May the fanfiction gods bless me with the ability to finish my fucking stories.
(Blocking blogs that message me about non-fandom things. Sorry, not sorry.)
But now that I have your attention: I wanted to make a pinned post about what I'm doing in fandom. Feel free to ignore or whatever.
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I've been editing and doing minor rewrites for The Spoils of War and for some reason I want to share this information here.
Latest chapter to be rewritten: Chapter 4: Bonding with the Wrong Brother
(I've been sick. Sorry for the delay.) (Also, writing for Zutara Week and SasuHina Month during August so will likely delay a bit more. Sorry. :/)
The Spoils of War. -- Editing in Progress
Re-editing (SPAG, punctuation, changing 'Aro' to 'Rasa'), mild rewrites (sentences, paragraphs), and minor retcons (character thoughts, motivations, etc. -- nothing that changes the story, just makes it flow better, imo. And giving the chapters more personality -- especially the earlier ones that really need it).
Also, I'm doing up moodboards and editing some silent film title cards for the beginning of each of the ARCs (remember there are 3 Arcs in this story). It's been a lot of fun and hopefully all these edits and creations will culminate in the energy I need to get the next new chapter out.
Current chapters with moodboards (at the end of the chapter):
Chapter 2: Fate Intervenes
(Predicted chapters are Chapter 15: Unhappy Reunion and the final chapter of ARC 3 -- likely before the epilogue.)
Anyway.
Wish me luck. :)
Also:
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GaaSaku
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First:
FF NET is being a bitch so I won't be updating there anymore for the foreseeable future. AO3 will be my only baby.
Second:
My current GaaSaku priorities are The Spoils of War and an unposted 30k+ one-shot that I'm beginning to think I might need a beta for, for some overarching help.
Third:
A Beautiful Lie is not abandoned. I'm just not writing it right now. (Tumblr link for latest chapter.) It will be next after my current obsession with these minor rewrites of The Spoils of War.
All other posted wips are on the backburner.
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Other Ships
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SasuHina month is in August, 2026, so I'm posting for that. Beyond August, I do have several one-shots and a multi-chapter I'm working on -- ALL will be complete when posted.
KakaSaku is on my planner but not a priority.
Zutara: I will be participating in the Zutara Gift Exchange when it happens again this year and am currently posting drabbles each day for Zutara Week.
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Thank-you so much to everyone who has ever consumed the things I've created in all my fandoms over the years. You guys are the reason I never chucked it all in and left for good. Life is only getting harder right now -- for us all -- and it's a source of comfort to be able to come back to fandom each time and enjoy both creating and reading.
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Sus ojos se abrieron de golpe buscando. A diferencia de las risas que había escuchado antes que eran poco más que susurros que había desestimado, esta voz había sonado fuerte y clara. A unos metros de él se encontraba una chica, tenía la cabeza inclinada hacia su izquierda así que no podía ver bien su rostro, usaba un pequeño moño al estilo de la Nación de Fuego mientras el resto de su cabello oscuro y rizado caía suelto hasta su cintura. Su ropa era roja, también al estilo de su nación, con un hombro y el vientre descubierto.
Chapter 4 (3) of the fanfic published on time.
Here we have a kind of vision that Zuko has of the spiritual world during the coma. Obviously he will never know whether all this really happened or not.
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I am going to be tired at work tomorrow later today. XD
I wanted to work on the lights more ... maybe I'll revisit this when there is more time. Originally, this was just going to be their eyes reflecting the Northern Lights. It would have been quicker for sure.
For Day 4 of Zutara, Visions, I give you Yiqi's Test
Rating: General Audiences
Archive warnings: none
Category: F/M
Word count: 4,213
The North has a Spirit Oasis. The South, though? They know they cannot tame theirs protective spirits, and they have a much wilder and secretive place for them. A place forgotten by all until Hama comes back to the South and informs Katara of a Coming of Age Ceremony for Waterbenders.
With a lot of made up worldbuilding on the Southern Water Tribe, a Hama spotlight, and a way to solve the waterbenders' demographic problem.
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Aang has been having strange and disturbing visions regarding his friends. Visions of knives and broken strings. Only the moon spirit seems to have the answers as to why.
Half Zutara, half Taang. TW: depictions of knives and their usage. NO GORE.
Based on Gracie Abrams’ song, “The Knife.”
