What flies can only fall after

my blood is actually just liquid regret and hatred

I like the term “inferiority complex” because it makes “I hate myself and want to die” sound a lot fancier

Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?

depression is so horrible because it makes you so emotionally unstable and fragile so you need friends to confide in, but at the same time it makes you unsocial and unable to talk to anyone about it because you’ll feel like a burden and the guilt will make things worse than they already were.