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Some times I feel like these storms are going to overtake me. I’m overwhelmed with exhaustion and just to tired to fight all the other firey darts flying at me. In a few days we’ll be making the trip back to Texas because we decided not to move to Tn. I’m dreading the trip because I feel so bad. I’m so tired of feeling like I’m under attack. I’m so tired of protecting myself. I know to let go…

Eleven years and this storm hasn’t lifted. My mind filled with things I never thought I’d entertain. My heart in a confused state and my emotions wrecked with fear and anxiety. I’m broken. I’m a Christian and I’m broken. My doctor told me I’m in perimenopause and I fully believe her. But I also believe that I made my body fall into it a whole lot faster than it would have naturally because of…

My personal journey of getting better! I just completed my first week of being back on Vitamin D3! So far, so good! Before the D3 So, for about a month I was suffering from major panic attacks. Severe panic attacks lasting all day. They were coming and going about every five minutes or so and would continue to get worse depending on different situations like where I was to the thoughts I would…

Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com Have you been stuck in flight or flight and you feel like you’re going crazy? Has life left you feeling drained, overwhelmed, and lost for direction? Have you been told you just don’t have enough faith? Are you having panic attacks, anxiety, and depression so bad you can’t leave the house or your bed for that matter? Been there, done that, and got the trophy! For…

I’ll start off by saying I’m not a doctor. This is my own personal journey and story to tell about my walk through this stage in my life. I hope you are able to glean from it and find a way for it to help you through yours as well. All the information I share and or talk about is at your finger tips. We live in an information free world currently and if we dig we can find it. I would say for the…

Hollers, Hills, and Pastures to play Y’all. I can’t tell you how long I’ve waited for this dream. I can still remember as a little girl running through the mountains with my cousin, swimming in creeks, riding dirt bikes, catching lightening bugs, and making mud pies how badly I wanted that to be my life. She had the good life. I grew up in Houston, Tx. Pronounced Hugh-ston NOT House-ton. From…

What are you going to do when the fight comes to your door? We will all have differing opinions when it comes to vaccinating our children. These types of conversations did not used to be household topics. The choices you made for your children were yours to make and no one else’s. America used to be a free country but not any more. As a parent you are now fined, reprimanded and demanded to…

Normally, I try to keep my opinions to myself when it comes to politics especially on my blog because that’s not what this platform was created for. But, what I saw today, in my own humble opinion was a public display of shaming a man for not telling one man, “Thank You”. When anyone who was watching saw the man say, thank you. I’m ashamed of the oval office and their attempt to strong arm a…

Palantir Technologies; Who are they? What do they stand for and what do they want with all that information? What will this do to us as a people individually, as a nation and beyond our borders? A very small overview of the company Palantir. The founder is Peter Theil; Co-founder: Joe Lonsdale; CEO: Alex Karp. Each one holds their own value in the company and I suggest doing your research into…

We the people have more power than we will know. Genesis chapter one tells us that God spoke life into existence. As you read the creation story each beginning starts with “And God Said“. But before God spoke all of our reality into existence, their had to come thought first. No one does anything without some kind of thought behind it. Planned or unplanned. This is not biblical but when I think…

The stress Celiac disease has taken a huge toll on my body. I've noticed more over the years as the

Good morning y’all! What a wonderful day! The sun is shinning, the snow is melting and God has offered a new day with brand new grace and new mercies to start the day with. So, let’s embrace them. The highlight of my day: My eye appointment. I’m finally getting my eyes checked today. About a year ago I started getting this Kaleidoscope vision. It’s like having snake shapes in my eyes and…

Before 2013 life looked and felt a whole lot different. I was a single mom and dealt with life’s fair share of problems. Mostly alone because I’m one of those forgettable kind of people. I’m not funny and I’m surely not the life of the party. I’m not easily swayed so people didn’t really flock to me. I’ve always been independent and very confident. Don’t confuse that with arrogance. I’m a humble…

Hello Folks! Well, here I am, being more intentional about writing and sharing my life. It’s not fun to write about yourself when you’ve done nothing interesting for the day except create a Master bill list and a budget because your tired of being broke. I spent the last two days going through the bank account looking at every transaction and figuring out what days the subscriptions are paid…

I’ve never in my life created a new years resolution. I never thought I needed to change anything enough to have one. Arrogant, I know! But, I think there are many things I’d like to change about myself. First one being I need to read and study my bible more. I so badly desire to be the person who wakes up and reads her bible. There was a time when I did this and life felt so good then. My days…

Texas girl here just hanging out in south TN for the last few months and loving every minute of it. We’ve explored all kinds of creeks, rivers, and towns. We’ve fished, hiked, and dipped our toes in cold creek water. Brings back wonderful memories as a kid. There was nothing like swimming in my aunts creek bed with my cousins. Those are the days I’ll never forget. I lived here back in 2011 with…

I’ve had a blog for at least fifteen years now. I remember back in 2009 I felt called to start a blog and write. Teach people about God. Give them the gift of the perception I had of God. But I was a single mom and I lived in survival mode. I was always trying to find a way to give my boys and myself a better life. So, I started the blog fearing faith and I did write on it. Not as much as I…

I’ve written and re-written this post three times trying to decide how I want to say what’s on my heart to say. But I’m angry and the words don’t seem to come as easily at this point. Let me preface this by first saying I live in Texas. I am safe and my immediate family is safe. But as an American watching this government ignore their own people and watching them perish is nothing short of sheer…