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Summary: things at home suck so Eddie offers you salvation at his place
Warnings: parents arguing, tiniest bit of angst, mostly fluff
A/N: a self-indulgent fic? from me? never.... um yeah letâs just say this is my current go to reality shift when shit gets hectic at home. I hope you guys like this and enjoy our favourite cool guy goofball, Eddie Munson <3
Summary: Falling in love with your best friend was never part of the plan, especially when you figured you werenât Eddieâs type. But a trip home to sub in for a Hellfire meeting brings you more than a victory.
Warnings: Some anxiety, some insecurity, idiots to lovers, friends to lovers, fear of unrequited love, mention of Eddieâs extracurricular activities (if you squint).
Pairing: Eddie x fem!Reader
Word Count: 8.2k ((how the ever-loving fuck did we get here))
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The invitation to join Hellfire for a night was far from a surprise.
Despite the distance - you in Indianapolis, Eddie in Hawkins - he kept you up to date on the latest happenings of the club you once attended regularly. As far as you could tell, not much had changed beyond your absence and as much shit as he gave the freshmen - a gaggle of children, some of whom you recognized as the siblings of former classmates - he was fond of them. They exasperated him - âHendersonâs a pain in my ass. Heâs so smug! Some humility wouldnât hurt him. Little shit.â - but he was convinced that Hellfire would be in good hands with them.
A blessing, really, because someone needed to carry on the legacy when he graduated (finally).
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A/N: There is a tiny scar on Poe's cheek and my job is to kiss it until it is gone, this fic is about that. See also: THIS GIF for vibes.
[Title from "This is how you fall in love" by Jeremy Zucker]
Pairing: Poe Dameron x reader (gender neutral)
Word count: 970
CW: Non-sexual nudity, angst if you squint, Poe getting out of the shower, sleepy Poe.
It is always nice to hear the shower running when you enter your quarters at the end of the day. On a regular day it means the day is over; today, it means Poe is back. You canât help the smile that spreads on your lips as you start getting ready for bed, changing into your pajamas as you hear the water being turned off.
Poe comes out already matching your smile, tired eyes meeting yours with crinkles around them. âHi, welcome back!â You greet him excitedly when you see each other. His steps are wobbly, the towel around his hips dangling like a skirt making you chuckle. Itâs always a sight to see, his toned chest and his shoulders on display even in this completely innocent way, even with his damp and un-styled curls.
âHi, sweetheart.â Poeâs tired voice makes you smile even more. His curls are dripping, falling over his forehead even after he shakes the water droplets away and making them fall on you.
âHow was the mission?â Your open arms welcome him as you hug his neck to kiss him softly, relishing in the feeling of his lips against yours after being a week apart. You couldnât care less about the water drops making your shirt wet, his arms wrap around you as he starts kissing all over your face, smiling when you giggle under his touch the moment his freshly-shaven stubble begins to tickle your neck. You push his wet curls back then, scratching his scalp in that way you know he loves so much.
(ââI donât know how to love someone.ââ + âYou make my heart feel some type of way and itâs freaking me out.â)
A/N: I've seen a lot of dumb-shit-doing!Eddie when high, but that's not the case for everyone when they smoke weed. It affects people differently. Some people get the relaxing benefits...and spills
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After your shift at the music store, you drove to Eddie's trailer. He had left it unlocked for you, so you let yourself in.Â
The stench of weed hit your nose the second you opened the door, telling you all you needed to know about Eddie's after school activities.Â
You didn't mind him smoking. It was his choice. But he could at least crack open a window. There's no way Wayne won't smell it when heâll get back from his shift at the factory in the morning.
''Eddie?'' you called in the trailer, letting him know of your presence.Â
Heyâ¤ď¸ Could I request a steve x male reader where steve and reader are best friends and they start bonding and getting closer while watching movies and steve eventually realizes he's in love (maybe with some help from robin) and it goes from there? Ty<3
movie night crush
pairing: steve harrington x male reader
summary: a lil fic based on the req! ty for requesting!!
cws: none
wordcount: 482
Horror movies were not your thing. But Steve Harrington definitely was, so you endured them. If it meant you could cuddle up to him on the pre-tense of being scared, you could deal with it. you and Steve had been friends for a while and movie watching was your thing, and you loved it.
