Intro post, I suppose
Iām a socially inept faggot.
I live by the ideas of Osamu Dazaiās No Longer Human.
Donāt usually use tumblr for much except for fucking around in my free time. Every time you talk to me youāll get a different version of me depending on my mood and the way I desire to be perceived, so donāt be surprised if this blog has little to no theme in terms of the ideas on here.
DNIs (because thatās important to list first, apparently).
Tr*mp supporters & defenders.
I really hope I donāt have to explain this one, but we donāt get along. I make political jokes that yall wonāt appreciate and in turn I donāt appreciate your denial of reality.
Sanists/ableists/racists/homophobes/etc.
I myself am quite severely mentally ill and queer and am surrounded by marginalized people every day, all of whom I love dearly- so donāt even go there with anything that could compromise the integrity of myself and those I surround myself with.
āDarkā humorists.
I donāt mean people who joke about death. I mean people who think rape, pedophilia jokes are funny
Now that the human trash is out of the way, Iāll get into who I am.
To begin with, I am mentally ill and thatās important to say upfront because thereās people that arenāt gonna agree with or like me.
Borderline personality disorder is a disorder characterized by severe difficulty with controlling, regulating, or limiting emotional impacts on social and emotional interactions with the self or others. It also results in struggles with the concept of identity, relationships, and rational thinking. I say this because my views on friendships and relationships can and have offended people. Either understand that mental illness causes my perception to be different than yours, or fuck off.
Iāve also been struggling with high functioning depression and anxiety for around 4 years, so these too will impact my life.
Ugh⦠I know, I hate talking about the negative parts of myself, too. Hereās some hobbies and shit.
Hobbies:
Kandi making.
Yes, I am a āKandi kidā. I like making Kandi and if I do make you Kandi it is an utmost symbol of respect and kindness. Like how penguins give stones, I give overly intricate and unnecessary bracelets.
Writing.
I am a writer. I genuinely enjoy writing and spend a lot of time working on my best works. I pride myself on my writing and there are few people whom Iāve seen have better writing than me objectively. Those who write better than me I have immense respect but also wicked jealousy for, hence why I fight to be the best writer on this earth. If I am good at something, I must be the best, as unreachable as it is.
Political activism.
Holy shit, fuck you all who think politics is meaningless or that you canāt make a change. You fucking can, and you people ARE the problem.
Music.
Iām a classically trained violinist, though I donāt play much more anymore due to things I associate with the instrument. However, I still keep my passion for music, write lyrics, and hope to one day produce some sort of music.
Fandoms:
Bungo Stray Dogs.
I love BSD and itās been a lifesaving part of me for a good while. I am always up to talking about it and I really enjoy the story writing of it.
Ace attorney.
This is the first fandom space I entered, and shit. It saved my life, brought me intense joy, and jump started my writing career. I love Narumitsu, and it is still my favorite ship in the world. It is such a complex universe Iād kill for.
Project Sekai.
I donāt play too much, but consider myself decently good at the game. I full combo most masters, and full combo most masters under level 30 with thumbs. Iām also tiered top 1000 in the Rui event.
Genshin Impact.
I donāt play much anymore because of burnout, but I am on occasion a Venti kin, am wickedly obsessed with pre-Natlan lore, and really used to love it in a way that cannot be erased. Iāll always be happy to talk about it.
Honkai: Star Rail.
Iām only getting into it, but I really love Cipher and Aventurine.
Yuri!!! On Ice!.
I really enjoy this anime, especially Yuri Plisetskyās role. Heās very āmeā sometimes. A very well written character, and heās quite amusing. This is my comfort show.
There are a couple other fandoms Iām into to a lesser degree like Cookie Run: Kingdom, Vocaloid, Sanrio, Monster High.
My kins are too complicated to explain in a post. Fuck you for expecting more.
Yeah. Thanks for reading. I hope you donāt end up evil as shit if you decide to interact.













