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people are so weird about self insert ocs actually. like why wouldn't you want a made up little guy who's like you except cooler and they get to live all your fantasies? what are you afraid of? having fun? free yourself
people will really try to tell you "self insert ocs are cringe" like okay then. when you play a first person pov video game with character customization options do you not style them at least a little bit to reflect yourself as the player? have you never thought about what an ideal version of you with no restrictions would look and act like? do you never imagine yourself in situations? open your eyes
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You were petrified. Dad made you last not because you were not powerful, but because your powers were of no use to him. If he wanted entire cities destroyed, possibly even the world itself, then he'd call on you. You were useless in the fact that you were scared of yourself, your power, going so far as to unconsciously leave your powers dormant your entire childhood. Unlike your brother, this was not forced upon you, but rather self-made. Even if you tried to use them, to will them, it was no use. He'd always have you and Viktor in his back pocket, if he needed something from you, but he never did, not even when it came to his grand plan. If you'd ben someone else, a different person, you could have been Number One. Unfortunately, you were born you.
"Have we been sure of anything?" Lila shrugged, grabbing your hand. In all the time she knew the Hargreeves, you were the quietest, the most shy. She didn't even know you had powers until Diego brought it up, fir the first time in his life quietly, not wanting you to hear. It was a sore subject. You were slowly getting used to them, but you're where your siblings were in infancy. Anytime you tried it was unstable, far more powerful and destructive than you intended. You always felt like you were moving one step forward, eight back. Lila wasn't sure how it would work out, if it would even actually work, but she figured she could be the stabilizer you were missing. If not, then the world ended a few days earlier than expected. It wasn't such a bad situation given the circumstances: it would end eventually, regardlessof you and your powers.
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Imagine Geralt trying to ignore his feelings for you:
Geralt stabbed the straw person through their heart, in hopes that it would stop his own. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. It was all he could think about. Cursing himself, his own foolish humanity, and of you. He saw you in the snow, how you stuck your tongue out to taste the snowflakes. The last time he saw you you'd thrown a snowball at him. Anyone else would have been scared, but you laughed. You only shrieked when he chased you with his own. When he watched the clouds, they reminded him of how excited you grew when the rain threatened to fall. Everywhere he looked, he was reminded of you. Even when he closed his eyes, he could head your voice, your laugh. You were everywhere and he couldn't stand it. You were perfect. Perfect in every imaginable way. But he wasn't, and that's what was getting him into trouble. All these thoughts of you, almost an obsession, was going to kill him quicker than any sword or arrow. He was distracted and worst of all hopeful. Hopeful you felt the same way. Hopeful there was some sort of future in those feelings. He was a Witcher. They weren't supposed to have any feelings, let alone to be able to love. How could he not fall for you though? You were something out of a dream, out of heaven. You were the first thing he thought of and the last, every day. . .
Steve Harrington x fem!reader
[4.1k] that nick millar line that's like "stop being mean to me i'll fall in love with you." scoops!steve, record store!reader and some weird drabbles about how steve gets flustered i don't like this i'm sorry
Steve knew he was a goner when he spotted you stacking shelves at the record store. He’d asked Eddie your name and the boy had cackled, slapped him on the shoulder and said, ‘Harrington, she’d eat you alive.’
“That’s what I’m hoping for,” Steve had answered.
You wore boots with laces that were never fully tied, fishnet tights, bike shorts and too big T-shirts that served as dresses, gold rings on your fingers and ruby red lipstick on Saturdays.
You looked like trouble, like a whole lot of fun and Steve took Eddie’s warning as a personal challenge.
The first time he spoke to you, it was on his day off and he shoved some dollar bills at Dustin, Lucas and Max, told them to go to the arcade and stay in the arcade.
He found you behind the register, perched on a tall stool and flicking through records, cassettes littering the desk and your foot tap, tap, tapping against the wooden legs. Your store was quieter than the rest of the mall, so Steve tried to act casual, thanked everything holy that he wasn’t wearing his scoops uniform and browsed the boxes of music.
He kept letting his eyes flicker to you, the store dimly lit and smelling like old books and smoke, a stark contrast to the sweet sugar and bright lights of Scoops Ahoy.
