Sad, Gay and Fading Away

i want the romanticized version of an ed not whatever the fuck this shit is

I could be better but I'm considering becoming worse

If neurotypicals are so good at picking up hints, why do they never seem to notice you leaning away when they try to touch you?

its so embarassing to have anorexia, like oh im scared of food, but oh well watch me fucking binge

please never stop talking passionately about the things you love

Friendly reminder that this blog is pro-choice and if you don’t think everyone should have full control of their own body, then kindly unfollow me right now and go to hell

yes im always a little sick to my stomach with anger and rage. why do u ask?

Ugw: skinny alt boyfriend

My mom who would tell me weekly that I need to lose weight or that when I wanted something from the store it would be “oh we should go in the plus area” “oh that would look unflattering on you” for years.

being the "skinny girl/friend" my entire life until getting pregnant and gaining and keeping on 50 pounds and then gaining even more over the years resulting in having a horrible identity crisis 🙃

Feeling cheated out of my childhood. I was never skinny. I never have been. The thoughts and urges to starve myself have been there for so, so long. I feel like the only way to make up for the loss is to be unhealthily skinny. Or I need to be at least skinny enough to be pretty.

being a tranny

mixture of my mother body shaming me and making me diet with her for not being as malnourished as i was as a little child under her care, gender dysphoria and finding out not eating can "stop puberty" and a hunger strike after traumatic experience gone wrong

im sorry im so difficult, i just wanna be taken care of too sometimes