not strictly 18+/RTA/nsfw here but i am an adult. if i see any minors interacting with my nsfw posts/accounts, you will be blocked
icon and header are mine; the icon is a heavily edited photo of me (id: inverted silhouette of myself facing the camera, with the most detail on my loosely wavy hair) and the header is a heavily edited graph (id: it looks like a pink halo above my icon with a lighter pink background matching my blog background. it was once the prophoto rgb colorspace overlaid on the CIE 1931 color space chromacity diagram). blog title from: psych (the clue / murder by death homage episode)
additional info below the cut to save space, also on my carrd though this post is updated more frequently. nothing that needs to be read, just bonus info
last updated: 2026-05-23
name: Maybe (i'm fine with a number of nicknames and pet names)
pronouns: they/them or ey/em (pronounced like they/them but take away the 'th')
late 20s. agender. white. perisex tme. bisexual. leftist. not sane*.
been here since 2011
abridged interests: overthinking, tv/film/yt/twitch, science/tech, art/diy/making/creating, learning languages, trying to read more full books
sideblogs-
@heptafecta fashion/aes blog grayscale/pink/colorful. a few posts a day on queue unless the queue runs out
@somethingsomethinglife landscape/animals/people/green. also technically on a queue but there's frequently 0 queued posts
@ancyo7 art account, both original works and reblogs. i have 90% of a degree in this.
@. mutuals over 22 can dm me a compass🧭 for my nsfw carrd, tumblr(s), ph, xv, of, mv, barely active fetlife account, etc (anyone else (18+) can too, just be ready for the answer to be no)
page 2 - other social media and letterboxd etc
page 3 - tagging system / if you're curious about the single letter tags
page 4 - less abridged interests including series/film/music/games/books/individuals
page 5 - values, if you'd like to quickly vibe check me
*stpd/osdd cusp dominant with everything traits. i usually hide my thought disorder, lack of a sense of self, and quasi-psychosis by not communicating (i like listening anyways), but if you are confused about what i say or you think my actions are incongruous with my past ideals: ask! while the quasi-ness of my delusions can be debatable sometimes, i'm always more responsive to questions. i've also gotten pretty good at rephrasing my thoughts multiple ways in my many years of living like this.
on a similar note, i try to provide image and audio descriptions of what i post as often as i can, however the aforementioned traits definitely make that more difficult. I'm always okay with people adding their own to my posts, whether that's providing one where i omitted it or expanding on what i've already written.
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all official communication between UT, KUT, and the public regarding KUT Fest being kicked off campus one week before the event
(no image transcriptions)
email from UT's Moody College of Communication (which controls KUT) to KUT Festival attendees (2026-04-28) -
email from KUT Festival's Executive Director to attendees (2026-04-28) -
(emails received and screenshotted by me) (link to r/austin post about these emails)
letter from UT's legal VP to KUT Festival ED (2026-04-29) -
(as posted to twitter by reporter Neena Satija @/neenareports)
response from KUT Festival ED to UT (2026-04-29) -
(as posted to twitter by reporter Neena Satija @/neenareports)
link to r/austin post on these new letters
additional link to KUT's article on this (as of my posting this, it's not up to date on the new letters) (Updated April 29, 2026 at 5:10 PM CDT)
found this bit interesting (emphasis mine)
In a phone interview Tuesday evening, Hiott said she was baffled by the last-minute change in plans. She said the first time she heard of any concerns from university leadership about the festival was last week, when Vangelisti told her that there were "questions" about the festival.
Hiott declined to discuss the specifics of the conversation, saying only, “I was confused and [Vangelisti] was confused.”
Two days later, Vangelisti sent Hiott a letter stating that the university would shut down the outdoor portion of the festival. She declined to share a copy but said it cited “deficiencies” and also claimed that the festival’s organizers had been unwilling to accept certain staffing and security recommendations made by UT.
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i barely know the women other than conti popping up on my shorts feed frequently. they all seem fun
ayoade. i adored him in it crowd, watched all of travel man and gadget man just to see more, lovely on big fat quiz too. on to the lineham thing:
honestly atp i think ayoade's more of a coward than outright or secretly transphobic
clip from some podcast -> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eS2jh3NjAXU (i watched logged out of yt to not mess with my recommended videos algo and i got a recommended video next to this about "how to stop rambling and speak clearer")
he should have not sent in anything for the book but i don't think praising a writer's writing for being well written is the same as supporting his actions. lineham's just starving for support
he's also a mixed black man in a white transphobic country which could make him more apprehensive to speak out. he really should though
more concerned with lucas (especially with an anecdote from the live taping on tumblr) but trust the overall show will be fine like with other people i've liked less in the past
last, i find it kinda strange how much focus ayoade is getting when i've never seen any hesitation in the fanbase during the many times the series has tiptoed around "man in a dress" jokes...
i thought i'd never rewatch it again after watching all of catsdown, start to present, several months ago. but ummmm i might rewatch to make a susie dent compilation
realized i forgot to put in the caption anywhere that this is partly about taskmaster. this has footage from s7e16 of 8oo10cdc (aired 2015) and s21e1 of taskmaster uk (aired 2026). if you haven't seen any eggs, you're not done with the video lol
look at susie dent at the start, she's so prettyyyy
these are the lyrics to the song behind alex's instructions:
Zumba! Hear me tonight
Zumba! Let me take flight
Zumba! Lend me your wings
Zumba! The aerobics of kings
Zumba! I'm in a trance
Zumba! The sexiest dance
Zumba! Twice hop your leg
Zumba! Where is your egg?
earthquake in the gulf of mexico near cuba last night. i've copy-pasted the usgs summary below the cut. not many people in cuba are reporting via usgs but the highest report is for "strong shaking" and "light damage"
not awful, but atypical
Key Points (updated June 8, 2026; 19:02 UTC)
A magnitude 6.1 earthquake occurred west of Cuba, beneath the Gulf of America.
