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Yes, the last few chapters has been rushed, and I personally think that it could have been better; I believe Gotouge could have given us moreー but we were told that Gotouge has family issues so respect her choices and appreciate all her hard work.

Quit looking at how rushed it felt like. Quit looking at the bad sides. Just because the last few chapters had been a mess doesn't mean the entire series is shit. The beginning was good, wasn't it? At least it is for me. Don't spread hate on the series just because the last chapters didn't satisfy you.

I'm sorry that this is what I post right when I came back to clean up stuffs but what I see in my inbox is just making me sad so I felt like I need to voice this out.

Got bored and played aroundー

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I was happy.

To be mother's son. To be Shinazugawa Sanemi's younger brother. To be the older brother to Teiko, Koto, Hiroshi, Sumi, and Shuuya: I was happy. I thought, that even if the world would be against me, I would be fine as long as I have this family by my side.

I've been happy.

Even so, I've hurt the one I cherished most, and I'm sorry for that.

I know I've said a horrible thing. I know I've made my own brother suffer. No matter how you look at it, there is only me to blame. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

To Aniki: I've been meaning to tell this to you by myself, but I think such a wish couldn't be fulfilled. Even if you hate me, please, read this.

I'm sorry I said a horrible thing to you that time. You must have wanted to protect me. I'm sorry that I couldn't understand it back then. I'm sorry, Aniki. I'm sorry.

You're not a murderer.

You're the brother I'm proud to have. You're the Shinazugawa's pride. Please, never forget that. Even when we're apart, I will always be by your side. No matter where you are, I will be close by.

I don't want you to be sad. I want you to move forward no matter what. I believe in you. You're strong, you will be fine, no matter what. No matter what happens, I know you will be alright, Aniki.

Please be happy. I want you to be happy. I want you to be happier than everyone else. I want you to be the happiest person alive.

Potacchii!! 💞💖💗 I only did Genya's part for nowー I'll post Masachika's part later, hopefully 😳 Thank you for the mangoes 😋😋 Here are watermelons for youu 🍉🍉🍉🍉💞

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Shinazugawa Genya:

♡ If there is one thing that he looks forward to, it is for winter to come. For the ground to be blanketed in white, for the trees to be covered in snow. The sight of it, to him, is breathtaking. On days like these, Genya prefers spending his time outdoors; even though his nose gets runny, and his hair becomes more untamed.

♡ Getting to see snowfall makes him excited; it is something about him that has never changed ever since he was a kid. Younger Genya used to drag Sanemi out of the house every time the snow falls. Together, they would stand outside and enjoy it ー holding their hands out for the snow to fall on their palms, sticking out their tongues, curious to how it tastes. 

♡ As time goes by, it is now Genya who is dragged to go outside by his younger siblings.  

♡ What would a snowy day be without a friendly snowball battle? He always team up with his two younger sisters and fights against his other three younger brothers. "That's not fair, Nii-chan!" They would whine in disagreement while his sisters would laugh at them, delighted. The battle goes on, until eventually, there are no more teams: it is just the Shinazugawa siblings aiming and throwing snowballs randomly at each other, enjoying themselves.

♡ One time they accidentally launched a snowball right at Sanemi's face and he ended up participating in their little war to avenge himself. Genya remembers how much fun they had, and wishes that their elder brother could join them more often.

Milk tea!! My next favourite tea after strawberry tea. 😋🍵💕 Anyways, here you go! I hope you enjoy. 💖✨

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milk tea: what are their kisses like?

Uryu: That's Gyoumei

Uryu:

Ive!! 💖💓💕 Here's your beloved Akaashi! I hope you enjoy. Oh, and here is honey for you as well. 🍯💖

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coffee: do they get jealous easily? how do they show it?

Akaashi? No, not really. He trusts you enough, plus, he's a rational guy. But if he sees anyone being too chummy with you to his liking, Akaashi would intervene in the middle of your conversation; casually coming up behind you, calling out your name. "I think it's time for us to go," he would say, before taking hold of your hand and dragging you away.

He gets quieter then, and seems to be more lost in thoughts while he takes his time to regain his composure. It's both him being protective of you and him being jealous. If you decide to tease him about this, Akaashi would hush you. He'd shrug it off as if it's nothing but you could see his ears tinged with the lightest of pink.

green tea: how do they comfort their s/o? 

