iāve had to use AAC devices in the past because Iām ACTUALLY mentally disabled. So, to see him writing sex fantasy works while giggling about how āgrossā it is really does make me wish heād gotten reversed over when he was ran over on the way to work.
I watched a much more clean cut version of this video, without all the heavy breathing and giggles in between typings. Its a fantasy about a man (Andrew or not is debatable) luring a ālittle girlā away with the promise of ice cream and instructing her to put on a diaper and use it. WOW! Never thought I would type that out.
This alone is incriminating, as no one just Does this unless they have thought about scenarios like this frequently. In this video, he intricately details his fetish Right there. On paper.
So, to know that a man whoās capable of producing disturbing fantasies around actual children was left alone with a child in his room? Unimaginable.
Now, I can finally tell you about recent developments! Thanks for reading all of that, by the way. Thereās going to be MORE of that on my blog, so prepare your anus.
The aforementioned was released 10 or 11 hours ago, but was hinted at the 30th of June. In the video, the buzinā faker tells us this all happened 2 days ago. This places us at the 28th of June when this all happened, roughly. if i got dates wrong here, i donāt care enough about Andrew to research this incident further than what I have.
The questioning is maybe 5 minutes or shorter, absolutely not an interrogation by any means. The agent and the officer accompanying her stand on the doorstep while Andrew shoves a camera at them and insists on his posts being ābaitā for the haters to interact so he could grab THEIR information and send it over to the police! Its not illegal if youāre doing it to BAIT
So, what was so bad that it warranted police coming to his group home and questioning him???
YEP! He SAID that shit!
This really doesnāt need commentary.
Thereās also this, which was a picture of an AI generated child on his bed with a tablet.
In conclusion, Iāll leave you with one more thing to think about: we arenāt around Andrew. We arenāt in his head. This is just what he wants to divulge to us, the viewer. But given what we Do know, I believe I can confidently state that the chances of Andrew being attracted to kids? Solid 65-85% chance. Why so low? Because Andrew hasnāt shown us an ideal. People attracted to children have an ideal, whether consciously shown and acknowledged or otherwise. Andrew, while showcasing children quite a lot, hasnāt expressed desire. Whether this is done strategically or he lacks it? I have no idea, but one thing you should now be absolutely sure on is that he is dangerous to children
Given recent news that Andrew has been questioned by police regarding alarming posts about a ājuvenileā caregiver taking care of him in his home, Iāve decided to pony up and comb through old videos regarding Andrew & the youth to finally answer: is it attraction or part of his infantilization fetish? I might have a concrete answer this time around.
First off, what do i mean by having a āconcreteā answer? shouldnāt it be obvious? the guy babytalks and shits in diapers, that should be proof enough!
it isnāt. until recently, we didnt Know how Andrew feels about children. we cant diagnose him or properly ponder on his feelings. while i dont blame anyone for assuming the worst of the guy, i dont think its completely right to jump right to pedophilia as the answer. AB/DL fetishes can exist alongside an attraction to children, but its not mutually exclusive. as disgusting as it is, not all AB/DL freaks are into kids. which is weird to say on paper, but its true.
most youtubers, i think, fail to recognize that fact and take things at extremely face value, which is the easiest thing to do, really when youāre trying to hurry up with a video and get this shit out QUICK so the public can stay informed and aware as to what the squatch is doing now.
do i think all AB/DL fetishists are pedophiles? no. but there are a LOT of them, no? so, its not entirely crazy to assume. I guess this is just a very long way of saying: everyones been thinking this for a while, but i wish the conclusion could have been drawn without explicitly using his obvious fetish as the main pivoting point.
anyways, sorry, now we can verifiably state that Andrew has a high likelihood of being ATTRACTED to them, but we can much more comfortably state that he is a danger to them.
Before i talk about this video, i want to give just a little more context on what weāre working with here. Here are the facts:
1. Andrew has been known to act in infantile ways to make himself appear less of a threat to adult caregivers around him
2. Andrew has āchildishā interests and keeps childish items around him (i.e: his tablet, stuffed animals, big ass headphones). My theory is that these items are a sort of fetish gear for him, as well as a part of his second skin as a āmentally disabledā adult
3. Heās inserted himself into childrenās spaces
4. Heās had access to children By Himself at least 3+ times.
This is all damning in of itself, but his brother has gone on record to say Andrew hasnāt behaved inappropriately with any juvenile before. While I can believe that he hasnāt done anything physical, I do believe heās at the minimum grooming these children he Does come near.
This brings me to my first major piece of evidence and ties in with fact #3, Andrew inserting himself into childrenās spaces.
(ps: big ups to the chin universe / the buzin faker on YT for all of this, heās been amazing with nova content and my occasional peek into the squatch)
This video is nearly 46 minutes long. Iāve watched it fully, and I have a lot of thoughts.