"You're such a scaredy-pants! It's not even that scary!"
"Yeah it is!! Shut up!"
You buried your face in his chest every jumpscare, every instance of threatening violin strings, every noise. He kept looking down at you, his face getting warmer and warmer. By the end of the movie, his emotions were all over the place. He awkwardly hugged you goodbye, something he never did with any of his other male friends but had developed a habit of doing with you, and shut the door. He was on the phone to Robin in minutes.
"Like, what the hell! one minute we're watching a movie, and the next minute I'm looking down at him while he's...god, he's just so...I just don't get it!"
"Might I suggest that maybe, just maybe, you have the tiniest of crushes on Y/n?" She replied casually.
"Robin, c'mon, don't be ridiculous, I don't....I can't...."
"Mmhmm."
"Jesus, am I cursed to like people who don't like me back of something?"
"Oh come on, Steve. He definitely likes you back. just...be honest with him."
So, on Robin's advice, he invited you over for another movie. This time, he didn't chose a scary one. You both sat on his couch, not touching. The movie began, and when you didn't make to get closer, he felt his hopes begin to falter.
You saw his slightly disappointed expression instantly.
"Steve? what's up?"
"You're not..." He made vague gestures at his chest and the space in front of it. You felt your face warm.
"I...i mean, i can, i-if that's what you-"
Steve leant over and grabbed you, pulling you next to him. You leant your head against his chest, and heard his heart rate. It was incredibly fast for someone who was sitting down.
The movie ended, and you slowly departed from your comfy position next to Steve. You stood up and thanked him for the movie and made to leave, but Steve took your hand.
"Steve," You began apologetically, "I gotta go, it's getting dark-"
"Kiss me."
The words left Steve's mouth before he could really register them. You paused, feeling your skin go hot. You stepped forward, leant down, and pressed your lips to his so gently you both melted into one another. Steve slowly began pulling at you until you were straddling him where he sat on the sofa, his hands at your waist, kissing you softly.
You pulled away, slightly breathless.
Steve chuckled, stroking your cheek affectionately.
"So," he said quietly, his eyes flickering, glancing down at your lips surreptitiously. Movie night again tomorrow?"
Iâm seriously obsessed with Steve and Eddie and Iâm totally okay with it
sorry this took so long to respond, i read your message and it inspired something in me
Daylight
summary: Hawkins has gone to hell but Steve and Eddie still find the good in you
Steve Harrington x Reader
Eddie Munson x Reader
gender neutral reader! no y/n
word count: 1.6k
warnings: little mentions of blood, minor editing
This is half Steve, half Eddie falling in love with you while at Skull Rock (both in the regular world and in the Upside-Down) and you being an oblivious idiot. The first half is Steve, the second half is Eddie, you can read them as if they're one story, or two separate ones :)
This is also part of a challenge I've made up myself (maybe, I haven't seen anyone else do it) inspired by Harry Styles' new album Harry's House, where I'll be writing one blurb/one-shot for each song on the album in hopes that it gets me back in the writing groove
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It was a wonder, really. Steve was amazed by you. This was, what, the fourth time some shit went and threatened the lives of everyone in this damn town and you still managed to hold it all together, keep everyone in check and not have a total mental breakdown.
You stood over by Dustin, body turned so you were half facing the boy and half facing the circle, watching him pace back and forth with general curiosity. Head tilted ever so slightly to the right, eyes following him as he made tracks in the leaves, pausing every couple seconds. Your head would perk up an inch every time he stopped, and Steve thought that you knew something that the rest of them didn't but he was too distracted by the slope of your nose, the fluttering of your eyelashes and the way you fiddled with your hair to say anything about it.
And it turns out, he wasn't wrong.
