Not me going ahead and creating myself an separate Art account bc I'd rather not have ppl find this account and search it up just to find the shit I write on ao3, no thank youu
If someone finds out about this account through Tumblr I'd rather they know I'm a freak right off the bat and not by accident
The art accounts @chokochick if anyone cares
If anyone asks on here if it's my art account I'll admin it but on Chick? I'll separate myself from the clown show the FakeLady8 account is, and I'd prefer if no one mentioned this account there either as I want that account to be more "child friendly" / sfw bc i know for a fact FL8 won't be neither of those things
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Incase anyone following cares abt the shit I write, especially "That time you tried diving and sharks refused to leave you alone" fic?
Yeah no worries I'm still working on that, I actually have few big plot points I want to write in like a.... (checks when I posted chapter 1) In 7 years at this rate!
But sadly to actually reach those plot points the reader has to properly meet and interact with sun, moon and ecplise, not to mention fall in love with them. Blegh, who knew that when I start my own story I'd actually have to write it. >:/ (... Is that how Ai ppl feel? Ew, disgusting)
Sooo, I'll have that posted in like.. Idfk few months? I have written like 1/2 of the first scene out of 4 in the rewrite of chapter 2.. But hey! The rewrites already 1 500 words compared to the 3 500 words the entirety of scrapped chapter 2 was! If I do it correctly, it should end up around 4k or 5k words. :3
I love gacha reaction videos, I really do.. But sometimes they push my buttons a bit too much.
Not the best thumbnail? Idm!
Fairly basic character designs? I prefer the ones with good designs but basic doesn't mean unwatchable!
Out of character slightly? That's fine, everyone sees the characters differently!
Out of character to the point it's not the same character? Fuck off I'm not watching that bullshit even if your telling me it's an AU. AU can have differents that change how characters act but it's crossing the line when it makes them a completely different person.
Watermark/something on top of the video? I'll find where you live and make you repost that shit with it correct done.
Audio completely bugging out? It's varies and i do get wanting to avoid copyright but when I can't even tell what song it is, we have a problem.
Also I don't mind if there's like a scene that focuses on a certain character/characters that's like them figuring things out.. But that's between videos stuff, not in the middle of reaction with the video playing in the background half visible as the camera focuses on one dude. I like watching the videos their reacting to since it's a good way to find new artist to follow along with I might have not seen that video yet.
Slow dialog? Sure, plenty of time to read and watch the video!
Fast dialog and multiple people speaking at the same time? ...Did you even play back the video while making this? Who the hell reads a whole ass sentence in a second before it switches to a different person???
At this point I'm making my own gacha reaction videos. Especially considering how much the freak circus designs some people have are pissing me off.
I'll either complety embarrass myself with the design or show that it really isn't that hard. (I have used gacha life/club/2 before so I'm not starting completely from scratch)
I like the tadc finale and before watching it I saw tons of rants about it which made me think it's like 99% Jax back story, so I'm pleased it wasn't like that even if it did have Jax back story still. But at least we learned a little bit of the other characters too
I'm not even that deep into the freak circus Fandom, I barely know how all the characters act yet I still made a monster oc already.. She doesn't have a name for now-
(The digital art was before I drew her on paper btw)
I'm still learning so her monster form could be totally misinformed but rn it's based off a leopard seal mostly.
Current lore + info under cut
Her mask is a complety painted design expect for the eyes. The happy open mouth is only a mask, if she was to open her actual mouth.. The lower part of the mask would split in two.
She lived her whole life in an aquarium so she lacks her natural instinct to hunt, all she knows is the tricks humans thought her to show her off to the audience. She is basically an overgrown sealion in her natural (monster) form.
The circus arrived at the city where she was and found a flier for the aquarium. Jester and ticket taker barely spared at it more then a glance yet curiousty got the better of harlequin. Using the time he was meant to promote the circus to check out the aquarium only to end up face to face with an unnatural seal.