The USGS assesses that there is a low likelihood that the earthquake caused damage.
This earthquake may produce aftershocks. If you feel shaking, Drop, Cover, and Hold On.
If you experienced this earthquake, please tell us about it with the Did You Feel It? survey.
Tectonic Summary
The June 8, 2026 magnitude 6.1 earthquake near the west coast of Cuba occurred as the result of reverse faulting at a shallow depth of 26 km. The faulting mechanism is consistent with the earthquake having occurred on either a northwest striking, northeast dipping or southeast strike, southwest dipping reverse fault. The earthquake occurred beneath the Gulf of America within the North America plate. An intraplate earthquake, this event occurred 400-450 km north of the closest active plate boundary between the North America and Caribbean Sea plates. Intraplate earthquakes occur within the interior of tectonic plates, and because they are far from the strains common at active plate boundaries, they occur less frequently. Intraplate earthquakes typically occur on fault systems associated with previous episodes of tectonic evolution, and that continue to accrue and release stress on long time scales compared to those located along active plate boundaries. There are no instrumentally recorded earthquakes of magnitude 5 or larger in the near vicinity of today’s earthquake (within 250 km). This is the largest instrumentally recorded earthquake in the Gulf of America since 1950, and one of only six magnitude 5 or larger earthquakes to occur within the Gulf since 1950. In 1880, an earthquake of approximately M6.0 occurred near San Cristobal, Cuba and was felt in Florida. The 1880 earthquake led to reports of building damages and fatalities in Cuba.
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earthquake in the gulf of mexico near cuba last night. i've copy-pasted the usgs summary below the cut. not many people in cuba are reporting via usgs but the highest report is for "strong shaking" and "light damage"
not awful, but atypical
Key Points (updated June 8, 2026; 19:02 UTC)
A magnitude 6.1 earthquake occurred west of Cuba, beneath the Gulf of America.
The USGS assesses that there is a low likelihood that the earthquake caused damage.
This earthquake may produce aftershocks. If you feel shaking, Drop, Cover, and Hold On.
If you experienced this earthquake, please tell us about it with the Did You Feel It? survey.
Tectonic Summary
The June 8, 2026 magnitude 6.1 earthquake near the west coast of Cuba occurred as the result of reverse faulting at a shallow depth of 26 km. The faulting mechanism is consistent with the earthquake having occurred on either a northwest striking, northeast dipping or southeast strike, southwest dipping reverse fault. The earthquake occurred beneath the Gulf of America within the North America plate. An intraplate earthquake, this event occurred 400-450 km north of the closest active plate boundary between the North America and Caribbean Sea plates. Intraplate earthquakes occur within the interior of tectonic plates, and because they are far from the strains common at active plate boundaries, they occur less frequently. Intraplate earthquakes typically occur on fault systems associated with previous episodes of tectonic evolution, and that continue to accrue and release stress on long time scales compared to those located along active plate boundaries. There are no instrumentally recorded earthquakes of magnitude 5 or larger in the near vicinity of today’s earthquake (within 250 km). This is the largest instrumentally recorded earthquake in the Gulf of America since 1950, and one of only six magnitude 5 or larger earthquakes to occur within the Gulf since 1950. In 1880, an earthquake of approximately M6.0 occurred near San Cristobal, Cuba and was felt in Florida. The 1880 earthquake led to reports of building damages and fatalities in Cuba.
The worst-sounding piece of advice I've ever been given that does actually work is to frame your health concerns as coming from someone close to you, whom you do not believe. Tell your doctor that you've been having pain and your mom/friend/partner thinks it might be an ovarian cyst, but you don't think so because the pain is much more intense and it has to be something else. This gives your doctor an unseen third party to fight instead of you. They can't just tell this third party, who isn't present, that you pulled a muscle, they now need to prove to this third party that it is not an ovarian cyst.
At which point they will find an ovarian cyst, but they now get whatever fucked up satisfaction they derive out of proving you wrong, because you didn't believe it could a cyst at all, but guess what? They did find a cyst! It's such a good thing you didn't listen to your intuition and came to them to verify your lay diagnosis from that third party! Bonus? Doctor doesn't have to feel like they look stupid in front of a patient, which is really what all this is about. Not your health, why would you think your medical diagnosis is about your health? It's obviously about a doctor's potential ego.
And apparently this works. Apparently you just need to be able to always play 4D chess with your medical professionals in order to find an avenue of advocating for yourself and getting you medical needs met. Isn't that great?
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wild to me that people (including medical professionals) still refer to the monoamine hypothesis when discussing depression and antidepressants
“depression is caused by an imbalance of these neurotransmitters in your brain, and anti-depressants fix that. no I don’t have direct evidence of that imbalance being the cause. no I can’t explain why these medications that change the balance very quickly still take weeks to have any effect. no I can’t explain why many patients do not benefit from these at all. no I can’t explain why meds that should make the balance worse do not cause depressive symptoms. you just gotta trust me.”
This one is called "My heart wants to sleep through the hard parts, but my mind knows that the longer I stay in bed, the worse things will be when I finally have to get up. We all have to get up eventually." (yt link)
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