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What a $400 knife can do
i find this distressingly attractive tbh

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personality types!
reblog with your personality types bolded!
name: Stella Illjes
zodiac: aries, taurus, gemini, cancer, leo, virgo, libra, scorpio, sagittarius, capricorn, aquarius, pisces
myers-briggs:Â istj, isfj, infj, intj, istp, isfp, infp, intp, estp, esfp, enfp, enfj, esfj, estj, esfj, enfj, entj, entp
the four temperaments: melancholic, phlegmatic, choleric, sanguine
enneagram: type one, type two, type three, type four, type five, type six, type seven, type eight, type nine
alignment:Â lawful good, neutral good, chaotic good, true neutral, lawful neutral, chaotic neutral, lawful evil, neutral evil, chaotic evil
While Shiny brings it up, Iâd be also up for the â Relationship Meme. I dunno when Iâll get to them as Iâm going to be busy with two incoming games, but I will get to them eventually...
Meet me in the pit | Stella | Chapter Nine | Mastermind Trial | RE: Feliks, Hyun-min
When Feliks shouted, the blacksmith turned her head his way, though she did not flinch in any way when he glared at her. Quite the opposite actually - she glared back daggers at him.
âOh, screw ya, big guy. Ya think he gets away unscathed while insulting everyone? If ya dish out, yâ have tâ take it in as well, unless y'are a spineless lilâ coward. Wouldnât surprise me in his case, che.â
Stella crossed her arms before her chest, not in the least imitated by the woodsman. Her anger only flared more up when he had the nerve to ask for his prize.
âYâ fuckinâ scumbag. God, canât believe I ever was fond oâ ya. Probably didnât even meant yer fuckinâ words back at that trial. Bastard.â
She knew no chill, please free Feliks.
Stella groaned when she heard Hyun-min. Really? Was she really hearing that? She just glanced at them shortly, feeling still pretty much riled up at that point.
âSorry, but âm not the person tâ simply ignore such assholes. âCause that pizza fucker over there wonât stop if weâre just playinâ it nice.â
For the love of god, Stella-
There's polite reprimand and there's cursing | Stella | Chapter Nine | Mastermind Trial | RE: Everything, ATTN: Skye, Masato, Yuki
[TW: Lot of swearing]
Stella didnât return to her podium and instead, stayed by Skyeâs side. He might have wanted for her to focus on the trial, but she might as well do it from her current position out, right? Either way, this trial just got more intense with each passing minute. She tried her best to keep track of everything that was happening - from the exchange between Yuki and Feliks, Hyun-minâs explanation, Nanamiâs outburstâŚ
And then, Yuki said something to Masato which send her to tears.
Masato Maeda, the usually strong-headed girl who knew how to keep her composure, her friend, was crying.
Youâve done it now.
The blacksmith felt how her anger was boiling up again, thirsting to punch something - or more like someone - with all her might. Her hands curled into tight fists, teeth gritting harshly. How dare this disgusting bastard bring up the past from everyone? How dare he mock them?
Miyako told him to back off. Heck, even Skye and Mikio talked back to him, of all people. It actually surprised her on both accounts - Skye trying to argue with Yuki and Mikio actually becoming angry.
Despite the rage that she felt, Stella willed herself to smile at Skye again, whispering something to him, before facing Yuki again - and this time with a furious look on her face. Honestly, she would have loved to go up to him and stare him down (well, rather up, given she was smaller than him), but sheâd rather go to Masato instead.
Her eye was locked at Yuki all the time as she made her way to Masato, crouching down besides the debater as she hovered her hand over her back.
âWeâve got yer back, Mae. Donât listen tâ that piece of shit.â
Now to actually yell at a certain pizza delivery person.
âYâ know what? Fuck ya, yâ disgustinâ bastard! God, y'are so petty ân fuckinâ weak tâ resort tâ such underhanded tactics, no wonder ya kept lyinâ like the lilâ coward y'are! Hah, thatâs really all ya can do now, canât ya? Fuckinâ sour loser. Con-fuckinâ-gratulations, 'cause y'are ultimate 'n absolute fuckinâ trash!â
With that, she flipped him off, but she wasnât done, oh no.
