Every time he returned to awareness, a little bit of humanity chipped and flaked off, like gilded rot. Ironic, considering before he wound up in his current situation, he was stretching the definition of âhumanâ. And ânormalâ for that matter. Reed Richards had never been on the median curve but this?
This was a hell of his own choosing. And given the choice, he would make it again and again, because he owed his family this. If he could endure so they didnât have to, and he would endure until he was ground to dust. It was his cross to bear, not Johnny or Ben or anyone else for what happened in Germany, Russia and Shanghai.
People had died. People with power, with rank and connections and strings that could be pulled to drive someone to ruination.
Not that Reed had cared. Sue was dead and he was empty, nothing but gnawing grief and rage that the world had been saved but he had lost all of his. So it was easy to hand himself over to the World Security Council, who bayed for reparations and repentance over the death of General Haige and wanted a name to place the blame on.
His was as good as any, and his stipulation of amnesty for Johnny Storm and Ben Grimm was quickly accepted, a wild glint in the directors eye, almost matching the brightly polished pin on his lapel.Â
Maybe at some point, early on, he might have wondered if his family missed him. It didnât matter, their lives depended on him cutting every tie with the outside world and surrendering all of him, mind, body and the nebulous concept of soul to the WSC.
And they took every. Single. Drop.
He was an idiot to assume they wanted his scientific genius. It would have been impossible to tighten a leash on a mind that saw infinite possibilities, at least by conventional means. Reedâs altered DNA was a much easier target to mould and shape.
Months slid by in a red hazed blur. Reeds existence scaled down to a bright, sterile room, where time was only measured in pained gasps and inhuman shrieks of agony as they pulled him apart, piece by piece. From the sharp rasp of radiation against his nerves, thousands of times the lethal dose to an unaltered being to the brutal, clinical pain of being vivisected, his body was pushed to the limit and his ID, his self, pushed beyond that.
He couldnât care less that he was just one in a long line of experiments to reproduce the Super Soldier serum. Heâd stopped caring about the whys and hows, only when it would end.
Each test, each experiment, his body twisted and adapted, Reed unwillingly witnessing himself being distorted from any semblance of autonomy. Theyâd managed to amputate a hand at one point, only for it to grow back, muscles ridged, gristly and almost an inky black from excess blood vessels and hyper pigmentation. It wasnât the hand of a kindly, gentle man, but that of a primordial beast. In a daze of vague horror, he flexed his fingers, the nail beds automatically curving to a brutal point.
He could stretch it back to the way it should have been. For a while, then it cramped and hurt and sprang back to that wicked shape like memory foam. The colour remained, like heâd spilled an inkwell over his hand.
Soon enough, his other hand matched.
It all came to a head when, during a post-irradiation session, heâd snapped like a brittle rubber band, teeth, claws and coils of hyper dense muscle twisted him into a nightmarish apparition. The lab tech didnât stand a chance, instantly torn in two. The two guards didnât fare much better. The airtight seals held against his unconscious rage.Â
Huge gouges in the metal marked his feverish attempt at escape. Red splattered against the walls, interspersed with the darker, purplish blue hue of his own blood.
Reed felt a vague sort of horror at what heâd done but more troubling was the hollow numbness of not caring heâd killed people. It was complete antithesis to what he was, or what had been. The taste of blood and visera sat heavy on his tongue.
Just like on that first, terrible day, he wouldnât forget that terrible glint in the WSC Directors eyes as he surveyed the carnage. The small pin on his lapel glittered in the harsh light, whorls surrounded by a skull. It disturbed Reed, nearly as much as the gore dripping from his hands.
That wouldnât be the last time he would taste someone elseâs blood on his tongue.
Just the last time he would remember it with any sort of clarity.
It was hardly a promotion from Petri dish to attack dog, all semblance of his name dropped from his file. INDIGO. That was what he was now. To them. For him, he grasped his first name like a life line.
