Why Am I Here

I'm gonna be off tumblr for a while ? I need to be away. I have good reason. If you want my skype/snapchat etc now would be the time to ask

It is 330 am and good morning

This went worse than i could have possibly imagined

I had a lot going for me. But i dont anymore. Dont cry over me

*goes through a rlly long post* Pls don't crash.

Should i get animal crossing new leaf??

I just. Want to feel something again. Want to feel stable for once. But help has to be so fucking expensive

I've never felt like my own person. Ever. Just always was fragments of other people i had met. I had no personality of my own. And i got told that "everyone is like that". I believed this somewhat until recently

Its rlly upsetting when people eat treats meant for me without asking?? And then everyome plays it down ?? I did a thing that deserved to treat myself for and someone ate it without appreciating it why is that ok

*is frustrated and distressed with no outlet*

I'm having a weird kind of reaction to certain posts going around and its actually causing me huge issues whoops

I need my recovery days now

I wanna dress up too but I don't want to confuse people?? I'm going out to dinner w my partner's family tonight but that's nit why i want to dress up and i dont want them to tease me for it

I want to wear makeup and be pretty today But I'm not good with makeup. I might put on lipstick later??? I know i cant paint my nails although that would be nice