âBe fuckinâ glad that I canât touch ya or else, I woulda have beaten ya tâ a fuckinâ bloody pulp by now. And trust me, Iâve held myself back fer so long, I wouldnât bat an eye tâ break yer ugly fuckinâ face wâ my fists. Better motherfuckinâ prepare yerself, 'cause as soon as weâre out here, y'are gonna get a close, good look at mâ fists.â
Downright threatening are we, huh? Sorry Skye, but seeing how Yuki treated people just sent her over the edge. So much for not pissing anyone off.
âAnd tâ everyone who paid attention - seen the lilâ interaction that garbage 'n Feliks had? I think that just proves our point even more. After all, since when would they have any time tâ get friendly, what with one oâ them fuckinâ dead? And look, no matter how much yâ say that he doesnât seem tâ be the type oâ that, lemme remind y'all how we thought that 'bout the culprits.â
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Here for you | Stella | Chapter Nine | Mastermind Trial | RE: Skye, Harue
Although votes began to pour in, some were withholding theirs for the Louloudia mastermind. Stella furrowed her eyebrows - guess it was expected that not everything would go smoothly, huh? Well, guess they had to clarify where exactly the formular was even found and point how that itâs pretty suspicious how most of it was unreadable-
Stella would have, if Skye hadnât chose this moment to intervene.
Alone his panicked voice made her tense up. Instantly turning her attention to the video game developer, her heart sank when he saw how distraught he looked like. Sure, she hadnât really shouted or anything, but she probably did piss off at least Tsubaki with her words. Yep, Stella felt definitely bad now and she would kick herself, but⌠honestly, no need to injure herself even after death - or whatever it was now.
Damn everything if she wouldnât be by his side now.
Leaving her podium as soon as Skye sank to the ground, she hurried over to crouch down besides him. Okay, so she got that they couldnât actually touch each other in the trial room, but she could at least⌠attempt to make it look like it? Itâs the thoughts that count, right?
ââS okay, Skye⌠âM sorry.â
Alright, now to actually try to help him out here. She hovered her hands over his shoulder as if she was gently squeezing it, before gently whispering to him.
âTake deep breaths, âkay? Just focus on that now.â
For a few seconds, she turned her head to Harue and mouthed a 'thank youâ at them, smiling gratefully.
Seems like as if they got Ryota's killer now as well. Without further ado, Stella locks in her two mastermind votes; one for Yuki and one for Feliks.
Why @ god | Stella | Chapter Nine | Mastermind Trial | RE: Feliks
A girl she has never seen was crying, Masato brought in the fact that Feliks was close to the Monomi bots, then said woodsman was trying to deny all accusations, only to lose his composure upon hearing the name Artemis⌠Nevermind the wounds Feliks had, which more than proved that he was involved in the last murder case. She had alreadz suspected him, due to the fact that he wore black clothings, but⌠for what reason?
â⌠Sorry, bud, but thereâs really no way tâ talk yer way outta this. All the evidence points tâ ya, so ya shoulda save yer breath âbout defendinâ yerself. Unless ya have really good proof.â
Because she would not fall for this kind of thing anymore.
It already happened before, leading to several mistrials⌠It wouldnât happen again.
â⌠Normally, I woulda ask ya why ya did it, but I guess y'are either gonna say it after the votes are in or⌠just keep silent 'bout it.â
Stella didnât hesitate to put her two votes in, then crossing her arms before her chest.
She wanted to get this over with.
A small post for once, halleluljah | Stella | Chapter Nine | Mastermind Trial | RE: Masato, Hyun-min
At last, the first mastermind was revealed to everyone - Yuki Nakahara, the SHSL Pizza Delivery Person. Honestly, she was surprised that he didnât put up much of a fight against the accusations, but then again, he seemed to be incredibly done with this whole game by now. Besides, with all the evidence and deductions that were made, he was the most sensible choice for the Ifaisteio mastermind. So really, there was no reason for any more talk, right?
As Yuki and Masato were starting to get involved in a heated debate, the blacksmith sighed as she scratched her head. She understood Masatoâs impatience, but they still needed to single out Louloudiaâs mastermind.