***I may have taken this idea a little too far but I’m kind’ve proud of it so I hope you like it.
Also posted to my AO3:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/90203086
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I’m living with a knife in my side
I’m gonna take it for a joy ride
You left when you gave it
What criminal trading, a sorry curse
- Gracie Abrams “The Knife”
It had been a while since the entire gang was back together. The last time they were was probably when Republic City first opened officially. It had been one of Aang’s greatest successes. And now it would be the place of his friends’ reunion.
Right now it was just him and Toph in the city. Life and responsibilities pulled Zuko and Sokka back to their respective countries. And admittedly, a fight with Katara made her take up her ambassador job again so that they could have space apart. Aang didn’t want space. He wanted to marry her. But he could do nothing to convince her otherwise. As much as it hurt to be away from Katara and only speak through the rare letters, he was excited for her to return so that they could get back to where they used to be.
“Everyone’s boats are docking soon, Twinkletoes. You ready to go?” Toph asked impatiently. Though the years made her stronger and wiser, there were just some things that never changed.
“Yup, I’m ready.” Before he could continue, he noticed something red wrapped around Toph’s finger. “What’s that?”
“What’s what, Twinkletoes? You know I don’t do well with pointing.”
Aang rolled his eyes. “That string around your finger. What is it?” Aang looked closer at it and the red string dangled off of her ring finger looking worse for wear and slightly frayed.
Toph looked at him disbelievingly. “What are you talking about? I don’t have a red string on my finger.”
”Yes you do!” He lifted her hand. “Right here!”
Toph snatched her hand away. “You’re losing it, Aang. We need to go.”
Aang could tell by her irritation that it would be better to just let it go. Maybe he’ll ask his other friends about it when they get here. The ones that could actually see.
X
“Sokka!” The Water Tribe warrior was the first person Aang spotted on the docks. There were a bunch of people gathered around greeting Sokka’s retinue as well as other new arrivals.
”Hey Buddy!” Sokka said as Aang pulled him in for a hug. “You look good. You’ve been working out?” Sokka faced Toph next. “I know you have. Look at you all grown up,” he said as he ruffled her hair.
Toph swatted his hand away. “Knock it off, Snoozles.” Aang noticed she swatted him with the red string hand. He had to have seen it. He’ll have to ask Sokka when they were alone so as to not annoy Toph again.
Sokka looked around at the other people. “So where’s my sister?”
Aang looked at him confused. “I thought she was with you in the Southern Tribe?” It wasn’t a secret amongst the friends that Katara left Republic City to resume her Ambassador duties. But it was an unspoken not well kept secret that what pushed her into it was difficulties she was having with Aang.
Sokka, being Katara’s brother, would always have his sister’s back. So he knew all about the rocky relationship. Perhaps even more than Aang did. “She’s an ambassador. You didn’t actually think she’d spend all her time in the Tribe did you? Last I heard, she was in the Fire Nation helping Zuko with something. I just thought they would’ve been here by now.”
Aang tried to hide his surprise and disappointment. No, he hadn’t heard about that. He knew Zuko had a problem. He even messaged Aang requesting help. Aang didn’t remember the reason he gave, but he wasn’t able to attend the Fire Nation at the time. “Don’t worry about it, buddy,” Sokka said with his usual enthusiasm. “Look! A Fire Nation ship is coming in now. Let’s go greet my sister and his royal jerkbender.”
Aang let out a small laugh and followed Sokka and Toph toward the Fire Nation retinue exiting their ship. Aang was a little lost in his thoughts as Sokka and Toph were further ahead of him. First the red string on Toph and now his lack of information on Katara. Something felt off and he couldn’t understand it.
When he finally snapped out of it, he noticed Zuko and Sokka letting go of their Water Tribe arm grasp. And then he noticed her. Her back was to him, but she was still so beautiful. Katara. He couldn’t help it. He practically ran to her. “Katara!” He grabbed her arm and turned her around only to scream at the sight. “Ahhh!”
Katara looked at him shocked. “Aang!” She wasn’t sure what scared her more. The abruptness of him reaching her, or him screaming in her face. “What is it?!”
Aang looked at her wide eyed. Why was she looking at him like he was crazy? “Katara, what is that?! Why is there a knife in your chest?!”
If Katara wasn’t confused before, she was now. “What are you talking about?!”
Aang was getting more frantic. “You’re a healer! How do you not feel that? Or SEE that?! Take it out!” He reached for her as to pull out the knife in her chest himself, but before he could reach it, she backed away from him.
”Aang, will you calm down! I have no idea what you’re talking about!” Katara’s yelling finally caught the attention of the rest of the gang.
