my secret garden.

performing swan lake at the metropolitan opera house

being casted as daaliyah monkaxte in star wars: episode II

attending juilliard while filming star wars

my dresses for premieres and events

my love for vivienne westwood

rejecting leonardo dicaprio in 2005

paparazzi pictures and photoshoots

falling in love with my star wars costar, hayden christensen

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ℬ̇allet a𝗍 𝒽ogwarts (1950s)

1 🩰ྀི. ballet is an extracurricular activity offered by Hogwarts, though it is an incredibly elite and exclusive. it is a smaller circle of 20-30 people at one time women usually outnumbering the men.

2 🩰ྀི. they meet 3x weekly after school and on weekends in an abandoned corridor with an old practice room. you need to be explicitly invited or the corridor will not be able to be found.

3 🩰ྀི. there is usually two shows a year, one during winter and one during the spring season. they are either original or famous well known ballets.

4 🩰ྀི. shoes are enchanted to not damage the body physically in any way. many students also create or buy charms to personalize them. (shadow effect while dancing, or sparkles)

5 🩰ྀི. mrs. kotov, the teacher is a strict woman who is difficult to please. she is an immigrant from Russia, so her ballet teaching is quite strict. she is in her early 50s she devotes her life to ballet.

6 🩰ྀི. ballet practices are 1 and a half hours on tuesday and thursday, 2 hours on saturday. the tryouts are the second week of school and go until the end of may, when the spring show concludes.

7 🩰ྀི. usually you are asked to come back after first year, auditions are still held (especially for first years) but it gets more and more selective as the years progress.

8 🩰ྀི. unlike many other clubs like theatre or music, there is no seniority. The skill you present gets you the role, it doesn't matter if the student is in first year or 7th (the ages for hogwarts are changed its late high school to college ages)

9 🩰ྀི. it is a competitive and sometimes hostile environment. while you may meet your best friends there, there is most likely someone waiting to sabotage you as well.

10 🩰ྀི. ballet classes are held at nighttimes, creating a dark and eerie atmosphere which mimics the strange teachings of mrs. kotov.

i love shifters because we’re so creative with our drs and we love our lovely pretty precious significant others, dr friends, dr family that we chose to live in another reality. and i think it’s beautiful that we have so much desire to live and it doesn’t matter if it’s another reality because we chose what is better for us.

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˖ ࣪ ꉂ🗯 the dead poets : “the castle’s brightest academic headache” ୭ ˚. At Hogwarts, it became nearly impossible to mention one member of the Dead Poets without the others inevitably appearing somewhere nearby. They moved like a constellation through the castle halls, inseparable enough that students genuinely grew concerned whenever one appeared alone for too long. People saw them everywhere.

In library corners stacked with unfinished homework they swore they would “eventually get to.” They were so loud to the point Madam Pince had to get them out. Along moving staircases reciting poetry dramatically like cursed Victorian ghosts. They’ve unknowingly offended both ghosts and paintings nearby. Charlie once slept outside the Gryffindor house because he offended the fat lady on the painting. ✧ㅤִ Sleeping in classrooms after staying awake until four in the morning debating. Sitting shoulder to shoulder beneath trees near the Black Lake while passing journals back and forth. And their most common spot are near the Forbidden Forest at ungodly hours.

The prefects had stopped reacting normally after a while. At first, catching them outside curfew caused panic. ⸝⸝⸝ By third year, it became: “Why are you all here again?” While, Professors had an almost questionable relationship with the group. Others looked one inconvenience away from early retirement.

Professor McGonagall respected their brilliance but absolutely despised how often brilliance became chaos around them. She once caught the group reenacting a duel with charmed quills in an unused corridor and simply closed her eyes like she was spiritually exhausted. ✧ㅤִ Professor Flitwick loved their participation because discussions became longer whenever the Dead Poets were together. Lessons transformed into debates, performances that somehow still answered the questions correctly. ⸝⸝⸝ Professor Snape, however, looked personally offended every time multiple members shared a classroom. O’ Captain, my captain ! ⸝⸝⸝ of course, Mr. Keating is here too. Encouraging every student. Despite the trouble, the professors could not deny their achievements.

