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i lost 25 followers but message me if you want my new blog still lmao

i used to be craigtoker who wants my new blog (will be posting this for a few days)

well since i probably cant write by myself like this ill probably try to make my new blog after one last attempt to stop this from happening by scalding my whole body with hot water

im literally in hell?

just when i was like wow im so lucky ive done such a good job avoiding it on my OWN today, nope impossible! sorry

“Wow”

i have like 30 blogs im not even joking \:

no one understands whats going on i cant call a hotline and have them understand whats going on theres not a community of people on tumblr with the same issue i havent been able to talk to anyone about it my mom is saying that if i ‘keep getting worse’ that im going to have to leave even if im not acting out which is really horrible because im literally not doing anything but having a reaction to what is happening to me no one even cares either everyone just watches me vague and i want to give up i dont even feel mobile enough to actually do something but i cant imagine living like this anymore, in a world where no one understands (literally) not even my non nuerotypical friends and where i know all of the things that make it worse, theyre always happening, and they seem unstoppable i dont see how i can keep going this way this is the most defeated ive been theres nothing for me to do? theres nothing i can do and it would be nice if there was and ive looked for something but there isnt maybe its just time to end this

i cant see