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150 cm

45 kg

goal for the month:

I was in the bar with my girls. I didn't eat that much.... BUT I DRANK A LOT (by my standards. usually I don't drink at all)

It was a very eventful day. We saw some students from another country (they were in uniform), talked to them in a language we didn't know well, and took pictures together (???) it was so spontaneous and interesting 🤭

Tomorrow will be even more eventful because I'm going home where I haven't been for several months and I'm going to celebrate my sister's birthday!!!

I don't know what I'll eat, but I'll only have an apple and coffee until 1 p.m. 100%

tw: photo of the food (???)

That's what I want to see every day. More than 10k steps and more than 500 burned calories. It looks so damn good

Maybe I won't be able to do it this month, but next month I plan to have a challenge and walk 15-20k steps (almost) every day. Of course, I'm already starting to do this, but so far I've been able to do it 1-3 times a week

Today I had my first exam and I passed it with an excellent mark!!! I think we were lucky, the teacher was kind. Unfortunately the other exams will be harder...

For breakfast before the exam, I had a very hearty chicken soup.

Rice cake and coffee as a snack then I came home.

For lunch I had my favorite mix of cottage cheese with a banana, Greek yogurt, pumpkin seeds and another cup of coffee.

Fried in a small amount of oil tofu, chicken and carrot with mushroom sauce and a little kimchi for dinner (I need to empty the fridge before I leave for weekends, so I just mixed everything I found, lol)

During the day, I went to the store to buy a little surprise for my sister, a couple of energy drinks that are not available in her city, and a latiao that she did not ask for, but I know that she loves it (these things don't tempt me, because I don't like them)

Damn! It was so hard to walk between the shelves of my favorite food and deny myself 😭 I wanted to get a small salted caramel ice cream cone or a donut, but I closed my eyes and ran out of the store before I actually got something, hahah

I usually allowed myself to eat sweets, but in that case I cut calories from regular food. Like, that's what I've always done! Now I'm going to do the opposite...

ALL

FREAKING

DAY

But I'm stronger than my cravings

Every time I see Dana and Zana, my desire to eat disappears automatically

They look UNREAL

For breakfast, I made corn porridge with a sausage, but the portion was huge, so I divided it into two

For lunch, I had a mix of cottage cheese, a spoonful of Greek yogurt, some pumpkin seeds, a banana and coffee with milk and cinnamon, no sugar. I eat that for the lunch almost every day and I don't get tiered of it🫀

2 chocolate cookies. I bought a pack of cookies yesterday and ate more than half of them. By the way, this is the reason why I panicked and created this blog... I didn't just eat about 10 cookies yesterday, I also had a triple bounty and some other sugary treats that I don't even remember, I thought I was going crazy, I didn't feel full at all 😭

For dinner, I had the leftover corn porridge and an apple.

As a result, I didn't buy any sweets today, but I did eat a small piece of what was left at home... I don't know how to feel about this day, I need to see how things go from now

During the upcoming exams, I'll still be living alone in the city, and no one will be able to control how much I eat. I'll try to eat as little food as possible. I can't completely ⭐️ve myself due to the exams, I need my strength.

It's too easy to go to the store and buy my favorite foods (high-calorie chocolate, cookies and pastries), but it's also easy to just not buy anything.

The only time I'll allow myself to eat something high in calories is when I go out with my friends, and I won't have the option to refuse.

If I manage to achieve my goal of not buying myself treats out of boredom or stress by the end of this month, when the exams are over, I'll use the money I save to purchase an old digital camera I've been dreaming about for months now 🫀

I will try to make short reports every day about whether I ate or did not eat the food I have restricted, most likely without wieiad

20k steps, 500 calories burned, about 3 hours in the fresh air and an incredibly pleasant pain in my legs that reminds me of my efforts 🫀

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