The Dead Poets consistently represented Hogwarts in: academic championships ◞ debate tournaments ◞ literature competitions ◞ creative duel exhibitions ◞ theatrical showcases ◞ interschool cultural exchanges◞ potions ◞  quidditch

There was also the unfortunate Weasley factor. Somehow, despite being academically gifted, the group became deeply intertwined with Fred and George’s social circle. Which meant intellectual discussions frequently evolved into deeply questionable decisions. The twins adored them because they all matched their energy without lacking intelligence. Younger students, especially first years, admired them all despite they all happen to have detention almost every 2 days a week. 𖹭

Somehow, they all found each other at the exact moment their lives were beginning to split apart. What started as late-night conversations, shared poetry, unfinished homework, and reckless wandering around Hogwarts slowly became their coping. They became soft places for each other to land on. Neil finally had people who listened to his dreams instead of treating them like childish fantasies. They hated everything the pureblood culture tried to force onto them; the expectations, the obsession with bloodlines, the emotional repression, the idea that love and individuality were weaknesses. They challenged each other constantly, and they also healed each other in quiet ways. They stayed awake helping Neil through nights where his thoughts became too loud, reminding him that his worth was not tied to achievement or obedience. They supported each other’s passions; attending rehearsals, reading terrible first drafts of poems, staying up for inventions, sneaking into empty classrooms to practice performances, applauding even the smallest victories. Professors often saw them as messy, inseparable troublemakers, but underneath all the noise was a group of kids trying desperately to become kinder, freer versions of themselves together.

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► ... (𖹭) about KNOX .ᐟㅤ knox overstreet◞ hufflepuff ◞ 17 ⁽ 6th ⁾ ◞ sagittarius ◞ 5’10 ⁽ 177.8cm ⁾ ◞ half blood ◞  best at : charms and divination

romantic ◞ loyal ◞ hopeful ◞ emotionally honest ◞ persistent ◞ dreamy ◞ affectionate ◞ impulsive ◞ gentle ◞ writes poetry he pretends nobody will ever read ◞ falls in love too easily ◞ soft-spoken until feelings are involved ◞ apreciation for beautiful things ◞ second-guessing ◞ balance ◞ idealistic ◞ determined◞ sentimental ◞ touch-starved ◞ quietly jealous ◞ believes in soulmates ◞ terrible at hiding feelings ◞ keeps little things people give him ◞ stares too long when admiring someone ◞ overly forgiving ◞ craves reassurance ◞ laughs softly at his own jokes ◞ hopelessly devoted ◞ carries guilt heavily ◞ daydreamer ◞ soft eyes during golden hour ◞ gets attached to memories ◞ loves handwritten letters ◞ dramatic in romance ◞ comforting presence ◞ emotional resilience hidden beneath softness

˖ ࣪ ꉂ🗯 what we do ! : late-night conversations ◞ writing poems together ◞ sitting by the black lake ◞ sharing books ◞ watching the stars ◞ him asking for romantic advice then ignoring all of it ◞ he carries my things without asking ◞ we sneak pastries from the kitchens ◞ exchanging annotated books ◞ him reciting poetry half-asleep ◞ laying on the quidditch pitch after hours ◞ dancing badly in empty corridors ◞ feeding ducks near the lake ◞ sharing scarves during winter ◞ him fixing my sleeves absentmindedly ◞ listening to muggle music together ◞ staying in the astronomy tower until sunrise ◞ collecting pressed flowers inside books ◞ him staring at me instead of doing homework ◞ writing fake love letters for fun that become too personal ◞ comforting each other after bad days ◞ tracing constellations on parchment