Zuko came up to Aang. “What’s going on here?”
Aang turned to him and started to explain. “Zuko! Katara has a…AHHH!”
Zuko looked at him wide eyed. “What?!”
”You have one too! Why do you both have knives in your chest?!”
Zuko tried to grab his arm and calm him down. “Aang, you need to calm down and lower your voice. You’re going to attract a crowd. None of us have knives in our chests. We’re ok.”
Aang pulled away from his grasp. “No. No, no, no. Something’s wrong…” Without saying another word, he left the group and the docks and went to find solace to meditate.
X
Aang was deep in meditation. He begged the spirits. He begged his past lives. He begged for someone to give him answers. Finally, when the full moon was high, he made his way into the spirit world, only to be greeted by a nice looking old man. “Welcome, Avatar Aang. I’ve been waiting for you. My name is Yu.”
Aang looked at this old man spirit. He seemed very nice. He kind’ve reminded Aang of Zuko’s uncle Iroh. Definitely more so than Katara’s step-grandad Pakku. “Hi Yu. If you don’t mind me asking, where are we?”
The old man smiled at him. “We are in the temple of the Moon. You asked for answers and here you shall find them.”
”The moon temple?” Aang asked curiously. “I’ve never been here. Is Yue here? We were friends once.”
Yu shook his head. “No, Avatar Aang. The moon spirit does not reside in this temple. It is merely used to do her bidding as I am a servant of hers. My full name is actually Yue Tao, the old man under the moon.”
Aang looked at him curiously. “So why am I here, Master Yu?”
Master Yu walked deeper into the temple. “The moon spirit asked me to show you this.” With a wave of his hand, a glowing orb of light appeared in the center of the room. With another wave, several red lines began to protrude out of it. Some even went through Aang and kept on going into the beyond. “These, young Avatar, are the red strings of fate.”
Aang’s eyes widened. “Wait! I think I’ve heard of that. The monks told us of this story where red string connects two people meant to be soulmates.”
Master Yu nodded. “That’s right. The moon holds power over intuition, guidance, and emotions. She sees the people below her and she creates each person’s red string. And she is never wrong.”
”That’s amazing,” Aang said in almost a whisper. “But wait, what does that have to do with me?”
Master Yu sighed. “The great moon spirit believes you have impeded her work one too many times. And based on her mortal memories of you, she felt that you needed to be shown rather than told.”
”Shown what?’
Master Yu looked at him curiously. “You’ve been having visions, have you not?”
Aang shivered at the memory of seeing the knife protruding from Katara’s chest. And then the same on Zuko. “Yes.”
”Those were visions from the moon spirit; to show you the consequences of your actions.”
Aang was starting to get mad. “How have I been impeding her work? And why am I being punished for it?”
Yu waved his hand again and all of the red string disappeared, except for one. The remaining string was lanky and ripped at the edge. “This string belongs to your friend, Toph Beifong. It’s ripped because she has decided to not pursue her soulmate. I can’t tell you who he is, but I can tell you that you are a direct cause.”
Aang looked at the ripped string and its frayed edges. It brought a sadness to his heart, especially knowing he was the cause. “Well, maybe it’s a mistake. Maybe Yue chose incorrectly for her.”
Master Yu shook his head. “No, the spirits are never wrong. Only humans are wrong. Yue sets the string, but it is up to the people’s free will to determine what they do with it. Once she places it, it can only be undone by the two soulmates. Not even the moon spirit can change it at that point.”
Aang was still confused. “What about Zuko and Katara? I didn’t see a red string on them. What I saw was way worse.”
”What you saw was the consequence of your actions.” He waved his hand again and Toph’s string disappeared. Instead, another string came out of the ball of light, but rather than continue endlessly like the others had, it swung back around and made a loop back into the light. “This string is Katara’s. And it is also Zuko’s.”
“WHAT?! That can’t be right!” Aang yelled almost desperately.
”The spirits are never wrong. Only humans,” Yu reiterated. “Their red string was decided a long time ago. Yin and Yang. Fire and Water. Moon and Sun. Hate…and love.”
Aang shook his head in disbelief. “No, no that can’t be. They hardly know each other.”
Master Yu shook his head again. “You know that is not true, Avatar Aang. Perhaps you don’t see the love between them because you yourself have been selfish with yours. But the Moon Spirit sees all.”
Aang looked at him angrily. “I’VE been selfish?”