But he was merely following you, you had this innate sense about trusting people. Your gut never steered you wrong and you always listened to it. Steve could see it on your face the second you thought something was off. It always took you a minute to admit that you knew something wasn't right, you would fidget with your fingers, your brows would nearly touch, and sometimes you would even bite on your thumb nail, but it never failed that you were right on the money. You were even right about Eddie, who Steve was apprehensive to trust, but not you. You sailed right in, distracting the curly haired super senior who was holding something sharp to his neck, talked him off the ledge and it made him jealous that you saved him by being so nice to the freak.
Not that Steve really thought he was a freak anymore.
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could I request a baby blurb of reader helping Eddie study? And telling him youâre proud of him when he get questions right <3 that boy needs to graduate
he really does need to graduate to be fair
You sit knee to knee with Eddie, your arms crossed over your chest, trying not to watch him as he answers the practice questions you'd written out for him. It makes him nervous.Â
He slides the paper over to you when he's done. You know he had a hard time â is having a hard time. School isn't easy for everyone, and every year his self-esteem takes another hit. You want him to feel as amazing as he is, and when you go over his answers you can't help a wild grin from growing on your face.Â
"Yep," you say. "Yep, good job. They're right." You set his paper down.Â
"Which ones?" he asks, uncharacteristically quiet.Â
You meet his eyes, honey brown, melty soft. Something disheartened lining the corners.Â
"All of them, Eds."Â
He smiles slowly. "All of them?"Â
You nod, excited. "All of them. I'm so proud of you. You did them fast, too."
"You are?" he asks.Â
"Are you kidding? We've been trying so hard. You've been trying so hard."
"Should've tried this hard two years ago," he mutters self-deprecatingly.Â
You nudge him with your elbow until he laughs under his breath. "Don't try play that shit with me, Munson. I know you tried your best." You wrap your hand around the crook of his elbow and squeeze gently. "Sometimes we need help."Â
He nods, a little spacey, and after a few seconds he grins and looks at his hands, twisting one of his rings around and around. "It's easier when you have a hot teacher like I do."Â
You wrinkle your nose. "You think Mrs. Jennica is hot?"Â
"Idiot," he says. You let him pull you into a one-armed hug, beaming when he drops a kiss into the crown of your head. You'd give him an A+ for kisses if you could.
Could I get, 13. âpulling your lover closer by the waistbandâ for Poe
Title: Flyboys & Kisses
Poe Dameron x GN!Reader
A/N: Divider by @/firefly-graphics. Usage of âandâ as well as â&â is intentional. the small font is intentional as well. Certain sentences are fully lowercase and that is intentional.
Prompt: pulling your lover closer by the waistband from this list.
You tug him close your fingers digging into the orange jumpsuit a smile playing on your features. One Poe gladly returns in his usual lopsided manner cocking his head to the side âHey, starlight.âÂ
âHey, commander.â you tease & you feel a shudder wrack through him like youâve ignited a fire in his gut. His eyes downcast from you suddenly too embarrassed to face you but when you kiss himâoh maker when you kiss him, he melts. A noise leaves his throat softly & his hands slot on your waist just to keep himself grounded with you near his X-wing. Heâs only just landed five minutes ago so he hasnât much time to fully center himself from the lack of loud noise, the freedom of a confined space-
âLove you,â you murmur suddenly & his heart screams in his chestâhis hands squeezing you happily. Noses bump together softly & he grins more just meshing into you happily all too content to suffocate with you deep in his lungs.
âLove you too,â he replies finally a soft sigh emitting from him when you pop the collar of his jumpsuit. Heâs never liked the tightness of it around his throat but it keeps him safe soâunwillinglyâhe keeps it shut until you pop it open for him. Nimble fingers smooth along his collarbones, your fingers hooking into the necklace he always wears around his neck & finally looping into some of his damp curls
âMiss you,â you whisper & he hums kissing you languidly again resisting every urge to push the kiss further â---so much,â you add & he whines something strangled
âMe too.â ghosts against your lips all prayerlike & tender & if you werenât listening you wouldnât have even heard him among the noises of people unloading.
baby blurb about giggly kisses with steve đĽ˛đĽ˛
this DID NOT end up a baby blurb <3 for you my angel
1k words gn!reader of giggly kisses with Steve
It's the kind of laughing that feels sticky. Fondness has you close-lipped and still you find yourself giggling as you kiss him, your twin smiles pressing together lightly, over and over.Â
"You're impossible to kiss when you get like this," Steve says, though his tone would suggest he doesn't mind, not one bit.Â
"I'm sorry," you say, similarly insincere as you stroke your hand over the side of his pretty face.