Heâd swapped the pain for emptiness, restrained, yoked and chained until theyâd set him loose on whoever was in his way. Months would pass as he was kept in a dark, quiet room, pinned to the floor on all fours with a feeding tube wedged in between his nose and the heavy bit that seemed as dense as plutonium, weighing down the twitching, elastic muscles that could now rend and tear through steel plating, nails and teeth, as well as the hands and jaw that bore them razor sharp.
Theyâd wait for him to descend into mania, then let him out into the bright light, where every sound and smell, taste and touch burned, driving him into a frenzy, which few survived.
Theyâd then wrestle him back into submission and wait. Again. And again. Each time whittling away a piece of his self. Heâd hate it, if he could remember that once, his world existed outside the dark box heâd been placed into.
It was all he could do to chant brokenly to himself the promise heâd made until the words themselves had no meaning. But that feeling, that warm, gentle feeling remained in his heart. Faint and obscured but he held onto it like his life depended on it.
It probably did, if he could remember why. It shouldnât have mattered. Theyâd pulled Reed Richards apart and remoulded him into a weapon. This was his life, all he had known. Or was it? Did a part of old Reed survive?
Maybe it did, because he was not tamed or subdued, not nearly as much as his owners would like. Something, some voice told him to fight. That the symbol on their uniforms was bad and wrong.
Maybe that was why he was being sent to Alaska, dropped hundreds of miles from civilisation. Maybe thatâs why his usual âhandlersâ werenât in the drop zone.
MaybeâŚthey didnât expect him to come back.
The sudden break of years of conditioning and routine opened up a crack. A tiny, insignificant crack. Hurt pushed through, small warbles of distress breaking the serene calm of the thicket heâd wandered into.
Then clarity. Anger. The desire for answers. The only lead was the person heâd been sent to kill.
This far out in the crisp Alaskan wilderness, there was little signs of technology, the faint buzzing of radio waves and the isolated drone of copper wiring tiredly pushing data strings.
Thing is, he rarely relied on technology, even when he had access to it during his indentured time with the WSC. Instead, he had senses and a body that had all its potential unlocked and only just beginning to be explored. He pawed open the thin satchel that had been dropped with him, along with a meagre supply of rations.
Definately not business as usual. Mostly he was treated as one would handle a sniffer dog, the handler doing the guiding. There was no margin or error or deviation allowed. It seemed far fetched this wasnât intentional. Reed let out a thin whine, confused and irritated by the sudden emptiness that this apparent freedom gave.
All he had to go on was what heâd been moulded to do. He could remember little else.
Discarding the paper, as its text was near unreadable to him anymore, language and reading skills atrophied from years of zero stimuli. Instead he aimed for the sealed pouch containing a scrap of a tee shirt, one edge crusted with dried blood.
It had preserved its owners scent well, even after months had passed. Widening his maxillary sinuses, which in turn triggered a cascade of microscopic changes, heightening the receptors that could sift through the smells and scents of the world around him.Â
There was of course the metallic tang of dried hemoglobin and the underlying scent of body odour, possibly identifying his target as a man. Nothing to suggest any powers or otherworldly abilities.
It was faint, but enough to go off.Â
Reed glanced over at the small pile of supplies left to him and snarled in disgust, kicking a spray of snow over them, only taking the scrap of cloth, clamped tight in his jaw. Then headed towards the faint scent of smoke and oil.
Isolated or not, his target wouldnât live more than a days journey from other people. Heâd have to careful not to be spotted by others; he hardly resembled any facsimile of a human as it was and he was not prepared to expend the extra energy to stretch his form so he could blend in. It hurt, deep inside when he would see his reflection; face thin and gaunt, teeth poking over chapped lips and a thick, ungainly mane of dark brown and silver hair that reached past his knees. Spindly, long fingers and board shoulders, laden with too much muscle and no fat.
No, heâd rather take the risk of if he was seen, heâd be regarded as some sort of bogeyman or cryptid.