Something in the back of his mind told him it was familiar yet he couldn't figure out why.. He didn't have enough time to figure it out before the security found him in there without having paid the entry fee. He wasn't able to satisfy his curiosity so he kept sneaking in till Jester followed him one day, ready to drag him back for fooling around only to lay his eyes on the monster submerged in the tank.
Afterwards Jester let harlequin go as long as Ticket taker went with him, even if TT didn't feel pleased over them spending the circus's budget on entering into an aquarium. Watching the marine animals swim behind the glass as Harlequin led him to where the sea monster was just to find the tank empty. A staff member told them it was show time, leading them to watch the show as the 'sealion' balanced a giant ball on its nose, jumping through hoops humans held up just for a piece of fish.
Just as they were about to leave they watched the monster breathe out a burst of water towards the crowd, just barely missing them. The monster watching the two silently before it created one bubble after another and let them float in the air. The audience cheering, some attempting to pop the bubbles that came close enough.
Yet the audience or even the audience didn't care as the monster squirmed uncomfortably, nose scrunching up as it coughed up more bubbles. Or how the burst of waters it gave were now weaker then before, but it didn't move from its spot at the center stage like a prop. Only diving under when commanded, popping back up to shower the audience in water before disappearing as the show ended.
Is it obvious that I'm using popplio as my reference? I hope not because that was accidental lmao
Honestly currently I am not certain on WHY the circus would help her. Doctor most likely would want to experiment on her, maybe ticket taker could up their ticket sales with her having a short show... Harlequin is there mostly out of curiosity and because it was a reason to slack off. Jester and Pierrot? Idfk. (columbias gone at this point, but that might chance)
Okay but now about when she is WITH the circus.
Her outfit is slightly inspired by Harlequin, as he was the first other monster she had ever seen. (and she slightly looks up to him but will never admin it because Jester would have her head if she even acted similar to Harlequin)
She gets the best along with Doctor as he reminds her of the scientists that studied her so she doesn't mind his questions or how he wants to slice her open and figure out how her ability to spit out water works. Doctor took notice of this fact quickly and has his curiosity under control, but he does still sometimes ask questions that can be bit invasive or alarming.
Jester sees her as a prop more often then not, especially during shows. But he has his moments were he treats her as a sentient being. And well- Jester reminds her of her old handlers, just more kind believe it or not. Especially considering he actually feeds her properly and not just fish.
She gets along with Pierrot pretty well, she enjoys the most throwing out rings and watching him stick them to the wall with his knifes. Or creating bubbles and letting him try to pop every single one, even the tiny bubbles. But outside of that? She doesn't really know him that well, but is entertained by watching him be a lovesick fool over MC.
Ticket taker prefers to keep his distance, not due to dislike or anything. Just purely due to the amount of times she has sneezed and completely covered him in water. Jester learned ages ago how to avoid getting wet yet refuses to share his secret with TT. Because if this, they mostly communicate through Mirrors or letters. He talks with her face to face only if necessary. She has increased the ticket sales by a decent bit yet still sometimes TT regrets taking her in as he is forced to dry his clothes for the third time that day.
I can imagine her being older then rest of the circus but treated as younger due to her lack of experience in pretty much anything other then preforming.
Also OMFG I need to pick a name bc I am so tired of writing "she" "her" when referring to my oc after this post.
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I currently got 56 pulls saved up, the events are pretty fun and easy compared to genshin lol
I might pull the next banner bc I saw Theres some cute pink haired girl.. I think her name was Cyrenne or smt similar unless I'm mixing up characters
I should be at like 50 pity or smt so I think I have a pretty good chance of getting her but it's a gacha game so you never know... Tho I still need to wait for Quinaifen to appear again, I'm not giving up on her. I will get her even if it means getting every 5 stars to do so.