His smile affects every feature. His bark brown eyes squint softly. His lips turn up at the corners, lopsided in his pleasure driven sloveness. His pert nose flares with every laugh, and his cheeks apple with the force of his deitific grin.Â
You lean forward to dot kisses over all of it. One kiss to each cheek, each eyelid, his nose bridge and the tip, his cupids bow, his lips. You giggle chestily to yourself as you do, enjoying the sensation of his hands over your back and your abdomens pressed together as your weight bares down on him.Â
You brush the hair from his eyes and hold his face firmly in place as you kiss his forehead and his hairline. Â
You pause, chest on fire at the sounds of his dizzied chuckling.Â
Steve's hands climb over your shoulders, arms locked under yours, hugging you tightly as he kisses your bared throat clumsily, tiny hot pecks and then, to your startled delight, a careful nibble.Â
You sigh at the feeling.Â
"You like that?" he asks knowingly.Â
You burst into a breathless pitch of laughter at his question and pull back so he can't get you anymore, meeting his heavy-lidded gaze. "Very much," you say sweetly.Â
Warnings : Fluff, mild angst, mention of blood, mention of canon style violence, mention of food, some innuendos and spiceÂ
Summary : You offer to help Marc and Steven relax a little after a long nightÂ
Prompts - âWhy are you wearing my sweater?â âBecause it smells like you.â + "Your back is so tense. Would you like a massage?"
Gif by salome-c
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The night drags out in the winter, long and dark as you toss and turn in a cold empty bed. It's not the first night you've been alone, and you know it won't be the last, but every night they are gone ends this way â restless and sleepless. You know eventually the sun will rise, the moon will disappear again for another night, and you hope that then, they will come home to you.Â
Sitting up, you run your hands over your face, the movement stirring up the lingering familiar scent of them from their sweater. You'd thrown it on as the wind had rattled the window panes, the cold breeze sneaking through the gaps to bite at your skin. The smell brings a soft familiar warmth to you, as though you could imagine them here, their arms wrapped around you.Â
Technically it's Marc's sweater, a point Steven likes to make continually since he hates it, preferring his patterned shirts to Marc's usual wardrobe of darker colours, but it's still a comfort that reminds you of them both.Â
Swinging your legs out of bed, you let the cold wood floor ground you for a moment, pulling you from dark and depressing thoughts. They always came home to you, there's no reason tonight should be any different, and yet the restlessness won't cease.Â
if baby blurbs are still open- can you do reading with your head in steveâs lap?
⥠fem!reader | 0.5k words
Steve mumbles while he watches TV. You can't help but look up at him from where you lounge with your head in his lap, trying to decipher his soft babbling without asking.Â
He presses his lips together tightly and his hands remain steady and still at your shoulders so you pay him no mind and return to the book held open on your chest.Â
Worn, yellowed pages wrinkle under your hands as you try to find your place.Â
His fingers flex where they rest. One hand follows the curve of your neck, his touching so light it makes you quiver, an accidental intake of breath that startles him.Â
He looks down. "Huh?"Â
You look up. "What?"Â
"You're shivering."Â
His eyes are just as pretty from this angle. "You tickled me," you murmur, your lips curving up into a soft smile.Â
His hand flattens against the underside of your jaw. "Sorry."Â
"It's okay, baby," you murmur.
Steve pretends he doesn't like pet names but you know each one gets him good. His lips twist and he bends down, your eyes growing closer and closer together.Â
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CW: Surviving in the apocalypse, family dynamics, being a ghost, Reginald Hargreeves is an abusive terrible father who tortured the Hargreeves, discussion of child abuse and torture, self-sacrifice
Word Count: 2,985
Summary: (1x10) The apocalypse is here. All your work had led up to this. The end of your journey, and the fulfillment of your lifelong promise to protect your family.