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► ... (𖹭) about NUWANDA .ᐟㅤ charlie “nuwanda” dalton◞ gryffindor ◞ 17 ⁽ 6th ⁾ ◞ leo ◞ 5’7 ⁽ 172.7cm ⁾ ◞ pureblood ◞  best at : flying and defense against dark arts

reckless ◞ charismatic ◞ loud ◞ rebellious ◞ humorous ◞ bold ◞ loyal ◞ chaotic ◞ attention-seeking ◞ protective ◞ deeply emotional beneath the ego ◞ will absolutely drag me into trouble ◞ walking detention slip ◞ vivacious ◞ passionate ◞ warm ◞ encouraging ◞ arrogant ◞ theatrical ◞ fearless until consequences arrive ◞ competitive ◞ impulsively affectionate ◞ acts before thinking ◞ secretly insecure ◞ thrives off reactions ◞ restless ◞ emotionally explosive ◞ natural instigator ◞ oddly observant ◞ hates being ignored ◞ stubborn ◞ fiercely defensive over friends ◞ overconfident ◞ flirtatious as a joke until it sounds real ◞ treats life like performance art ◞ loud laugh echoing through corridors ◞ adrenaline addict ◞ turns punishments into entertainment

˖ ࣪ ꉂ🗯 what we do ! : sneaking out after curfew ◞ exploring secret passages ◞ causing unnecessary trouble ◞wWatching quidditch together ◞ him stealing food off my plate ◞ climbing towers at midnight ◞ getting detention together ◞ he makes me laugh when I’m upset ◞ a quick butterbeer run at the three broomsticks inn◞ racing through hallways ◞ dramatic fake sword fights with sticks ◞ setting off dungbombs then running away ◞ yelling across the courtyard instead of walking closer ◞ making ridiculous bets ◞ stealing each other’s scarves ◞ skipping homework to wander the castle ◞ rooftop conversations ◞ inventing fake backstories to strangers ◞ nearly getting banned from hogsmeade ◞ laughing until professors get annoyed ◞ defending each other during arguments ◞ spontaneous midnight snacks from the kitchens ◞ him loudly cheering whenever I enter a room

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► ... (𖹭) about TODD .ᐟㅤ todd anderson◞ hufflepuff ◞ 16 ⁽ 6th ⁾ ◞ cancer ◞ 5’10 ⁽ 177.8cm ⁾ ◞ pureblood ◞  best at : care of magical creatures and astronomy

timid ◞ sensitive ◞ intelligent ◞ quiet ◞ observant ◞ loyal ◞ emotionally repressed ◞ gentle ◞ creative ◞ anxious ◞ deep thinker ◞ soft-hearted ◞ feels things intensely ◞ loyal ◞ caring ◞ intuitive ◞ wears his heart on his sleeve ◞ at times insecure◞ hesitant speaker ◞ easily overwhelmed ◞ thoughtful ◞ painfully self-aware ◞ apologizes too much ◞ kind eyes ◞ sentimental ◞ introverted ◞ deeply empathetic ◞ avoids conflict ◞ quietly funny ◞ protective in subtle ways ◞ constantly worrying ◞ emotionally sincere ◞ attentive listener ◞ keeps emotions bottled up ◞ notices tiny details ◞ self-conscious ◞ craves comfort but struggles asking for it ◞ dependable ◞ shy smile that appears suddenly

˖ ࣪ ꉂ🗯 what we do ! : quiet studying ◞ reading beside each other ◞ walking through the castle at night ◞ sitting in silence comfortably ◞ helping him practice confidence ◞ sharing tea ◞ watching snowfall through the windows ◞ he leans against my shoulder when tired ◞ shopping at stitches & draughts and tomss & scrolls ◞ exchanging little notes during class ◞ comforting each other during stressful weeks ◞ sitting in empty classrooms after hours ◞ listening to rainstorms quietly ◞ helping him rehearse presentations ◞ sharing blankets ◞ sketching random things together ◞ soft late-night conversations ◞ studying by candlelight ◞ falling asleep near each other while revising ◞ listening to him ramble once he gets comfortable ◞ watching the black lake in silence