It was nice, Steve noted, cosy, warm, a strange kind of quiet despite the music that played overhead. He didn’t even own a record player, not anymore, not since he’d been gifted a shiny new Walkman for his Christmas after his parents were out of town on his birthday.
But still, there was something calming about thumbing through the sleeves, some pre owned and fraying at the edges, arranged in their own box that was labelled ‘already loved.’ The handwriting was neat and romantic looking, big swirls and loops in the L’s and Steve wondered if it was yours, if you were sweeter than your big doc martens suggested.
But then he took his choices to the cash desk and you looked up from the price labels you were sticking to each record, a smile that was like sunshine and sin on your lips. You looked him up and down, one eyebrow raised and now that he was closer, Steve could see a gold hoop in one nostril.
He swallowed, tried to say something cool, something flirty, something alluring, but his throat was sticky like honey and he was suddenly speechless. Steve Harrington had lines, he knew how to flirt - sometimes it didn’t work, he could admit that now - but not a single word came from his mouth.
You were really something. A smirk rather than a smile, jewellery making you glitter, eyes lighting up at the sight of him and Steve felt like he had a neon sign above him, a shiny big arrow saying ‘fresh meat.’
He suddenly knew what Eddie had meant. He was out of his depth.
“Hey, pretty boy.”
God, scratch that, he was drowning.
Your voice was sweet, lined with a laugh, like you knew something he didn’t and Steve Harrington had never been shy in his life but your words had his cheeks tinted pink and he could feel the same heat at the tips of his ears.
“Did you find everything you needed?”
He stuttered, stammered, licked his lips and nodded instead. It was that magic kind of flirting, the kind where no one really spoke but the idea was heavy and thick and tension in it made your head spin. And maybe you weren’t as affected as Steve was, but the boy felt a little giddy with it, eyes nervously dancing between yours and your hands, watching the way you bagged up his records.
He didn’t even know what he’d bought.
But he took the bag from you with a smile that made him look really soft, hand warm as it brushed your own and he didn’t even wait for his change, he just backed out of the store with a dazed look in his eyes and the sound of your laughter following him.
—————
The second time Steve saw you, was half way through his lunch break, his hands full of soda cans and wrapped up sandwiches for himself and Robin, ‘cause there were only so many tubs of rocky road he could have instead of real food.
You were rounding the corner the same time as he was, barely managing to avoid colliding, shoulders bumping and a can of Dr. Pepper falling to the floor and making a break for it. It rolled enough for Steve to deem it a lost cause, telling himself he’d share his drink with Robin instead of trying to juggle it back into his already full arms.
But then you were catching it, wiggling it at him between a finger and a thumb as you carefully tucked it in the free space under his chin. He gaped, realising who he’d bumped into too late. You were a pretty painting, black lines above your lashes all cat like, lips coloured in a soft rosy shade. The sweater you wore was too big, bike shorts barely peeking out from the hem and you made music as you moved, necklaces catching against each other.
You were lovely. But your smile was dangerous.
“Thanks, uh, thank you- for that,” Steve managed, trying to gesture to the soda but almost losing two sandwiches and a bag of chips in the process. “Shit.”
“S’alright,” you told him softly and Steve had almost forgotten what your voice had sounded like, because after the first visit to the record store, he’d been too embarrassed to return.
He’d kept watch from behind the ice cream freezer, sighing over you as he refilled mint chocolate chip and scattered more sprinkles on floor than he did atop of cones. Robin thought it was disgusting.
“Lunch time?” You asked and it was obvious, the way you were making conversation, seemingly actually wanting to talk to him but Steve couldn’t wrap his head around why.
He nodded, too fast, hair flopping into his eyes and he had no free hands to smooth it back. Was he red again? He felt warm. You were smiling, eyes on his, scanning his face, taking in each of his features without any shame, bold in each of your actions.
Fuck. You were really pretty.
“Uh yeah, yeah,” Steve managed, “for me and uh,” he looked back, saw Robin leaning over the cash register with a grin on her lips as she watched on, more than amused. “And uh…”
“Your girlfriend?” You prompted. You sounded intrigued, voice still soft. “The pretty one in the hat?”