Something to keep in mind is that one of these players has 2013 in their username. This was filmed in 2025, placing this child in the 10-12 age range at the time of recording. Along with this, thereās a notably younger sounding voice, a younger sibling. Likely in the SINGLE DIGITS!
This alone would warrant this video to be terrifying, given the circumstances, but you also need to keep in mind that out of 4 people in this lobby, only one person knows Andrew is recording. And thats ANDREW HIMSELF! So, heās recording a bunch of minors without parental permission or consent? Yes, and while that itself doesnāt indicate attraction or threat, it is still immoral and illegal (as far as Iām aware, at least).
Something else is how these kids talk to Andrew. They coach him into kills, opt to have him on their team, stand up for him, and one person instructs the group to not kill him. They treat him as if heās not a grown man thatās had plenty of years to hone his video gaming skills and rather, a fellow young child thats new to the game. They walk on eggshells around him, desperately trying not to kill him or do anything that would upset him. One kid even yells at another for shooting his character.
And Andrew ENABLES it. He feeds into this gross fantasy he has surrounded himself with by talking in short, blunt, almost babbling sentences. Its horrifying listening to him try to sound small and young, despite the audible timbre of grown man he desperately tries to shove down.
We all know heās had years to hone in his gaming skills, so he could smoke any one of them even if heās never played Fortnite a day in his life. Then again, he does 1v1 one of them later on and genuinely displays some of the most lackluster shooting I have ever seen. I could beat Andrew Ditch in a 1v1, and I have brain damage AND motor impairments!
Then again, itās hard to tell if this is genuine sucking or him ONCE AGAIN trying to appear helpless for the sake of his fetish. Its easier on my stomach to imagine he sucks at games.
If you know anything about kids, you know theyāre probably not going to treat a grown man like this organically. Which comes back to my grooming theory. Is he instructing these kids to treat him like a young child? How long has he had access to this group? How long has he talked to them in order to establish this dynamic with them?
Or is there a 3rd party here?
This video comes a good while after the Fortnite gameplay but at its core, its Andrew on the phone with APS freaking out because heās not allowed to invite kids into his group homeās room without supervision.
Which, fucking duh, right?
But what comes up is that one of his caretakers has been allowing her son to come to work with her to hang out with Andrew. In his room. Without parental overlook. Now, Iām far from parenting age, but I would hope someone would have enough common sense to not allow a grown man alone with a small child, let alone in his ROOM? The āmentally disabledā argument should not be the reason he can get away with this! Because he ISNāT! Heās fully aware of what heās doing.
And this video is absolutely proof of that.
This near hour long video details a fantasy acted out with Andrewās AAC program. Unrelated, but his use of AAC tools pisses me off. Iāve had to use AAC devices in the past because Iām ACTUALLY mentally disabled. So, to see him writing sex fantasy works while giggling about how āgrossā it is really does make me wish heād gotten reversed over when he was ran over on the way to work.
I watched a much more clean cut version of this video, without all the heavy breathing and giggles in between typings. Its a fantasy about a man (Andrew or not is debatable) luring a ālittle girlā away with the promise of ice cream and instructing her to put on a diaper and use it. WOW! Never thought I would type that out.
This alone is incriminating, as no one just Does this unless they have thought about scenarios like this frequently. In this video, he intricately details his fetish Right there. On paper.
So, to know that a man whoās capable of producing disturbing fantasies around actual children was left alone with a child in his room? Unimaginable.
Now, I can finally tell you about recent developments! Thanks for reading all of that, by the way. Thereās going to be MORE of that on my blog, so prepare your anus.
The aforementioned was released 10 or 11 hours ago, but was hinted at the 30th of June. In the video, the buzinā faker tells us this all happened 2 days ago. This places us at the 28th of June when this all happened, roughly. if i got dates wrong here, i donāt care enough about Andrew to research this incident further than what I have.
The questioning is maybe 5 minutes or shorter, absolutely not an interrogation by any means. The agent and the officer accompanying her stand on the doorstep while Andrew shoves a camera at them and insists on his posts being ābaitā for the haters to interact so he could grab THEIR information and send it over to the police! Its not illegal if youāre doing it to BAIT
So, what was so bad that it warranted police coming to his group home and questioning him???
YEP! He SAID that shit!
This really doesnāt need commentary.
Thereās also this, which was a picture of an AI generated child on his bed with a tablet.
In conclusion, Iāll leave you with one more thing to think about: we arenāt around Andrew. We arenāt in his head. This is just what he wants to divulge to us, the viewer. But given what we Do know, I believe I can confidently state that the chances of Andrew being attracted to kids? Solid 65-85% chance. Why so low? Because Andrew hasnāt shown us an ideal. People attracted to children have an ideal, whether consciously shown and acknowledged or otherwise. Andrew, while showcasing children quite a lot, hasnāt expressed desire. Whether this is done strategically or he lacks it? I have no idea, but one thing you should now be absolutely sure on is that he is dangerous to children
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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