It had almost been a year since heâd gotten the hell out of dodge.Â
Time had been hard to ignore for Clint Barton, his every movement carefully planned around it in the months leading up to and thereafter escaping a high-security compound under the control of the World Security Council. S.H.I.E.L.D. had a bit more than just puppets amidst them from the council â what memories heâd scarcely held on to during his incarceration were of a wholly different engine powering the agency ahead into the future, driven by a need for knowledge of Lokiâs sceptre from his time under its influence, and itâs relation to device they called the âTesseract.âÂ
It was supposedly for advanced warfare, but not to deal with the threat of knowing there were indeed advanced alien lifeforms beyond their own stars. Oh no, that would be too pure and good. Instead their targets were the very people on Earth; not even other countries â just the genocide of Americans who wouldnât bend to their newfound power.
Clint had enough blood on his hands, he was not adding to that tally with civilians.
His guard of the last few months though?Â
Fair game.
In his escape heâd ensured he grabbed his augmented bow but he didnât like his chances of keeping  a low profile by touting it loud and proud. A handful of munitions for self defence â a Beretta 9M frisked from his former guard, a combat knife, and enough clips and bullets to give him more incognito security as he touted the uniform and passes of his keeper to make his break for it.Â
Evading the Hunters after leaving the compound however had taken weeks, with Clint operating on very little sleep. Spec-ops, faces unfamiliar to him even though they wore S.H.I.E.L.D.âs uniforms, who kept on his heels at every turn. Clint mostly stuck to rural areas where it was easier to be out of sight and mind of security surveillance, and either hopped state-lines as stowed cargo or by buying his way with private pilots.Â
He purposefully avoided Iowa, though he itched to get his hands on some things in storage he had there as his home state was too big of a danger zone; someone at the WSC would pin-point it as a potential go-to.Â
So he instead worked northwest, his goal set on the remote seclusion that only one of two places the North American continent could provide: Alaska. Setting foot in Anchorage caused him relief for the first time in months; the hunt was still on, but he was getting the advantage â the deeper into the wilderness he went the harder it was to follow.
Clint kept on the move until he hit the remote town of Tonsina, population of 78. He kept his head low and bartered for goods with services for weeks under the moniker of Ethan Hunt, forever watching and waiting for something â for someone â to be nipping at his heels once more.
As the months of darkness lifted from a harsh winter with still no signs of his former would-be hunters showing up, Clint felt less inclined to keep on the move. He used his connections in the town to gather goods to build his own subsistence property just over the lake still in Tonsina territory, rather than holing up and relying on others to provide shelter. He scouted prospective spots closer to town but instead opted for a small defensible glade that was about two dayâs trek from the township itself.Â
In a matter of days his homestead was built and rigged with essentials, and as days bloomed into weeks in the wake of the Alaskan summer, he stockpiled his property with anything he needed: a well, a fully wired enclosure for chickens and other fowl, polytunnels to grow much needed food, a trapping line, and a drying shack and smoker.
Fortification came afterward â he still had the pistol heâd stolen months prior, but the wilds themselves called for heavier duty weaponry as a Beretta was more likely just going to piss a bear off rather than kill it. His bow was essential in his self defence and now doubled for hunting, but a trek up to Willow Creek had seen him get his hands on a couple of rifles and even a Derringer 22-calibre pistol that was small enough to keep on him concealed at all times.Â
It would put a rather sizeable hole in anyone stupid enough to cross paths with him.Â
Cameras or anything relying on digital signals were 100% a no-go; the last thing he needed was a GPS signal being hacked to reveal where he was. Good old-fashioned junkpole fencing helped him set a stable boundary in his glade out to the tree-line. Sound traps were of little use when his hearing was sub-par at best, and would more often than not simply startle game that was brazen enough to come near his homestead, but a photoelectric sensor system MacGuyverâed to run off of solar and visually alert him of something breaching his barrier was more up his alley. It took him time to rack up the cash to get his supplier in Willow Creek to order some in, but when they arrived he quickly integrated them and camouflaged them.
The first time it tripped the adrenaline rush momentarily bled into panic until he visually confirmed it was just a scraggly, sickly lone-wolf attempting to get into his chicken coop. An arrow through its eye-socket saw it quickly and quietly taken down.
The paranoia of being hunted down never truly left him after the scare, keeping him on his toes, but for the first time in forever he otherwise felt free.