“Oh no, god no,” Steve replied and you grinned at how quick he spoke. He shook his head, fumbled another sandwich was still gazing at you from behind his messy hair. “I mean, fuck, she’s pretty and yeah, she’s wearing a hat but— no, not my girlfriend.”
“Oh,” you were smiling, arms crossed as you tried not to full on grin at the way the boy was floundering, trying his best to assure you that his co-worker was definitely not his girlfriend.
“I mean, we’re friends,” he was telling you, “best friends but like, super platonic. So platonic. I’m single.” Steve swallowed, Adam’s apple bobbing nervously. “So single.”
You didn’t miss the little ‘fuck,’ he whispered into the lunch he was still clutching to his chest and his cheeks went from rosy to ruby, a flush across the high points of his face that you would adorable.
You didn’t say anything, not yet, but you leaned a little closer and pushed yourself onto your toes so you could sweep a hand through the front of his hair, pushing back the locks that had fallen into his face.
Steve wondered if he had stopped breathing.
“That’s better,” you hummed and you couldn’t help but huff out a laugh at his stricken expression. He looked panicked in the best way.
Steve nodded and you took it as a thanks because his lips were parted and his brown eyes were turning into honey and he looked a little wrecked. It was fun, you realised, watching the way he reacted to you.
“It’s Steve, right?” You tapped at his name badge, still standing too close for what some people would consider polite but Steve smelled like sugar and mint and the forest, like cedar or pine.
Steve cleared his throat, tried not to stare at your lips when you said his name and he nodded, “yeah, uh— Steve Harrington.”
Another grin from you, wide and bright and fucking magical, because Steve decided that every time you smiled at him he felt like he was turning inside out.
“Okay, Single Steve Harrington—” he cut you off with a groan and it was suddenly your new favourite sound. “—I need to get back to work, enjoy your lunch.”
“Right, yeah, shit,” he winced at the way his voice cracked and Jesus Christ, he thought to himself, what was he? Sixteen again? “Uh, do I get to know your name?” It was a lie. He knew your name. He’d asked Eddie weeks ago.
And you must’ve been thinking the same because you laughed, reallt fucking cutely, Steve noticed, nose scrunched and eyes bright as you said, “don’t play coy, pretty boy, I know who your friends are.”
You left him standing there, cheeks still flushed, soft hair perfectly rumpled from how you’d pushed it back and you couldn’t help yourself. You turned, a head over your shoulder, lashes lowered as you looked him up and down, doing the least you could to try and hide it.
“Hey Steve?”
The boy's head snapped round to you, eyes wide as ever. His pretty face was a question mark.
“Nice shorts.”
—————
The third time, Steve was almost confident enough to say you sought him out.
Because it was a slow Tuesday and the summer outside had reached its peak, the sun warming the mall through the glass roof like a greenhouse, the air stifling and hazy. It was too warm for even ice cream, most of Hawkins had seemed to decide, and even the kids had passed up on free samples in favour of spending a day at the pool.
But there you were, record store lanyard missing from your neck which told Steve it was definitely your day off. And besides, if he happened to have remembered your shifts, well, that was just a coincidence.
You swaned into Scoops with your usual confidence, a glint in your eye and a surprisingly bright sundress on your frame. You were still glittering with jewellery, chains and trinkets on your neck, delicate rings on each finger, tiny gold daisies hanging from your ears. Your dress was a startling red, cherry coloured and all the bare skin on show meant that Steve could see fine black lines of ink peeking out from beneath the cotton.
He smiled at the way you still wore your boots, laces undone and rolled socks peeking out the top. You had spent some time talking between shifts now, “accidentally” bumping into each other when the mall was still closed, early morning starts spent standing in line together for a coffee as Steve tried his damn hardest to remember how to speak in your presence.
It got a little easier and Steve could hold a conversation without his voice cracking, but every now and then he’d spot you already gazing at him and you had a look on your face that could take a man down to his knees.