He's quick to notice when you're having a hard time, even if you try to hide it. You want to talk about it? Akaashi is ready. You don't? That's fine, too.

I hope you enjoy your tea, Potacchi. 💖 Oh, and modern!AU, since you love it. 😊

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coffee: do they get jealous easily? how do they show it?

Maybe it flows in the Shinazugawa blood to easily get jealous.. as if him thinking that you would've been better off with someone else isn't bad enough already: his jealousy only makes it worse, especially when he first got together with you. Poor boy.

Genya tries not to show it, yet, from the way he avoids staring right into your eyes, the way he gets quieterー you would know that something is wrong. He really needs reassurance, and to learn to see his worth because he is certainly more than what he thinks he is. 😤

matcha tea: how and when do they propose to their s/o?

When? That is something for him to decide. Genya has almost everything mentally planned, but what would take him so long is him gaining enough courageー heck, you would probably end up proposing to him instead!

If things turn out the way he has planned, though: Genya would propose to you after a date on your anniversary, at a place that holds a special memory shared between the both of you. He would kneel before you, holding your hands in his as he stares into your eyes with so much hope; and for once, you would feel his usually warm hands turn cold.

Before he gets to The Question, Genya has a whole speech for you: listing the things he adores about you, thanking you for existing in his lifeー the closer he gets to the end, the more his words would stumble. He would feel his confidence slipping away again, but no, he wouldn't make you wait any longer anymore.

Here you go, Anon! A special thank you to @yamiiwrites and @gekkokaa (my two Tsuntsunemi Experts) for helping me with this! 🙇‍♀️💗💓 I hope you enjoy. 🤗

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Shinazugawa Sanemi:

♡ As his significant other, one thing you should know is the fact that your lover here gets jealous quite easily. Even a simple thing such as you laughing at another guy's joke would tick him off. It's not that he doesn't trust you, he just has this posessive side to him. As much as his rational mind convinces him that there's nothing to get worked up about, he still is pissed by nature.

♡ You may think that a jealous Sanemi is adorableー which, admittedly, in a way, he is. But to tell you the truth, it's more frustrating rather than cute. He would rather eat dirt ーor even worse, downs ohagis he received from Giyuuー than to ever admit such a bizarre thing. Him? Jealous? Psh. Nope, never. His pride prevents him from admitting the truth, and his stubbornness is not being any help.

♡ The first time you've faced a jealous Sanemi, you have been utterly confused. Why was he ignoring you? Did you do something wrong? Or was he just having a terrible day? All those questions kept spiralling in your mind, left unanswered. Every time you striked a small conversation, Sanemi just brushed you off. If he did reply to you, his answers were curt and half-hearted. He barely even spared you a glance.

♡ Sure, you've grown used to his rough personality, but this side of him? His actions offended you at first, but later on, you began to feel annoyed at the attitude he was putting up so you, too, ended up ignoring him in turn.

♡ It was just a neverending cycle of feeling offended at each other.

♡ It took some time for him to cool himself down. He was aware that he was the one at fault, yet he didn't directly apologize to you ー instead, once he got home, he voluntarily did a few house chores and was noticeably trying to be close by your side, hoping that you would acknowledge his effort and forgive him. That day you discovered that giving him the silent treatment actually did the trick.

♡ It was only when he thought you were already fast asleep later that night did he slip into bed with you, wrapping his arms around you and giving out a long sigh. He hoped that the next day would be back to normal, without the two of you ignoring one another.

♡ Further into your relationship, you gradually picked up on his jealousy issue and decided to talk about it to avoid misunderstandings and fights. Albeit still denying that he is jealous, he did take in your words and tries to improve himself for you. Thankfully, it worked. A bit. He still gets jealous easily.. you can't really change that, but it's less infuriating compared to how he acted at the beginning of your relationship, especially now that you know how your lover feels.

♡ If someone's flirting with you happens to get out of hand though, Sanemi would not hesitate to snap that very instant: pulling you close to him and staring down the idiot menacingly, telling them to f**k off as he kills them in his head. It's either that, or he really does resolve to almost breaking their bones if it isn't for you holding him back.