The New banner doesnt have Quinaifen..... I don't want sampo and I got luka already... The fox girls cute but mehh, shes not firework girl. Even the 5 stars are not it to me, I don't care about them.
I want Quinaifen back on the banner do I can pull for her.
Turns out theres a 5 star called Cyrenne in the second phase, she looks so cute... But depending on how I like playing as her in the trial, ill either pull or not.
I should probs figure out what 5 stars ill get when I fail the 50/50, they could also be good..
The New banner doesnt have Quinaifen..... I don't want sampo and I got luka already... The fox girls cute but mehh, shes not firework girl. Even the 5 stars are not it to me, I don't care about them.
I want Quinaifen back on the banner do I can pull for her.
I'm about to start crashing out, so yk, I just casually started playing honkai star rail like few days ago and today I got myself to lvl 21, but omfg. I've done 60 pulls. SIXTY. for one 4 star character.
Her name is Quinaife, she's my baby that refuses to hop on the train and come home.
I'M CLOSER TO PULLING A 5 STAR THAN HER.
I'VE PULLED THE CHICKEN ULTIMATE GIRL TWICE, LYNC 3 TIMES AND SOME RANDOM 4 STAR CHARACTER THAT WASN'T PART OF THE BANNER???? DUDE I JUST WANT MY FIREWORK GIRL. NOT SOME HEALER OR A CHICKEN GIRL, WHERE ARE MY EXPLOSIONS?????
I'VE DONE WHAT I CAN FROM THE EVENTS ENDING TODAY BUT I CAN ONLY GRIND THIS GAME SO MUCH BEFORE MY PHONE OVERHEATS. I HAVE LIKE 5 HOURS OR SMT TILL THE NEW PATCH COMES OUT MEANING A NEW BANNER WITH DIFFERENT 5 STARS AND 4 STARS. MY FUCKING BABY'S GONE IN FEW HOURS AND I WON'T SEE HER AGAIN TILL SHE APPEARS ON THE BANNER AGAIN OR I GET LUCKY AND PULL HER WHEN SHE'S NOT ON IT.
I hate gambling. (99% gambles quit before they hit it big)
I'm getting that girl even if she's the last character I get. I'mma start saving up just to be able to pull for her once she appears again.
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Mannn, I started playing honkai star rail like yesterday. Like the similarities with this and genshin is so obvious that i could tell their from the same company if I didn't know that already
At some point I noticed there wasn't an artifact thing in star rail and I was happy bc I've spend too much time in artifact domains on genshin. I thought the light smt was this games acuvilant of weapons and artifacts- I mean it is for weapons.. Just to figure out the artifact "relics"were just locked behind a quest???
I'm never escaping the artifact/relic grind..
I'm currently grinding to do ten pulls bc I found a cute girl that reminds me of Yoimiya, but a 4 star! Their called Quinaife if I remember correctly.. And well I can't be a Yanfei main anymore so that girls the closest I got rn
Tbh I kinda wanna try and do one of those ask blog things that has like a story to discover, yk, like those like the bendy and cuphead aus. Bloodclot, myth of the machine, ect.
But I also know my drawing skills aren't the best, not to mention I'd have to draw on paper and take a pic of that since it doesn't look as good when I draw on my phone.. Then again, I see people doing those kinds of blogs with art that's pretty decent and they have fans interacting with them and giving input on the story.
I already have one dandys world AU in mind if I end up doing this, it's actually an AU I have shown art for once. It's meant to be a fic but I haven't started on that yet so why not train my story skills and drawing skills at the same time? It could be fun.
The drawings: art1, art2, art3
(Idk how much of the og story you can see in those I'll keep)
Every single time I open up my subscriptions tab on ao3, I check my email to see which fics have updated then I start my ritual of singing the abc's till I find the fic that updated.