A/N: This last and final chapter is slightly cobbled together, if Iâm honest. But, I wanted to get it completed. The ending is just kinda⌠ends. I wasnât sure how to finish this off, so itâs a bit of an open ending. I love these characters, but I really lost steam on this series way back during the pandemic. Iâm happy I finally get to wrap it up all the same.
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The burning heat of the apocalyptic sun bore down on your small camp. You, Five, and Delores sat just inside the shelter. A small breeze shook the clear plastic sheets. The heat was stifling. Five lay shirtless against a sleeping bag, his hands fiddling with a shirt.
He mumbled to himself, bringing your attention away from your book. âWhat?â
He lifted up his shirt. His finger stuck through a hole in the middle of the black fabric. âMy shirt has a hole again.â He sighed.
Clothes went through a lot of wear and tear these days. Finding clothes that fit was a challenge on a good day, so when you found them, you wore them to death. Luckily, you yourself were quite the seamster. Youâd taught yourself basic sewing after you moved out of the Academy, and youâd only gotten better in the apocalypse. Sewing was always a good distraction from the world. Youâd found that the methodical and rhythmic process calmed you in a way that you hardly got these days.
âToss it over here.â You said, holding your hands out.
Five rolled it into a ball and threw it at you. It hit your chest with a thump and fell into your lap. You gave him a deadpan look. He chuckled and lay back down. You reached down and rifled through your backpack until you pulled out the sewing tin â which was actually an old novelty Umbrella Academy lunchbox.
You ran your fingers over the black fabric of the shirt until your finger slipped into the small hole that had begun to form. You riffled through the tin until you found an appropriately sized patch. There was no need to match fabric or threads. Aesthetic didnât matter anymore and neither of you cared. The stitch didnât even need to be pretty. It just needed to hold. Your stitches were always wobbly and different sizes anyway, so that was a good thing.
Once the hole was patched shut and youâd made sure it was secured, you tossed it at Fiveâs resting head.
âHEY!â Five yelled in alarm. âEIGHT!â He shot up. The shirt fell to his lap.
âLove you too, you little shit.âÂ
This was it. The day of the apocalypse. And your family was standing around the bowling alley you used to sneak out to.
You leaned against the back of the chair next to Five. Ben had his arms crossed as he stood near Klaus. The rest of the family was talking shop. Chattering about what to do in the most Hargreeves-way possible. The back-and-forth had you rolling your eyes. That familiar helpless feeling simmered in your gut.
âWeâre the only ones capable of stopping this.â Luther said, bringing you back to the conversation at-hand. It was almost hard to believe you were agreeing with Luther, of all people, but it was true. Youâd come back for this. Without the Umbrella Academy, the apocalypse was neigh. âWe have a responsibility to Dad.â Never mind.
 âTo Dad?â Diego interrupted. âNo, Iâve heard enough aboutââ
âHe sacrificed everything to bring us back together.â Luther bickered back.
âIâm with Luther on this one, too.â Five added. âWe canât give her a chance to fight back. There are billions of lives at stake. Weâre past trying to save just one.â
âYes, thank you!â You muttered, standing up and crossing your arms. âLetâs get a move on!â
Ben pressed a hand to your arm. His thumb rubbed a gentle circle. You huffed and nodded at him gratefully.
âHey,â Klaus interrupted, âyou know, guys, uh⌠maybe I could help.â
Your and Benâs heads shot up. You raised an eyebrow. Klausâ powers had come a long way in the past few days, and you were proud of him, but you werenât confident in how well this would work.
Luther snapped at him.
âNo, let him finish.â Diego cut him off. âHe saved my life today.â Klaus stood up and glanced at you and Ben.
âIs that true?â Luther asked.
âYeah, yeah, I did⌠take credit for it. In fact, the real hero⌠was Ben.â You and Ben gaped at Klaus. Was he really? Klaus sighed. âToday⌠Listen. Today, he punched me in the face. And earlier at the house, he was the one who saved Diegoâs life, not me.â
âAre you seriously doing this right now?â You asked incredulously.