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► ... (𖹭) about NEIL .ᐟㅤ neil perry◞ gryffindor ◞ 16 ⁽ 6th ⁾ ◞ sagittarius ◞ 5’11 ⁽ 180.3cm ⁾ ◞ pureblood ◞  best at : defense against dark arts and muggle studies

charismatic ◞ passionate ◞ brave ◞ ambitious ◞ warm ◞ expressive ◞ emotionally intelligent ◞ determined ◞ charming ◞ dramatic ◞ encouraging ◞ suffocated by expectations ◞ honest ◞ spontaneous ◞ inherent need for adventure ◞ enthusiastic ◞ impatient◞ magnetic ◞ romanticized view of life ◞ emotionally reckless ◞ talented performer ◞ deeply affectionate ◞ impulsive ◞ stubborn ◞ idealistic ◞ secretly exhausted ◞ thrives on praise ◞ natural leader ◞ emotionally vulnerable beneath confidence ◞ fearless dreamer ◞ expressive hands while talking ◞ gets consumed by passions ◞ protective ◞ affectionate teasing ◞ restless spirit ◞ theatrical gestures ◞ bright smile hiding pressure

˖ ࣪ ꉂ🗯 what we do ! : sneaking into the theater room ◞ watching rehearsals ◞ talking about dreams and fears ◞ late-night adventures ◞ him dragging me into spontaneous plans ◞ laughing until we can’t breathe ◞ deep emotional talks at unreasonable hours ◞ practicing scenes together ◞ dramatic poetry readings ◞ dancing around empty classrooms ◞ comforting him after arguments with authority figures ◞ planning impossible futures together ◞ climbing out windows after curfew ◞ lying on stage floors talking about life ◞ making fun of bad plays ◞ helping him memorize lines ◞ getting emotionally invested in fictional characters ◞ wandering hogsmeade at sunset ◞ screaming song lyrics together ◞ impulsive train rides during breaks ◞ hiding from responsibilities together ◞ talking until sunrise without realizing it

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► ... (𖹭) about STEVEN .ᐟㅤ steven meeks◞ ravenclaw ◞ 17 ⁽ 6th ⁾ ◞ gemini ◞ 5’7 ⁽ 170.2cm ⁾ ◞ pureblood ◞  best at : arithmancy, potions, and astronomy

intelligent ◞ curious ◞ enthusiastic ◞ nerdy ◞ kind ◞ inventive ◞ fast-talking ◞ socially awkward ◞ analytical ◞ loyal ◞ loves learning for the sake of learning ◞ accidentally brilliant ◞ adaptable ◞ quick-witted ◞ nervous ◞ excitable ◞ observant ◞ overly curious ◞ hyperfocused ◞ unintentionally funny ◞ restless thinker ◞ fascinated by everything ◞ sleep-deprived ◞ gentle-hearted ◞ awkwardly affectionate ◞ rambles when excited ◞ innovative ◞ emotionally awkward but sincere ◞ surprisingly competitive ◞ constantly researching something ◞ clumsy ◞ optimistic ◞ fidgets constantly ◞ mentally somewhere else half the time

˖ ࣪ ꉂ🗯 what we do ! : studying astronomy ◞ building strange magical contraptions ◞ talking about theories ◞ staying awake too late discussing impossible concepts ◞ sharing notes ◞ watching meteor showers from the astronomy tower ◞ correcting each other’s homework ◞ studying magical beasts◞ accidentally blowing things up ◞ experimenting with enchanted gadgets ◞ arguing over magical theories ◞ making charts nobody asked for ◞ drinking too much coffee during exam weeks ◞ wandering the library for hours ◞ translating old magical texts ◞ him explaining random facts while I pretend to understand ◞ trying to invent spells ◞ creating bizarre study systems ◞ falling asleep over books ◞ stargazing during winter nights ◞ debating conspiracy theories about hogwarts

