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ANYWAY ITS THE GAY MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mom bought up the time i tried to run away as a 'haha you always say things but never act on them' ok fine how about i act on it now

hey guys is it just me or has all of 2026 been absolutely fucking shit

enough tribulations where is my dancing in a dimly lit room on everybody talks by neon trees with the love of my life episode

people who can make music are so amazing to me. like the entire process of making up a rhythm, writing the lyrics that flow with it and somehow??? it all making me want to drop to my knees and sob? i love art

studying so hard because in 11th when the neet result was announced all the toppers and their parents and the teachers looked so happy and we were invited to celebrate w them and we saw everyone crazy club dancing including the one physics teacher who i look upto as a father figure and he looked so proud i just want him to be proud like that about me too

im so tired

"you attract what you fear" aaaaaah a small town with a pretty night skyline and functioning transport system and a closeknit group of friends who are just as passionate about the arts as i am aaaahhh noooo im so scaredddd

reading do not go gentle into that good night changed me chat no joke i lowkey repeat that statement multiple times a day whenever i have to remind myself to not shrink away from a bolder existence

idk if anyone remembers my time loops phase from before but im writing the boookkk (the draft has been sitting in my laptop for MONTHS i havent even made it past one chapter)