âYou are unbelievable, Klaus.â Luther scolded.
âYou want proof, is that it?â Klaus picked up a bowling ball.
âNo, no, no, please donât.â You mumbled, moving closer to Fiveâs side. Klaus gestured for Ben to move into position.
âAlright. I⌠Iâll give you proof.â He swung the pink ball. Ben readied himself, squatting and holding his hands out. âAlright, itâs showtime, baby.â He threw it up in the air. âCatch!â
You yanked Five back into the further seat. The bowling ball flew past. Then, unceremoniously hit the ground and bounced a few times. You rolled your eyes. Your fingers gently brushed along Fiveâs shoulder. The motion, although he couldnât feel it, was an old comfort. One born of repetition and love.
Klaus glanced at Ben, then you, his arms over his head in disbelief.
The bickering started back up after that. You ignored it.
An older woman and a young boy approached. âExcuse me! Excuse me. Itâs my son, Kennyâs, birthday today, and⌠Uh⌠wouldnât your son be happier playing with kids his own age?â She asked way too cheerily. You choked out a laugh, full and hardily. âAssuming itâs okay with your two dads?â
âI would rather chew off my own foot.â Five responded angrily.
Your laughter turned into a full-body cackle. The world may be ending, but it was nice to laugh again. To tease Five and enjoy yourself despite the apocalypse hanging over your shoulders.
But then, a thunk. You watched as Five wandered off and fiddled with a ball rack. He held a piece of paper. Then, he was gone.
Living in the apocalypse meant clothes got disgusting really quickly. The air was always filled with ash. The dust storms, even with your shields, always covered you in dirt and grit. The large fires that sometimes raged in abandoned buildings covered you in soot. It was exhausting, especially since you couldnât truly get clean anymore. The water wasnât worth it. Youâd just use the fabric for something else later.
You grumbled as you walked inside your covered shelter. Your ratty brown â you think it was originally blue â shirt clung to you in a way that made you want to rip your skin off. You walked past the rolled up sleeping bags and wooden benches and tables over to the bag of clothing youâd scavenged over the past few months.
You pulled out a faded red shirt that looked like itâd fit and set it on top of the bench. Then, you slowly peeled the filthy shirt off your back. A light breeze filtered through the holes in the walls. The cool air felt nice on your bare skin. You closed your eyes and let your shoulders relax. Let yourself enjoy the rare brief moment of peace.
A gasp broke the silence. You spun around quickly, alarmed.
Five stood at the entrance to the shelter. His eyes were wide and planted on your bare shoulder. His mouth was slightly open. âWhat⌠What happened to your back?â He whispered, as if too shocked to really speak.
You glanced down at your shoulder and sighed. Youâd almost forgotten about the mess of scars that danced along your torso. Itâd been years since you were really bothered about them â Klaus had made sure of that with his overwhelming body positivity. They were ugly and raised and scattered up and down your back, shoulders, and chest. Some were thin and clean from Diegoâs knives. Others were round and messy from various gunshot wounds. Slowly, you put your new shirt on and looked at him. âPersonal training.â You replied with a small, sad smile.
âDad did that to you?â
You hummed, walked passed him and out of the shelter, and sat down on one of the rickety metal chairs in front of the fire pit.
âTell me what happened.â Five demanded. His voice was hard, full of anger and a hint of sadness. He sat next to you in the other chair, leaning forward with his elbows on his legs.