âI know Iâm one tâ talk, but be patient, Mae. If we get both masterminds, theyâre gonna have tâ spill the beans anyway. Until then, letâs just focus on the evidence, okay? Donât let âim get tâ ya.â
Fortunately, Hyun-min was already on the case and she couldnât help but smile - if anyone should reveal the Louloudia mastermind, it was him.
Soon enough, Feliks was named as the other mastermind.
Before she looked at his way, Stella glanced towards Hyun-min and gave him a thumbs up. Good job, Hyun-min, she knew you could do that. There was a reason why she was talking to him about the mastermind clues, after all.
Alright, slamming down other clues | Stella | Chapter Nine | Mastermind Trial | RE: Haru, Miyako, Yuki, ATTN: Everyone
[TW: Suicide mention at the last spoken paragraph]
Stella blinked when Haru was speaking to her. Wait a minute, she got the wrong person here! better clarify it, though she might as well answer it too.
âUh, Mae was the one tâ bring all the names up actually, but I guess âs a bit hard tâ keep up with everthinâ⌠Anyway, âs like ya said - theyâre just in the same position as Hyun-min, fer example. And sure, weâre goinâ tâ uncover the identity oâ both masterminds very soonâŚâ
The next person to speak up was Miyako⌠and with the mastermind clue she left behind, no less. The blacksmith nodded at her friend with a small smile, already knowing the content of the piece of paper all too well. Hell, she had been cracking her head about this one for quite some timeâŚ
âMaybe I shoulda clarify a bit more. As Miyan said, it was the prize fer gettinâ away wâ murder after the second case. A bit after the third trial, however, Yuki actually gave me tâ clue along wâ some teabags, though they told me tâ not read it until the time was right. Have tâ admit that I only looked at it after the fifth trial.â
She didnât want to bore them with the reasonings as to why it happened to late, because lord knows that they didnât need more information that wasnât relevant to the matter at hand.
âActually Miyan, thanks tâ other clues weâve found, âm pretty sure that it actually means a foreign nation. Donât worry, âs gonna be brought up soon ânough. Oh yeah and as fer the aliases⌠Mae already mentioned it, but on one of the PCs in the office, there were profiles oâ all oâ us⌠Real name, real talent 'n a few more facts. Well, actually, Kazuâs file is missinâ, but I still dunno the reason as tâ why. Before any oâ ya jump tâ conclusions - nope, Kazuâs not the mastermind.â
Honestly, she didnât want for any false accusiations to happen, just because she wasnât explaining herself well enough.
âWell, weâre still not completely sure 'bout the killer oâ Nui, but yeah, it certainly implies that their talent musta have been useless in the mastermindâs eyes. Anyway, theyâre rather full oâ themselves⌠and seemed to be annoyed by the whole killing game tâ begin with.â
Time to skim through more pages, it is.
âI say that 'cause we found 'nother log alongside the files on that computer⌠written by the Ifaisteio mastermind.â
Prepare for another onslaught of words.
âI really hope someone has been makinâ copies oâ them, 'cause couldnât do them m'self⌠Anyway, guess âm just goinâ ahead and read them out, eh?â
In order to not make this post any longer, hereâs the link for the logs. Pretend Stella just read them out.
âThereâs several things Iâd like tâ point out. First oâ all, in the very first log, the mastermind referred to someone as their comrade⌠Probably the mastermind from Louloudia. Now, that in and itself wouldnât catch yer eyes immediately, but remember the other mastermind clue? Wâ the flags 'n whatnot? It just undermines the point more that the masterminds are not from Japan. Thereâs also another formular that makes it even more obvious, but âs better tâ present it later on, 'cause⌠well, it practically tells us who Louloudiaâs mastermind is.â
Well, that was a daring announcement.
âBut I disgress, back tâ the logs. It shoulda go also without sayinâ that all the people mentioned in it are certainly not the one responsible fer all oâ this. Therefore, Micky, Mae 'n Troy can be taken outta the pool oâ suspects. Same goes fer Yuhi 'n Nui as well, 'cause they died before the note could be even made.â
Already going ahead and reducing the numbers of suspects, huh?