And god, did you know how good you looked in that dress? Did you understand what you did to him? Steve thought that maybe you did because you were leaning over the counter on your elbows and invading all of his personal space with the smell of your perfume and cocoa butter body lotion.
You tapped out a beat with your fingernails, Ruby red to match your dress, hands dancing in gold, rings that Steve knew woild look so fucking pretty wrapped around his—
“Hey, pretty boy.”
The boy dropped his ice cream scoop and from an empty table behind you both, Robin snorted.
“Hey, hi… hi,” he settled on, ducking behind the counter to retrieve his scoop and he tried not to wince at how decidedly unsmooth he was around you.
He’d panicked to Robin more than enough times about it. How he managed to trip over his words, even his own feet, when he was around you. But, despite his friends usual teasing and unsupportive behaviour when it came to his dating like, she’d surprised him with:
“Well shit, Steve, she keeps coming back, doesn’t she?”
“Hi,” you repeated, grinning. “How’s it going?”
Steve smiled back, wider than he’d have liked, too happy, too pleased that you were here on your day off, in his store, standing talking to him whilst you looked like that.
The hem of your dress swung at your thighs as you tapped your foot to music only you could hear and you were looking up at him with the most wicked expression. Steve had realised you seemed to save those looks for only him, the rest of your time spent in the record store ignoring the boys who tried to chat you up with cheap lines and shit chat.
Steve sighed and looked around the empty store. “It’s going,” he replied. “What’re you doing here? Aren’t you… off today?”
“Keeping tabs?” You grinned and Steve flushed.
It was your favourite thing.
“What? No, no I—” if Steve could get away with volleying a ball of raspberry ripple at Robin right then, he could’ve. She was hiding her face in the pile of delivery notes but he could hear her laughter. “I just— yeah, shit, maybe I am.”
His admission made you preen, straightening up to catch the ends of that stupid, little sailor scarf between your fingers. You lifted one brow, looked at the boy through your lashes and wondered if you listened carefully enough, would you be able to hear the thumpthumpthump of his heart.
Steve was almost certain you would.
“That’s cute,” you mused, sighing dramatically, wistful almost, as you tugged at the scarf. Steve jolted closer, lips parted, eyes hooded as he tried his best to keep his gaze on yours. But your lips were right there. And so were your tits. “It’s a real shame you don’t use that knowledge to work out when to take me out on a date.”
Even Robin stilled.
“A date?” Steve asked and you were so close, closer than you’d ever been ‘cause he could tell your lipgloss was cherry flavoured, he could smell the artificial sweetness, could count the freckles on your nose.
You nodded, smiled, let your eyes flicker down to where he was licking at his lips and you felt the way he sighed. He had a knuckle white grip on his side of the counter, arms flexed as he leaned in, letting you hold him as close to you as you dared.
“Y’know… dinner, maybe a movie, a hot little fumble in the backseat of your car before you kiss me goodnight and go home to take a cold shower?”
“Christ,” Steve breathed and you watched the way he flushed, eyes drooping prettily as he seemingly thought out your scenario. “Yeah— yeah, I can do that, fuck, we can do that.”
The grin that took over your face was more than pretty and Steve was about done for when you finally let go of his sailors scarf, only to reach up and brush back his hair again. He let you, eyes full of sticky fondness, a little awe as your fingertips brushed across the top of his forehead.
“Great,” you told him, backing away, boots scuffing across the parlour tiles. “You can pick me up at eight on Saturday.”
—————
Steve had never been so nervous on a date.
The good kind, an excitement he’d almost forgotten about and he revelled in the way his stomach tumbled, cheeks flush and lips bitten as he waited for you to appear from your front door.
You’d smiled at his shyness, ducked your head in a similar fashion when he told you how pretty you looked and then it was a night of feet touching under the diner table, stealing the crispy fries from his plate and Steve pretending that he cared.
He eventually calmed down enough to talk about everything and anything with you, his job, education, his parents, his friends. And when he’d finished making you laugh like it was his new hobby, you both realised too late that you’d missed the movie.
But you didn’t seem to care, happy to walk shoulder for shoulder with the boy through the emptying mall, watching him with a smile as he worked up enough courage to hold your hand.