You sighed and closed your eyes. âPart of personal training,â you started, âwas Diego throwing knives at me. I had trouble at first. There were lots of trips to the infirmary. I never blamed Diego, never let him blame himself. He always tried to do as little damage as possible. Any injuries were Dadâs fault if anything.â You took a shaky deep breath as the painful memories started to come back to you. âAfter Ben died,â you paused, âDad blamed everyone, but mostly me. We were a team and it was my job to protect them. It was my job to protect him.â Tears were starting to gather in your eyes. An old familiar pain sat in your chest. Just talking about it brought up old feelings. âMy shields failed him. And that wasnât acceptable.â You took a short breath and Fiveâs hand slid into yours. The familiar weight was comforting. âAfter that, training with Diego wasnât enough. So, he came up with something new.â You took in a shaky breath. The puckered, splattered gunshot wound on your right shoulder, long since healed, started to hurt again, like a phantom pain returning to hurt you. âI remember that day like it was yesterday. I went out to the courtyard for training. Only⌠Diego wasnât there. It was just Dad. Holding a gun.â Tears were flowing freely down your cheeks at this point. âHe told me to make a force field. The second I did, he shot me.â You unconsciously held your shoulder, like you did back then. âThe bullet went right through my shield. Hit me in the shoulder.â
âHow long?â Five asked, his voice soft.
You shrugged. âA year, maybe?â You paused and thought about it for a second. âDiego and I left the second we turned 18.â
Five nodded and gently wiped the tears from your cheeks. Carefully, he climbed into your lap and pulled you into a tight hug. âIâm so sorry.â You sagged into his warmth and let out a sob as all the pain youâd held in your chest for years flooded out. One of his hands rubbed your back soothingly. The other stroked your hair. âItâs okay, Y/N.â He soothed lamely. âYouâre okay.â
You sobbed for a good ten or so minutes. Your sobs slowly waned and soon you were merely sniffling and clinging to your little brother. You took a shaky deep breath.
âBetter?â Five asked softly. You hummed, pulled back, and wiped your tear-stricken cheeks. He was still sitting in your lap, his arms gently resting on your shoulders. âDad really got bad after I left, huh?â
You nodded. âWorse.â
 Fiveâs eyes moved to your shoulder. âDo they still hurt?â
You shrugged. âNot so much anymore. It hurts on occasion if I think about it too much.â
He frowned and gently slid his hand into the neck of your shirt and down to the scar on your shoulder. His fingers skimmed over the raised skin. âLet me know if they ever start hurting.â
You gave him a soft smile and touched his outstretched arm. âOf course, Fivey.â
Five softly smiled in return and pulled you into a final hug. âIâll keep you safe. No matter what.â He whispered so faintly you almost didnât catch it. Your heart melted at the words. But really, that was your job.
The theater was in chaos as you followed Klaus in. Viktor stood on stage, his body shining brightly. Gunfire shot through you. The sound of a spatial jump was just barely audible over the barrage of bullets and violin. Your eyes scanned the room for him. There â one of the goons.
Klausâ hands lit up blue. A blue light engulfed you â and Ben. A gasp and a shocked whisper of your name came from behind you. You spun around. Five stared directly at you. His face was slack and his eyes were wide. He could see you. He could see you! A wide smile broke out on your face. A true smile â probably the first since your death. It had been so long since he saw you.
âHey there, stranger,â you grinned, waving cheekily.
Ben screamed as he unleashed the Horror. His tentacles shot out in your periphery. A Commission goon walked down the aisle behind Five, gun raised. You acted purely on instinct, throwing a shield up in front of Five seconds before he started firing. The bullets bounced back at him and he collapsed.
Five nodded at you in thanks. His eyes fixated on you as he searched for something to say. You opened your mouth too, searching for one of the millions of things youâd yearned to say since your death. The glow faded before you could find the words. A bittersweet longing choked you.
âNow whoâs the lookout?â Klaus laughed.
You huffed and broke Fiveâs gaze. Right. Back to the matter at hand. You had an apocalypse to stop. Any trepidation and helplessness was pushed to the wayside. You made a promise years ago you planned on keeping. No matter what. Here was your last chance. Save your family. Save Five. Save the world.
Viktor grew stronger, angrier, and more powerful by the second. Your eyes flitted over the stage. A plan â a dumb plan, but a plan nonetheless â formed. You had to contain Viktorâs power. With Klausâ new-found ability, you could do it. You had to do this, damn the consequences. But oh, was this a stupid idea. But for Five?