Yu nodded. “Yes. Your love for Katara has only ever benefited you. You chose her over the Avatar state all those years ago. You chose her over your responsibilities.. And you chose her before she was allowed to choose herself, let alone her soulmate.”
Aang shook his head. “That’s not true.”
“Is it not, Avatar Aang? Is she not finally choosing herself by leaving Republic City?”
”But we didn’t actually break up. She could still come back.”
Yu nodded. “Yes, she could. And if so, that knife in her heart shall stay. In Zuko’s as well. A visual representation of the curse laid upon them.”
Aang stumbled back as if punched in the gut before stumbling and sitting on the floor. “I did this.” Aang put his face in his hands. “How can that be? All I ever did was love her.”
”Love manifests itself in many different ways, Avatar Aang. Guru Pathik taught you that. But just because we love someone one way, does not mean they must love you the same.”
Aang looked up at him wide eyed. “I’m the reason Katara and Zuko can’t be together. My two best friends and I’ve put a knife in each of their hearts. And Toph…wait a second.” The wheels in his head were turning. “If I’m the reason Toph severed her string…is it because…am I her soulmate?” In an instant, Katara and Zuko’s red string disappeared and Toph’s reappeared. Aang looked at his hand where his own string appeared, lanky and severed. Just like Toph’s.
Master Yu looked down at where Aang was still sitting on the floor. “You’re finally understanding.”
Aang thought about the time he had spent with Toph in Republic City, how she always supported him and helped him through difficulty. How she kept him grounded when everyone else would just agree with him. He then thought on Zuko and Katara. How he took her to face her mother’s killer because he knew better than anyone facing the person who took your mother from you. He thought about how Zuko never judged her for her decisions and had always asked for her opinions on important matters. How could he have missed all the signs? Because Master Yu was right. He had been selfish.
Aang got up abruptly. “Tell me how to fix this. PLEASE!”
Master Yu looked at him with a neutral expression. “Yue has played her part. I have done her bidding. The rest is up to you and the others. Only you have the will to change things.”
Aang nodded and then bowed to him. “Then so it shall be.”
X
It takes time, but after a while, the visions of broken strings and knives in his friends’ chests finally fade away. And when Aang is attending another Republic City reunion with his friends, he looks down at his hand to see a vision of his red string pointing toward his wife. He looked up to see her a few feet away, their daughter Lin in one arm while she held their eldest, Bumi by the hand as he tried to get away. He could see the end of his string tied to one of her fingers. Thick and strong.
Toph was speaking with Katara who had her hands on her pregnant belly. She was heavy with her and Zuko’s second child. No knife in sight and instead, a red string leading from her hand behind her to where Zuko, her husband, was conversing with others; a little girl in his arms.
Before he joined them, Aang looked out the window to where the full moon was in full glow. If he looked closely, he could just about see the face of the white haired princess he knew all those years ago. “Sorry it took so long, Yue. But thanks for looking out for us.”
Very, very nervous to post this because, well, firstly I haven’t dipped my toes in Zutara in years, secondly I haven’t posted shit on this blog in a looong time lmao I’m very rusty and skdjfhfjf I guess I can allow myself to be happy that I managed to draw something after so long……ANYWAY!!!! Hope you enjoy 🌊🔥
The sky was light blue which meant it was day time.
That meant another night had gone by.
Therefore another day had passed by.
So now it has been 21 days.
She was now out of fingers and toes to count on. No...she'd run out yesterday. Perhaps she added a day. Maybe she forgot one.
She wasn't sure. It was strange. Twenty had never felt like a large number. So why did it feel like it had been longer?
She stared at the small square of sky she was allotted. It was getting brighter and brighter yet she still never really saw the sun. Or the moon. Or the clouds.
Just the blue sky.
It was so far above her.
There was a small rustle and a plate was pushed through the only slat in the entire pit. It could only fit a plate and the adorable little rat dog that would wag its tail when she gave it a piece of her bread.
“Thank you Firu Li,” she said.
The pup tagged its long tail and its large ears perked up. It liked its name.
He sat next to her. He was so warm.It was a comforting few moments before a loud, high pitched whistle jostled the sleeping creature and it had to take off.
So she sat alone.
Alone.
“No katara. You know you're never alone.”
She sat up so fast that her head spun. But the voice...
Her voice.
She sat there looking at her. The same blue eyes, the same brown hair, the same necklace. The only difference was her burned skin and the smoke enveloping her.
“Mom?”’
But then she blinked and her mother was gone.
