[TW for MH and ED]

Might possibly be coming back here if twt keeps up its stupid shit :/

I'm still here, just less active and lurking more bc I'm in edtwt more to purposely trigger myself and feel like shit so I motivate myself more :)

I've been dead because I've been on edtwt more lately, gotta love triggering yourself and feeling even shittier for gaining over the past few days :)))

I was away for the weekend and couldn't count calories exactly but I still managed to lose 0.4kgs, I feel very pleased with myself :)

I ate out at a restaurant with my mom and now I feel like shit :))) The guilt is killing me, just ED things :))))

I'm really excited to get back to university, not just because I miss it, but it means I get to burn more calories by walking around campus and keep occupied so I don't eat :)

I have a new reason to keep things up and I honestly don't care anymore, I'm going to starve myself until I reach the lowest weight I can reach :))))