âKlaus,â You said, not taking your eyes off Viktor. You felt strangely calm facing death again. âSummon me again.â This was what you had to do. This was what youâd been working toward. This was how you protected them one last time. You would never let anything happen to them â to Five. Youâd made that promise a long time ago. Youâd be damned if you didnât keep it. You could do it. You could save them all. You had to.
âWhat are you doing?â Klaus replied. You could hear the panic in his voice. Well warranted, considering what you were about to do.
You looked at him and smiled slightly. âPlease, Klaus. One last favor.â He hesitated for a moment. His eyes darted between you and Viktor. âJust trust me, okay? And tell Five I love him.â He nodded and clenched his fists again. You glowed blue. This was it.
âWhat are you doing?â Five yelled, his voice shaky.
âSaving you!â You yelled back. âI can do this.â You whispered to yourself. Then, you steeled your nerves and walked forward. Everything was a fog as you climbed onto the stage. Viktorâs eerily white glowing eyes met yours as you stepped in front of him. There was something so powerful in his stare, it almost made you fold, but your resolve couldnât waver. Faintly, in the distance, you heard your name. And for a moment, that familiar fear of death passed over you. You ignored it. Death was nothing if it meant protecting your family. It was what you were always meant to do. Youâd proven as much to yourself already.
You took a steadying deep breath, one you arguably didnât need. A domed shield formed around the two of you. It shimmered bubble-like in the light of Viktorâs powers.
He swung his violin bow. The white light shot through your middle with a blue flash. It ricocheted around. Like being in a dust storm. The noise was overwhelming, but the shield stood strong.
âNo more, Viktor.â You yelled.
He shot another wave at you. Again, it simply passed through you. The combination made Viktor faulter. Just a little more.
Then, a gunshot.
Allison stood behind him, gun raised and smoking. The bullet shook the shield as it passed. Suddenly, like the flip of a switch, Viktor released a huge burst of white energy. It shot straight toward the sky, only to be stopped by your shield. It rebounded violently. Waves of power moved through you. It overwhelmed your senses, your very being. The shield dropped. You were caught exhausted in a dust storm as debris pummeled against you.
The light cleared. Viktorâs eyes rolled back. He fell limp to the ground. You stumbled back. Your hands shimmered blue, little particles like raining ash floated off them. You hadnât felt this exhausted â this fuzzy â since you were alive. Your purpose was complete. It was time to move on.
âEight!â Fiveâs voice cut through the fog like a lighthouse. You smiled. You did it. He was safe. âNo! Please donât go!â He sounded like a little kid again. Like all those years ago. No, no. You couldnât leave. How could you leave him? The image of his sobbing face holding your dead body flashed through your head. Not again. You canât leave him again.
His hands grasped your fading ones gently. âPlease, I still need you.â His voice was just a whisper. The blue ash disappeared. The missing bits glowed. You wiggled your fingers. All in one piece.
Klaus stumbled behind you and you disappeared from view. Your hands fell through Fiveâs. The exhaustion from before still knotted in your center. Slowly, you maneuvered to sit on the edge of the stage. A large smile graced your face. The exhaustion weighed down on your bones â a feeling you hadnât missed. You were so proud of Klaus. He did so well.
Ben sat down next to you and pulled you into a breath-stealing hug, âYou did it.â
You nodded weakly and rested your head against his shoulder. âI did it⌠I did it.â
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Letâs leave this shit town | Eddie Munson x Reader
Summary: You and Eddie graduate and leave Hawkins
Word count: 0.9k
Request: eddie + 52 this has so much good fluff/angst potential⌠soft eddie for the win (âIt breaks my fucking heart to hear you cry.â)
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For the second time this week, Eddie came home at night to you sitting on his stairs, crying. He didnât like the idea of you sitting by yourself in the trailer park so late, but you had no way to reach him. You couldâve gone to the school since it was D&D night, but that wouldâve meant disrupting his Hellfire club meeting and being vulnerable in front of all his D&D friends.Â
He rapidly parked and turned off the engine, jumping out of the van to get to you.Â
Eddie crouched down before you, and you sobbed, allowing your walls to break. ââI canât do this anymore.ââÂ