âOkay, so before I dive into a certain log, letâs remember the last one. Itâs 'bout some strange readings regarding the volcano, so we can be sure âs been written before the damn mountain actually exploded on us. Afterwards, there are no logs anymore and I find that⌠rather interestinâ. Why stop here, oâ all times? Sure, it said that it woulda be suspicious, but⌠I get the feelinâ as if they simply couldnât write more anymore⌠Maybe they ended up dyinâ before the merge happened?â
Please bear with me, Iâm just throwing out more clues before I have to go to sleep and probably wake up to a mountain of more posts.
âAlso, it states that their comrade can use a translator tâ disguise their messages⌠which means that the Louloudia mastermind needs tâ know at least another language aside from japanese⌠and probably english too.â
Now I really want some sprites here.
âWith that done, letâs focus on the sixth log, where it states that the mastermindâs brother is dead. Tâ be more precise⌠suicide. I think I shoulda leave the rest tâ Mae fer explaininâ, 'cause sheâs the one who actually knows more 'bout that than I do.â
And because this post gets far too fucking long.

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Let's do this, everyone | Stella | Chapter Nine | Mastermind Trial | RE: Votes, MM Trial Start, Haruo
Well, this discussion was incredibly short-lived.
Not that Stella thought that it would take them too long to get the necessary mastermind votes in, but it still happened rather quickly. She wasnât surprised though - who wouldnât jump on the chance to finally get their hands on the ones who initiated this whole ordeal to begin with? It was only natural.
Though there was also something else that got her attention.
Haruo.
Stella felt a pang in her chest when she heard him. He sounded so⌠defeated. The complete opposite of his usual behaviour and she was not happy about it.
Glancing over his way, her expression softened as she truly took in his state. The absence of his hat and coat, her ring that he was carrying around with him now, the dark bags underneath his eyesâŚ
It just reminded her again how much she wanted to punch herself for her recklessness. One day, it just had to come and bite her back, huh? Curses.
âHaruoâŚâ
She didnât expect for him to answer - the last days where she tried to talk to him told her as much. Still, she couldnât help but speak some reassuring words to him.
â⌠Y'are goinâ tâ get home, I promise. Soon, this shitty mutual killinâ game is over and ya can get outta here. I wonât disappoint you this time, yeah? Trust me, big bro.â
Although she offered him a smile, it was a rather strained one. Even if she wanted to tell him that they would all leave this place, as long as they werenât completely sure about that, there was no sense in promising something that wouldnât turn out to be the truth.
Then, Monomi declare the first Mastermind Trial to be in session.
Immediately afterwards, Masato and Hyun-min started to present their clues. Stella kept quiet for the time being, simply playing with the ring that was hanging around her neck.
When there was a a short break between all the talking, Stella quietly spoke up:â⌠Elapsum semel non ipse possit Iuppiter reprehendere.â
Why the fuck are you talking in latin, Stella.
â⌠Fer anyone curious, it basically translates into âNot even Jupiter can find a lost opportunityâ. Kinda fittinâ fer what weâre âbout to do now, eh? After all, who knows if weâre goinâ tâ have another chance like this. Fer all we know, Monotrash ân Usatrash coulda be already workinâ on somethinâ that woulda make us invisible tâ y'all again, so⌠we gotta take the opportunity now. Letâs work together and show 'em what weâre made off!â
Alright, this was actually really cheesy and Stella couldnât help but chuckle at herself. Well, this could have gone a lot worse, but somehow, it lifted her own spirits.
Though now, back to business, huh?
"Actually, 'bout the profiles pertaininâ tâ survivors of the other mutual killing games⌠I actually sorta know one oâ 'em. Dunno how thatâs gonna help, but I made a pair oâ swords 'n an helmet fer Kazumi Morino, the SHSL Sengoku Enthusiast once. How long was that ago⌠One or two years? Eh, again, dunno if thatâs gonna help wâ anythinâ, but I figured it woulda be better tâ at least mention it.â
She scratched the back of her head as she sighed. God, there was so much to talk about, where do they even start?
âActually, âm not tâ sure if the survivinâ kids woulda approve of 'nother game. I mostly get this vibe 'cause of some logs weâve found.â
Stella is picking out a notebook - or more like the copy of her notebook - out and begins to browse through them.