I do not know my abc's. I once thought G was at the very end of the alphabet when in reality it's near the start.. AND THAT HAPPENED WHEN AO3 TOOK LIKE A MIN TO UPDATE EVERYTIME I CLICKED ANYTHING, I HAVE 7 TABS OF SUBS. THE FIC WAS IN THE THIRD AND I STARTED ON 6, CHECKED 7 JUST INCASE AND THEN WENT DOWN THE NUMBERS AND SKIPPED 3 BC "if it's earlier in the alphabet it's not in 3" WELL I AM A DUMBASS.
The only plus from my suffer with slow ao3 was the fact I played sudoku and sometimes minesweeper while waiting. (The fic I had subbed wasn't even one I was mentally stable enough to read at the moment so I didn't even get the relief of good amazing fluff fic)
Mannn, I just managed to load into a match with this Lara and omg, I loved her. I didn't exactly get to play with her a lot because I trusted the other two teammates to unhook her- I shouldn't have done that, my fault ;-;
But like I'm absolutely awful against most killers, especially nemy who was the killer I was against in that game but please lara teach me your ways...
Not me comparing what i rewrote and the og like "this scene... this scene was _words in og and now its _ wirds.."
Like og in its unfinished form is roughly 3k words, with the first scene veing roughly around 500 words. That scene in the rewriten? 1k words. I'd say im one third of the way through, but the og had 4 scenes not counting the unwritten one. So I'm noe left rewriting those 3 plus the one that never managed to even get written.
Depending on the writing? Each scene might be around or more than 1k, so perhaps a 5k chapter if im lucky lol
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I keep switching between my og and rewrite while im rewriting because as much as i hate the og, it still has some good moments.
Like in the rewrite, there's play fighting but thats mostly it. Then i look over to the og one and i see-
Bff doing her best to try to keep the mc safe, bff rambling off how she could get the mc a safer job when the mc doesn't want anything else then their current job. Its what they had always dreamed of, they don't want to be baker or a cashier. Their happy with their job, but the bff cant understand that because the job the other does is one the elders dont approve of.
LIKE YEAH I LIKE THE REWRITE BUT LIKE THE OG? THAT GOT DEPTH. IM KEEPING THAT SCENE BECAUSE IT SHOWS OFF THE MC AND BFF'S DIFFERENT VIEWS SO WELL.
Its not just "you should be a baker" its "Your not safe out on the ocean, you should be a- like a baker or or.. A cashier! It would be so much safer, nothing could hurt you!" And the other isnt just "i like the waters" its "I feel more at home when im abroad a swaying boat. Feeling free while watching the waves crash against the hull, the way the light relefects on the waters is more beautiful than when the light shines from behind the leafes on a sunny day."
Like AAAAAAAAAAAA
The biggest reason im even rewriting is because i accidentally made the mc extremely childish in some scenes, like to the point i had to rewrite the whole scene just to fix the interaction.. idk how i did it when that same writing also made one of the best and heartaching moments within all my wips just few hundred words before
Omg i love baby killers, especially baby nurses!!???
Like i just met a baby nurse that did their best to chase me but they clearly new to nurse consider they just kept chasing and only used their blink when i was too far away.
But omg imma start straggling these survivors bc why the hell yall tbagging a newbie when YOU ACTUALLY END UP GETTING HIT???? The only reason i got hit was because the nurse surprised me but they weren't that hard to avoid, especially how they didn't use their blinks much.
I just wanted to play as Bill quick bc i need bloodpoints and he got few random add ons my main ran out of just to end up all men team which, yk what? Sure, why not. BUT WHY YALL SO RUDE, STOP TBAGGING THE NEWBIE????
Like these ppl cry and whine when the killers are tryhards without mercy with op perks, then they go and bully the baby and fun killers. LIKE I WANT TO FIND FUNNY KILLERS BUT I NEVER FIND THEM BECAUSE YALL BULLY THEM AWAY??? And when yall just tbag and bully the newbies they then just refuse to play killer which then only leads to ppl only playing against experienced killers you only escape by pure luck.