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► ... (𖹭) about GERARD .ᐟㅤ gerard pitts ◞ ravenclaw ◞ 17 ⁽ 6th ⁾ ◞ pisces ◞ 6'1 ⁽ 182.9 ⁾ ◞ half-blood ◞  best at : herbology and charms

dreamy ◞ poetic ◞ eccentric ◞ emotionally intelligent ◞ absent-minded ◞ witty ◞ artistic ◞ introspective ◞ soft-spoken ◞ dramatic in a subtle way ◞ observant ◞ romanticizes everything ◞ creative ◞ sleep-deprived ◞ sentimental ◞ secretly competitive ◞ idealistic ◞ unintentionally flirty ◞ philosophical ◞ always smells faintly of old books and candle wax

˖ ࣪ ꉂ🗯 what we do ! : reading poetry to each other near the forbidden forest ◞ skipping homework to discuss literature instead ◞ exchanging annotated books ◞ laying on the astronomy tower floor in silence ◞ him turning ordinary conversations philosophical ◞ me forcing him to sleep ◞ writing poems inspired by each other without admitting it ◞ dramatic midnight conversations ◞ getting caught outside curfew together ◞ accidentally falling asleep in the library ◞ criticizing each other’s writing while secretly treasuring every word ◞ wandering through the castle during rainy nights ◞ him reciting poetry softly when he thinks i’m asleep

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► ... (𖹭) about RICHARD .ᐟㅤ richard cameron◞ slytherin ◞ 17 ⁽ 6th ⁾ ◞ virgo ◞ 5’9 ⁽ 175.3cm ⁾ ◞ pureblood ◞  best at : ancient runes, arithmancy, and history of magic

ambitious ◞ calculating ◞ intelligent ◞ self-preserving ◞ judgmental ◞ organized ◞ sharp-tongued ◞ rational ◞ image-conscious ◞ competitive ◞ secretly wants approval ◞ acts detached but notices everything ◞ logical◞ hard-working ◞ perfectionist ◞ critical◞ analytical ◞ overthinking ◞ emotionally guarded ◞ prideful ◞ observant ◞ strategic ◞ elegant speaker ◞ quietly insecure ◞ cynical humor ◞ emotionally constipated ◞ meticulous ◞ skeptical ◞ difficult to impress ◞ secretly sentimental ◞ pretends not to care ◞ passive-aggressive ◞ intimidating eye contact ◞ efficient ◞ secretly craves understanding ◞ highly disciplined ◞ uncomfortable with vulnerability

˖ ࣪ ꉂ🗯 what we do ! : academic debates ◞ competing over exam scores ◞ judging people silently across the great Hall ◞ studying together ◞ him criticizing my recklessness ◞ me criticizing his cowardice ◞ accidental emotional conversations at 2am◞ proofreading each other’s essays ◞ sarcastic banter during class ◞ silent companionship in the library ◞ arguing philosophy for hours ◞ exchanging unimpressed looks whenever something stupid happened or the person said something out of touch◞ helping each other during exams but pretending not to care ◞ mutual academic pressure ◞ him fixing my mistakes without mentioning it ◞ me dragging him out of study spirals ◞ watching students dramatically ruin their lives ◞ tense but comforting conversations ◞ accidentally becoming emotionally dependent on each other

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for friends / friend groups

explore a nearby city

dress up fancy for a casual event

play dress to impress irl by going thrifting

' blind, deaf, & mute ' baking challenge

customize clothes so you're matching with your group

go to second-hand bookstores

board game picnic in the park

fishing

go play with animals at local shelters

have a paint & sip

go to an escape room

for couples

go thrifting for each other

go to the aquarium

watch each other's favorite movies

go to the farmer's market

take turns cooking each other's favorite meal

beach picnic

go to a pottery class