You let him, hands tangling, a finger gently prodding his pink cheek and he swatted at you with a smile, a fond roll of his eyes and then that was it.
You didn’t leave his side after that.
The windows of his car were rolled down as he parked up near the water tower, wheat fields and the forest hiding you both from the rest of the down. The summer air smelled sweet, like leftover barbecue smoke and wet grass and Steve had the radio on low as you teased him about his music taste, the way he’d bitten his bottom lip raw from being so close to you.
He could take it better now, your little mean streak, the one that liked to push his buttons and turn him pink. He still flushed when you called him pretty boy, heard his breath hitch when you stretched your bare legs over his, back pressed to the passenger door as you let the wind pick at your hair.
But he got a little braver and let his hands smooth over your shins, eyes flickering from yours to the way your sundress was played messily across the tops of your thighs. Steve was a gentleman about it though, listened when you spoke, asked you questions and got to know you, making those eyes at you, even if he didn’t realise.
“Did you come in that day just to buy those records?”
Steve snorted, let his cheek turn and press against the headrest so he could look at you with those big brown eyes, wild hair that you ached to brush away.
“I don’t even have a record player anymore.”
Your laugh was a whole other type of song and it warmed Steve more than the summer night did.
“You don’t?” You grinned, nudging a foot into his thigh. “Steve Harrington, you’re a damn fool.”
“If you keep bein’ mean to me,” Steve grinned, voice full of tease and sticky sweet affection, “m’gonna fall in love with you, you know?”
And he did.
—————
You didn’t grudge Robin for the way she rolled her eyes at you upon seeing you walk into Scoops. You couldn’t. She knew, she knew that you knew. So you just smiled.
“Is Steve….?”
“In the back,” she groaned good naturedly. “You’re lucky we’re dead.”
You grinned, blew the girl a kiss and slipped through the staff only door. The door to the walk-in freezer hummed and music came from the break room, quiet and crackling with static from the old radio. You found the boy at the table, feet kicked up on a stool as he played with his empty bottle of soda.
Steve lit up when he saw you, an unexpected visit as you were on a late shift at your own store, the chances of you both getting lunch at the same time slim. But you’d bartered with your boss, promising that all of the new stock that had been delivered would get done before close. He’d rolled his eyes and grudgingly agreed, muttering about your new boyfriend and how he was affecting your work ethic.
You hadn’t used that word yet. ‘Boyfriend.’ And neither had Steve, but that was okay. You were enjoying that inbetween stage that came with uncertainty and butterflies, second guesses and kicking your feet in your bed at night when he dropped you off, each new kiss feeling like another first.
And you were still making the boy blush, the prettiest pink across his cheeks, stealing reasons to touch him whenever you could, playing with the ends of his hair as he spoke, pressing a hand to the skin under his shirt when you wanted his attention.
Which was a waste of time, if you asked Steve - you always had his attention, whether your hands were on him or not. Not that he ever complained.
In fact, he looked downright ecstatic when you dropped yourself in his lap, pleated skirt hitching up your thighs as you grinned down at him, pink cheeks, messy hair and sailor boy uniform to boot.
“Hey, pretty boy.”
“Hello to you too, trouble,” he’d gotten better at that part, talking to you without falling over his own words, more flirt and confidence in his voice than the first time you’d met. “I didn’t think I was gonna see you until after work.”
“Sold my soul for you,” you pouted, lifting his little hat and placing it atop your own head. “Promised that a full delivery would be finished before close.”
Steve tried to pout back, but he couldn’t help but smile at how you bargained just to be able to come see him. The sailor hat was perched adorably on top of your head, a little squint and with a cherry ice cream stain on the side. His hands palmed at your hips, squeezing gently and you lifted a brow to gaze down at him questioningly.
“Robin already isn’t happy I’m back here distracting you,” you smiled, “don’t start something you can’t finish - or win.”
“Win?” Steve scoffed, “sweetheart give me a little cred-”
The boy’s words died in his throat as you stood only to swing a leg over his lap, straddling his thighs with your own, fishnet tights stretched over your skin. You brought your hand to his chin, caught it between finger and thumb and smoothed the pad of it over his bottom lip. You tugged a little meanly, let it fall back with a cute ‘pop’ and grinned at how he was already flushed for you, eyes a little glassy and unfocused, cheeks turning pink.
