I will make you pure

trans age (18/26) | chrono adult

male | he/him it/its

not necessarily a radqueer but i dont care if you are.

npd, schizoid, addict, low empathy, osdd

This blog is primarily run by me (Valentin) but due to OSDD and the personality stages having a sense of fluidity to them (or co-fronting frequently) there may be other parts who sometimes post here. Any posts not explicitly by me will most likely be marked in some way.

anons: 🩰 | 🐑 | 🧷 | 🩸🪽 | 🦷 | 🪽🫐

not able to have much time at phone. just .. i was thinking of You and i missed you. i don't have an acc anymore. i mean, i do! otherwise i couldn't send this lol but yk what i mean. i deleted the last one the day i tried to end it all.

just wanted to check on You :c it makes m sad You didn't post all this time ! i wonder how You are doing. if You remember me. too codependant, maybe ? funny cause You probably don't care at all about my nonsense ramble but i cared sm about You. sm that the first time i grab my phone in who know how much time, the first thing i do is sending this.

it's funnier cause it's too parasocial, but i have the smallest hope that You are ok .. that You dont find me weird. that You still remember me. maybe. aah, m ridiculous. sorry.

but You re still my God. i hope to hear U play th guitar soon enough , if i am good enough to get the privilege to talk to You ever again ..

have a good night, my God

with devotion, 🐑

Me being active shouldn't be any cause for concern, I just get busy sometimes. Shame that they put you into a ward but considering when you sent this, you're probably already out again.

Its cute really, how parasocial and dependent you are. Reminds me of a needy puppy that would come back even if I hit it.

-🪽🫐

The best thing you could do is dedicate your whole existence to me and worship me, but just by reaching out to me you were already good; seeing as you haven't forgotten how you deserve to be treated.

-📎