âAh, here it is. So, this log here was intercepted by⌠whoever the hell is concerned 'bout Astral Cabal. From what has been said in there, âm pretty sure that one oâ the people there is Jasmine Hayes, the Electrical Engineer. Tâ summarize it shortly - apparently, they got reports from the Monokumas at some point. Somehow, I believe that mighta have been before we all woke up without any recollections of how we ended up in our bases. Remember what Monotrash said at the beginninâ? That weâve already spent time here? I get the feelinâ it mighta have been stemminâ from that.â
Clearing her throat, she contined on to at least cover this single log.
âEither way, they wanted tâ access some kinda power to shut somethinâ down, to which the other person replied that enough has been lost already. Get the feelinâ sheâs talkinâ 'bout all victims oâ the previous mutual killing games. Anyway, the next interestinâ phrase is "follow the Monokumas out to us or not. Think they will?â Either that was also before the game or⌠well, when the volcano erupted. Both possibilities seem plausible at that point. Regardless oâ that, in the event if we wouldnât follow the Monokumas, they wanted tâ breach it themselves. Thereâs also talk 'bout how the dead woulda be safe⌠And at the end, it states that âeveryone left in a weekâ. With that, the log is over.â
And with that, Stella took the time to let this information sink in. If they already got so much time, might as well use it to not rush anything, even though it was tempting to spill all the beans at once.
Another salty person to add | Stella | Chapter Nine | Trial | RE: Trial Start, Skye, ATTN: Masato, Tsubaki
Somehow, it wasnât surprising to see the blacksmith among the trial participants. Although sheâd been completely quiet in the last session, things were different now - for one, she was dead. It was still weird to stand among the living kids despite what happened to her, but she couldnât let this get to her. After all, Stella knew exactly what was going to happen, so there was no way in hell that sheâd ever miss this opportunity now.
Masato was on point as always, though it was surprising to see how Tsubaki was against a Mastermind Trial. In all honesty, it just served to annoy the blacksmith more, though she did feel a bit bad when the normally upbeat girl was on the verge of tears.
â⌠Mae, ya shouldnât have announced her talent like this. People have reasons why they hide what they do and it wonât help us solvinâ the damn case. Still, canât believe how many people actually went by fake namesâŚâ
The last part was mumbled, but she simply sighed and shook her head, before looking over to Tsubaki, a frown appearing on her face now.
âOkay, first oâ all, donât ya think y'are a lilâ too late tâ suddenly complain âbout not helpinâ tâ solve any cases? Sorry ta steal yer thunder, but solvinâ all these cases had nothinâ tâ do with beinâ fuckinâ funky or beinâ fuckinâ mysterious. We solved them 'cause we had tâ. 'Cause we couldnât let the murderer get away fer murdering a classmate oâ ours. Deal with it.â
Harsh.
âAnd donât think we donât wanna solve the damn case. Lord knows that enough people got away with it, especially those who showed absolutely no regret for what theyâve done.â
Two cents for anyone who can guess who she meant by that.
âHell, I wanna solve this case as well - and while weâre at it, find out who the actual fuck shot me in the chest, but we have bigger fish tâ fry. But as long as we wait fer the last mastermind votes tâ come in, we should make use tâ at least discuss the murder a lilâ. Just tâ throw it out right now - all yâ need tâ do is look for anyone who is injured or has some black fabric damaged, than ya most likely got yer killer. I hope some oâ ya did some room searches, 'cause I couldnât really make them this time 'round.â
Stella crossed her arms before her chest, looking incredibly pissed as of now. Well, guess getting killed would still make you sour, regardless of what state you had been beforehandâŚ
When Skye entered the scene, she glanced his way, flashing him a small smile, before going back into business - one could say itâs better for her to be pissed than⌠empty like she used to be.
