Lu Fairchild

I hear some people are yearning for a sky they cannot currently see. Couldn't be me hehe

…but I am horribly afraid of heights and I feel that Tumblr is taunting me

Yippee!!! Thank you dearly :D

I am always well :) I have the sky above me, the sea below and the completely suffocating feeling of being absolutely infinitesimal in this unending universe. Which of course is a completely positive feeling 😋

Seeing ur blog desc reminded me of this

I regret nothing btw

As an avatar of the lonely who's used to emptiness and lotza space, I can say I appreciate the Vast, and I think you're cool :3

I was wondering what drew you to the avatar of the vast ?

(Hope I didn’t miss use any terminology , please don’t drop me in a wide ocean or a never ending sky )

It would be either 'what drew you to the vast?' or 'what drew you to be an avatar of the vast?'

Though since you said please I will try my hardest not to drop you hehe. Althoughhhh I do think you would enjoy it through the fear, just a little bit 👀

The first memory I truly have is being ever so small in the country, lying on harsh ground, staring up at the sky like a lifeline. Letting vertigo poke its long fingers at my mind, clouds encroaching on the edges of my vision. It wasn't new, it wasn't old, it was just there.

It just sort of happened after that, slowly, slowly changing until one day I was normal and the next I wasn't.

The sky brings me a calmness that eradicates all else, as does the sea, and I have always been completely blind to the dangers of it, and I can admit that very easily. I always get incredibly surprised when people are genuinely scared of the vast.

It's been happening for a couple hundred years, so I'm used to it 😔 The only one of us who's even vaguely tall is Harriet. It's the vast avatar curse, makes the fall longer though hehe.

Certainly enjoy sky blue today 😋

Also Harriet is back from her various excursions!! As much as I love Gramps I'm getting to my limit of the amount of matching Hawaiian shirts worn consecutively, and Harriet always manages to bring a tiny bit of quiet comfortability. We enjoy throwing each other into the sky's arms.

Anyway! 😁

They told me about this homeless bloke who's been trying to kill them off

Their wet voices sounded like old fish and door hinges.

I was trying not to giggle.

I drew a reenactment hehe.

Mmmmm sun and moon. Mmmmm cheese

Less sky blue but I think the sun and moon are allowed to have their say sometimes. It is ultimately their domain after all hehe

I've put a ladder up if people want to join me on top of the spire 🤩

(Also, Tell me how I can practically breathe underwater but Simon still nearly waterboarded me with the showerhead trying to get the dye out. I was just happy he managed to slip on the wet floor and fly head first into the fun bathtub and slip right through into the ocean hiding underneath. Deserved. Evil evil old man).

Sadly not 😔 I wish I could but they're just sort of.. wet.

Mmmm good question. I like mackerel clouds (a type of Cirrocumulus) because of the name but it disrupts the blue I think. Then again if you catch it specifically enough it makes the sky look so much bigger because the formation doesn't really change.

Bigggg fan of every Cirrostratus and Cumulonimbus cloud though. Cirrostrarus always looks so soft from the ground and when you fall through them they don't pelt you with water as much. I adore the way the sun makes the Cumulonimbs look like the heavens are descending.