“You’re too easy, Steve,” you whispered, stretching your arms over his shoulders, fingers tugging through the messy curls at the nape of his neck. You leaned in as if to kiss him, turned before he could catch you and pressed your nose to his cheek instead, letting him feel your smile against his jaw before you mouthed at it.
“You smell so good,” you sighed, voice hitched a little higher than normal, a little breathier. “Could just eat you up.”
“You’re a demon,” Steve huffed, canting his hips up into yours, hands squeezing more tightly at your waist but he did nothing to stop you from tugging at his hair. He let his head fall back, exposing his throat to you and your mouth. “Baby.”
“Baby. Love when you call me that,” you cooed, planting a line of kisses along the column of his neck, nipping at his ear lobe as you pressed yourself against his chest. “Makes me feel so sweet.”
Steve groaned, barked out a laugh that ended in a hiss because you rocked yourself against him, grinding down and grinning. “Yeah? You’re anything but,” he lied.
“Mean,” you teased, bringing your mouth to hover over the boys, lips just grazing his. “You don’t think I’m sweet? That’s not what you said the other night.”
You were pouting, pushing your lips to Steve’s in a barely there kiss before pulling away, running a hand over the front of his hair, pushing it back so you could see the way his eyes glazed over at your words. He knew what you were referencing, of course he did. How could he forget?
“I distinctly remember you telling me that you thought I tasted real sweet in the back of your car,” you grinned, wicked, cupped the boy’s face and smoothed your thumbs over the high points of his cheekbones. “There is it,” you whispered.
A blush, pink and warm and rosy, just for you, even after Steve had spent countless times between you legs, lips sucking, mouth too busy to do anything but moan. He was pink even then. But this? Now?
The draft: Wrong. I am the pilot chapter of a multichapter fic that you do not have the bandwidth to take on, but will haunt your every waking thought anyway.
people have gotta realize that fandom practically runs on sharing and reblogs so the fact that the like/reblog ratio is so bad these days is kind of scary for fandom in general
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it’s not weird to read these other fics and like them too and comment on them because you actually like them and you want to let the author know.
it’s not weird to read fanfiction from 5, or 8, or 10 years ago and actually enjoy and engage with it because it’s perfectly normal to relate to something that’s less than a decade old!
let’s stop treating fanfiction like they’re instagram posts that stop being interesting in 24 hours! fanfiction is NOT social media, fanfiction is art!!! and art doesn’t get old in one day, one year, or even a decade!
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Heyy !! I just wanted to request a Lucas Sinclair x fem reader fic where reader misses having Lucas around ever since he started hanging out with the popular kids and they get into a fight and reader confesses feelings for him thank you !!
• I MISS YOU, I'M SORRY•
Pairings: Lucas Sinclair x Fem!reader
Summary: You barely recognize your best friend anymore. He’s always with the popular kids now, leaving you and the Party behind. When you finally confront him, you accidentally confess the feelings you’ve been hiding for years.
Themes&warnings: miss communication (I thiink), friends to lovers, mutual pining, slight angst, PDA (kissing)
Notes: Okey so for now, I'm trying to write the reqs other than Dustin because I love my boo Dustin but other fine ahh men and women of st needs to be appreciated right now (WE NEED MORE LUCAS FICS)
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Words: 1.5k
You never thought you’d miss someone who still sat three tables away from you— someone who you still pass in the hallway.
But you did.
Ever since Lucas started hanging out with the basketball team, the “cool” kids. You felt like everything changed. He still waved sometimes. Still nodded in the hallway. But it wasn’t the same as walking home together. It wasn’t late night radio chatter anymore. It wasn’t arguing about comic book theories while Dustin groaned in the background.
It wasn’t you and him. Or him, you and the party.
You sat on the bleachers after school, watching practice even though you told yourself you wouldn’t. Max plopped down beside you, kicking her feet against the metal bench.
“You’re staring again,” she said casually after a moment of silence.