âAlright, so, the culprit made a mess in a bunch oâ places - kitchen, cafeteria, control room, infirmary 'n the unisex bathroom. Letâs go over the infirmary first, 'cause it will make it clear why the culprit is most likely injured 'sides fer other factors. A roll oâ gauze bandaging is missinâ and some alcohol 'n medical tape had been used. Given how I didnât find any oâ this in the public spaces, it either means that someone is still wearing some bandages or hid them away in a room. Alright, next tâ the cafeteria, I guess. Tables 'n chairs had been thrown over all over the place 'n even the microwave wasnât spared. Inside oâ it. I found some oâ Ryoâs hair along with smeared blood inside the walls. âS likely that the culprit shoved his head in there at one point, but given thereâs no water or anythinâ, doubt âs the murder weapon. If anythinâ was, than the TV itself in combination wâ the water.â
Iâm so sorry that sheâs talking so much again, dear god.
âAlright, who wants tâ continue?â
Thank you for shutting up for a minute.
Chapter 9 Threads
I never expected to keep on doing this, but well, here we are.
Public
1. Free~ 2. Free! 3. FREEEEEEEEEEDOM
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1. Makoto 2. Masato 3. Usagi 4. Miyako (2x, Continuation) 5. Hyun-min (Continuation) 6. Haruo (Continuation)
Iâm fucke d, but I want to have a blast
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this could be achieved if u freed stella
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Victim: Stella Illjes Location of Body: Control Room Cause of Death: Ballistic Trauma Time of Death: â:ââ âM
The victim is Stella Illjes. The time of death was around â:ââ âM. The body is located in the Control Room. Stellaâs cause of death seems to be of ballistic trauma as is evident with the bullet wound in her chest. She is slumped against the panels which all seem to have been meddled with recently.
[THIS DEATH IS NOT TO BE INVESTIGATED.]
[art by elliott!]
Smile, my boy, it's sunrise | Stella | Chapter Nine | Room 4 | RE: Execution, Haruo
âOh, sis, you sound even crazier than I do. You act like Iâm doing this at emotional gunpoint.â
He gave her a big smile and scooted past her to put the tray on the bed. Nothing too fancy, just some cereal and one piece of toast, but it was enough for him. Hopefully it would be enough for Stella. Of course sheâd be fine with it, she was one of the best people here. Now if only sheâd treat herself as such.Â
âCanât I just come vist my baby sister? The day is so young and I wish to enjoy it with you before it grows old, dies, and leaves us with nothing but darkness and the void it left with us~â
Stellaâs room felt comfortable to him. Almost as much of a home as his room was. Maybe even more so since Haruo never felt comfortable in his room with Jam Jam there. Besides, home was where your heart and family was! Haruoâs little sister was here and his heart, along with the rest of his internal organs, were nestled comfortably inside the walking sack of flesh that was his temporary prison.Â
The hat maker pulled up a chair and sat parallel from a spot on the bed.Â
âBesides, I enjoy spending time with you! Itâs a shame that weâre not in the same room anymore, I would be able to visit you at night just like I did my brother! We had this fun game I used to play where he would sleep and we would come in some time after three in the morning and stare at him for an hour. He never woke up most of the time but I think I filled my roll pretty well~â
Donât worry Haruo, you made the right choice to not give her too much - she wouldnât be able to stomach it anyway. At least sheâd be willing to eat all of this, so her brother didnât need to worry too much...
âNo, âs not what I meant... Sorry.â
Stella didnât seem to want to explain it, though - probably for the best, really. There was already enough negativity going on, no need to expand on it even more; or drag Haruo down with her. He didnât deserve this, so she needed to pull herself together at least a little bit.
âIâm glad yâare here... really am. Dunno what I woulda do otherwise.â
This sounded uplifting didnât it? Hah.
Damnit Stella, what are you even trying to achieve, you really canât do anything right-
âYeah, âs... âs really tâ bad weâre not in the same room anymore... Maybe I can talk wâ Miyako tâ let ya sleep here wâ us instead there...â
Just thinking how a certain person could sneak up on Haruo and harm him made her blood boil. If she didnât feel so incredibly drained, she would go up and-
... And what? Kill him? And then get killed herself? Thus, leaving Haruo behind? That wouldnât be fair to him... or to those who were waiting back at home for her.
Still, it was difficult to keep herself together.
âHuh, really? Canât say I ever played this game wâ my brothers... By the way, can ya tell me who... whoâs also wâ ya? Sorry, âm kinda strugglinâ tâ remember the names...â