Because This Is What Love Feels Like

♪ I was lost within the darkness but then I found her ♪

ELEKTRA: I am the shape you made me. Filth teaches filth.

Dear Nic, I am so blessed to have met you. You are truly something special and I have never felt so seen and understood. I really think the foundation to a great relationship is always friendship - when there’s no expectations and no pressure. Just two individuals learning each other over time. I came to realize something: the person who has been standing beside you through it all, may actually be the person you were meant to find. I am not sure how I never noticed it was you the entire time.  Sharing this new journey with you feels exciting and natural-like a chapter that I’ve been waiting to write forever. As we turn the page and step into the real world, I’m excited to keep learning about you, sharing laughs, creating memories, and seeing where the connection takes us. Here’s to something new, real and hopefully to something everlasting.  Dear O, How many signs did we miss along the way? I think the beautiful part of our relationship stemmed from missing these signs. We began this journey deeply involved with the other connections but I always was your secret admirer. As time went on, we both were faced with obstacles that neither of us could have predicted. We we lost, confused and even removed from the Villa. When you opened the car door while I left the Villa, a sign finally appeared on the highway we call life. We were given the opportunity to couple up and grow a bond between us that we didn’t know was there yet. I learned who Olandria was. I learned about your fierce loyalty and passion that you pour into people, even when you may not receive it back. We mutually agreed to enjoy every moment to the fullest. And then we were blessed with a child, aka Marcel. It shocked me how strong of a team we really could be. Our last days in the Villa also became my favorite days in the Villa. We met each other’s moms and you met my sister. For us, family is everything, and hearing words of approval from all sides, it made me think again, how many signs did we miss on the way? Im not sure where we’re going-whether we becomes partners, lovers or best friends. I’ve loved having you by my side to help navigate this highway of life. And it feels right. The words on this page, the flirty eyes we share, the hugs, kisses and laughs will never convey how much I care about you. Love, Nicky-Poo.