You scoffed, looking down at your books. “I am not.”
“You are.” Max retorted, her hands crossing one another looking to the jocks practice.
You huffed. “I just miss him, okay?”
Max’s expression softened. She knew. The Party knew you’d liked Lucas for years. Even her— and she had almost been his girlfriend once. But there was never any weirdness between you. If anything, you’d grown closer.
“He’s being dumb,” Max muttered, glaring toward the court. Fighting the urge to shout Lucas’s name and giving him her middle finger.
“He’s trying to fit in,” you muttered. “Maybe I’m just… not cool enough anymore.”
Max turned to you sharply. “Don’t do that. He’s ignoring all of us. Not just you.”
Max continued, lowering her voice. “I think he’s just being a jerk for leaving us behind. But knowing Lucas… he’ll come back eventually. Especially to you.”
Before you could answer, laughter echoed across the court. Lucas jogged off with the team, sweaty and smiling, high-fiving Jason.
He didn’t even look at you. Or maybe he did.
Either way, he didn’t come over. That’s what hurt.
Later that week, the Party met at Hellfire. Dustin rambled about a new campaign idea while Eddie listened dramatically. Mike and Gareth were mid-conversation.
Lucas arrived thirty minutes late.
“Sorry,” he said quickly, catching his breath. “Practice ran long.”
“You’ve been saying that a lot,” you replied before you could stop yourself, standing up and walked towards Lucas.
The room went quiet.
Lucas frowned. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
Dustin and the others blinked at the both of you.
“It means,” you said, standing up, “we used to matter more.”
Lucas furrowed his eyebrows, opening his mouth to say something but Dustin grabbed his shoulder and spoke, “Now that Lucas is here, how about we just start the campaign.”
Smart move.
Everybody moved around their seats and you huffed our a breath, bumping Lucas’s shoulder accidentall — or not, when you walked back to the table.
As the campaign starts, the Hellfire club could still feel the tension in the table. Between you and Lucas. How you mostly avoided his gaze or glare at him, how Lucas tries to talk to you.
The next day, you were fighting with your locker when you saw him laughing with Jason and the team. When his eyes met yours for half a second, you expected something— a wave, a nod. Nothing.
He just looked away.
But as you finally yanked your locker opem and start grabbing your things, you see a pair of feet beside yours.
"Y/n" the voice called out. You stiffened at his voice beside you.
"What do you want, Lucas?" you muttered, grabbing and getting books for your next period.
“What did you mean yesterday? At the Hellfire meeting?” Lucas stepped closer, trying to catch your expression through the narrow gap of your locker door, but you pushed it wider to block his view, making him sigh in frustration.
You sighed and slammed your locker shut, the sound echoing down the hallway. “Fine. You really want to know?” you snapped, turning to face Lucas.
“Yes." Lucas grumbled.
“You’ve been with the Tigers nonstop. You barely answer your walkie anymore. It’s like the Party doesn’t matter to you”
Lucas groaned, slightly— hands rubbing his hair for a moment. "Look, I'm just trying to fit in. I'm tired of being the loser, the 'nerd' that everyone picks on. Why can't you just be happy for me?"
You scoffed, "Happy for you?"
"You’ve turned into some sort of ghost, Lucas! You don't answer your walkie tha much anymore. You’re so busy trying to be someone Jason likes that you’ve forgotten the people who actually like you."
Lucas crossed his arms. “But I am still here, aren’t I?”
“Physically? Yeah,” you snapped. “But you’re not really with us anymore. I feel like i don't recognize you anymore.”
You turned on your heel and started to walk away, but Lucas quickly followed. “Hey— Y/n, wait!”
The school doors pushed open as you stepped outside, cool air hitting your face. Before you could go any farther, his hand gently wrapped around your wrist, stopping you. Warmth rushed to your cheeks as you froze.
“Y/n, please,” he said, breath slightly uneven. “I’m still me.”
“No, you’re not!” you shot back. “You’re a version of yourself that doesn’t include me. And that hurts.” Your voice cracked as you pulled your hand from his grasp.