“Just a vision of madness,” Katara said as she plopped back onto the floor. “Thats great.”
There was a rustle and then Firu was by her side again. At least she hoped.
Maybe that was a vision too.
She pet the creature. It felt real to her. It was warm and even though it was sweltering inside this pit, it was still welcomed.
She felt a wet spot on the creature and she sat up.
“They hurt you.”
She didn't expect an answer but she swore the small dog nodded. She grabbed the murky water and pulled out as much pure water as she could. She healed the dog with it.
She looked up at the sky. It was a darker blue now. Past midday, nearing night.
Time had gone by too fast. Was time an illusion now?
A strangely appa shaped cloud past by. The first sight of a cloud in weeks and it was a vision. A vision of a safe return home by way of a giant sky bison.
She closed her eyes.
She didn't want to see anymore visions.
......
“Thats deep," Toph said as her feet dug into the ground. “Like really deep. How'd they manage this without an earthbender?"
Zuko looked down into the pit. It was technically a canyon. It was formed possibly tens of thousands of years ago.
“It's natural,” he replied. “I'm sure at some point earthbenders helped with the stairs but now we have a pulley elevation system. There are permanent guards posted inside when in use but generally elements and fragility of the cliffs keeps people out.”
No water for the waterbenders. Maze-like to keep the average earthbender lost. High enough to tire out an air or fire bender before they could escape.
He looked down. You couldn't really see a thing in the darkness. But he was sure after enough time the prisoners would begin to see all sorts of monsters roaming around. It was inevitable. He just hoped Katara was fairing okay.
The cover of night was going to help them well. The area was so secluded there were no guards on the perimeter. It would have been hard to find the exact spot they held Katara at but Toph found her quickly. She was just very far below them.
He felt the air around them. It was cold. And one of the things about this canyon was its extreme changes in weather. In winter during the day it was hot because of the sun's intensity but during the winter, the temperature dipped dramatically. It would freeze. A biting cold that was meant as torture.
They needed to hurry. Zuko recalled the nightmare he had of being dragged down. It made sense now. Each day was intensely hot and each night bitterly cold. The human body could only take so many extremes.
“How long will it take you to get us down there Toph,” Sokka asked. “I need to save my sister.”
Zuko looked at Sokka. The man was one more bad thing away from a mental breakdown. He looked rough.
Zuko wondered how he would feel if it had been Azula in a place like this. Zuko could not envision a world where he would have the same devotion as Sokka.
Did that make him a bad brother?
His and Azula's relationship was nothing like the watertribe siblings. There was genuine love that this man held for his sister. Zuko loved Azula, she was his sister but he could never see himself going insane over her safety.
And not just because Azula wouldn't get into a situation like this. That was a fallacy. Katara was stronger, that much was obvious but had fallen to his father after saving countless lives.
Anyone could become a prisoner just like anyone could die.
But not everyone could have people willing to die saving them.
It was beautiful when he thought about it.
“If you two promise not to shit yourself ill get us down in 5 minutes,” Toph replied. “If you're ready I am too.”
Zuko nodded.
“We'll have to fight the guards and make sure they're tied up..someone will check on them in a few days so I'm sure they'll be fine.”
“I could not care less if an ashmaker....” Sokka had started saying but was elbowed by toph. “Sorry. Let's just go.”
Toph raised some earth pillars for them to hold onto.
“Let's go save sweetness.”
Zuko swore he saw a vision of Agni themself laugh at the expression he made as they began to descend.
.....
Tonight was colder than before. She could feel her joints ache at the lack of warmth. This was going to be a night she might not make it out of.
Was this going to truly be it?
When she opened her eyes the appa shaped vision was still there. A cloud that kept coming and going.
And coming and going.
And coming and going.
Katara sat up and reached her hand up but it felt almost frozen. Firu made a small whimper from being moved from his comfortably made spot on her lap. He was a warm creature but it wasn't enough.
She wished she could touch the small sky. She wanted the appa shaped cloud to come back.
She closed her eyes. Another vision appeared before her.
She saw her friends and family happily sitting in a teashop. Sokka was drawing something, toph was picking her teeth, and Aang was looking out of a window peacefully. Even that traitorous Zuko was there with his uncle.
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Day 7352 : "Zuko encouraged me to write down the vision I had for the Southern Water Tribe development. School, cultural center, Harbour… At this moment it's wishful thinking, but I can't help but hope it'll come true. I'll check the architectural plans with Sokka, though. He'll probably have good suggestions."