You took a deep breath before continuing, “It hurts because I’ve spent years being your best friend… waiting for you to realize I’ve been right here the whole time.”
Lucas went still. The defensiveness drained from his posture as he stared at you, confused and wide-eyed. “What are you talking about?”
"I'm talking about the fact that I'm in love with you, you idiot!" The words were out before you could stop them. They felt heavy and terrifying. The words hovered on your tongue, terrifying and unstoppable.
The room went still. You hadn’t meant to say it like that. Loud. Messy. Exposed.
But there it was.
“I have been since the Snow Ball,” you continued, tears welling in your eyes. “Since you let me dance with you when everyone else laughed. Since you biked me home after every campaign. Since you told me I was brave when I didn’t feel like it.”
Lucas’s face shifted from shock… to something softer.
“I thought…” he started slowly. “I thought you were just being nice back then.”
You covered your face for a second, overwhelmed. “I’ve never just been nice to you.”
He stepped closer. Slowly.
“And when you started hanging out with them,” you whispered, lowering your hands to look at him, “I felt like I was losing you.”
“You’re not losing me,” he said immediately, his hands twitching like he wanted to reach for yours.
“It feels like I am.” You admitted, eyes searching his.
Lucas looked down, then back up at you — really looked at you. “You think I don’t miss it too?” he asked quietly. “You think I don’t notice when you stop sitting next to me? Or when you don’t laugh at my jokes first anymore?”
Your breath caught. Hands gripping your bag.
“I thought you were pulling away,” he confessed, rubbing the back of his neck nervously. “I figured… maybe you didn’t want me around anymore.”
You let out a soft, disbelieving laugh. “Why would I—”
“Because I love you too!” he blurted.
This time, you froze.
“I’ve liked you forever,” Lucas continued, frustration and fear mixing in his voice. “But I didn’t think I was enough. Not back then. And now that people finally see me differently… I didn’t want to mess it up.”
“You could never mess it up with me,” you whispered.
He stepped even closer, close enough that you could see the small scar on his chin from when you were kids.
“You’re still my first call,” he said softly. “You’re still the person I look for in every room.”
Tears slipped down your cheeks.
“I thought I was doing this for us,” he admitted. “To make sure no one messed with you anymore.”
“I don’t care what they think,” you said, voice breaking. “I just want my Lucas back.”
Lucas didn't say another word. Instead, he leaned in, closing the distance to press his forehead against yours.
“I’m still here,” he breathed. “I miss you. I’m so sorry.”
You let out a shaky laugh and wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer.
When he kissed you, it wasn’t perfect. It was messy and nervous and tasted faintly like sweat from practice — but it felt like coming home. The hallway noise faded, even though students rushed around you.
When you pulled back, he rested his forehead against yours again.
“I’m still part of the Party,” he murmured.
“i know.” you teased through sniffles.
“And I’m yours. If you want me to be.” Lucas mumbled, caressing your cheeks softly.
You smiled through your tears. “Took you long enough, Sinclair.”
You both laughed softly and pulled each other into a hug. And for the first time in months, Lucas biked home with you again, just like he used to.
What you didn’t notice was Max, Dustin, and Mike watching the entire thing from a distance. They smiled to themselves as the two of you rode off together, finally back where you belonged.
“They’re so cute it’s actually disgusting,” Max muttered, though she was clearly smiling.
Mike and Dustin nodded before grabbing their bikes, watching as the two of you disappeared down the road together — finally back where you belonged.
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I get genuinely so pissed off whenever I see a fic on my timeline that’s so clearly AI slop. even worse when there’re people reblogging and hyping it up in the comments. if you’re gonna use AI (which you shouldn’t), atleast try to make it somewhat readable, but straight up copy-pasting that shit and calling it a day is so inexplicably lazy and passionless. and like for what reason?? the whole point of writing for the fandoms and characters you love is to pour some goddamn emotion into it. even if you think you suck at writing, who cares? I’d rather read a million bad human-written fics than have to torture myself with whatever generic bs you asked chat gpt to puke out for you.
The draft: Wrong. I am the pilot chapter of a multichapter fic that you do not have the bandwidth to take on, but will haunt your every waking thought anyway.