eydius but like ranting

this is just @le-eydius but if it was more related with eydius

like opinions personal typa shit and allat

i mostly just rant here and thats kind of it

eh, this is a rant account that entirely dedicated on hating me because im not an elligible human being, i dont care if i wanted this account to be more " light "

today one of my friends asked me to join voice chat and they had experienced something that had put them on what could maybe be a breakdown

im trying not to word it too harsh because i did nothing to help in the situation

like anything

literally anything

all i did was reply with some stupid ass thing that went along the lines of " im not helpful in these situations "

then be fucking helpful, surely in these moments it cant be that hard to think up of some words of affirmation that actually help tone down the situation

even a simple fuckin " i hope you do okay " would suffice you silent asshole

anyways rant over

eydius out

like hand on shoulder when i say this

you can probably make better shit than the things IM making.

and thats a fact

no inbetweens

not at all

he-he-hell nah man

like take one look at the " AU " i made and you can already tell no effort was put into it.

" but- but you needed time to pose and- " no

i didnt

like

at all

i just make shit in roblox studio and thats it

no catch

I FUCKING HATE IT!

Its so mid. The council members are SOMEHOW ACTIVE EVEN THOUGH ITS A SHITTY LITTLE ROBLOX GROUP, its given me THREE mental breakdowns, and whenever I try to show people it, THEY LEAVE, AND FOR A GOOD REASON, THE DAMN PLACE IS LITERALLY RIDDLED WITH FREE MODELS LEFT AND RIGHT, LIKE GOD DAMN I SHOULD HAVE PUT THIS GAME DOWN WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE. NOT TO MENTION THE DRAMA THAT HAPPENS IN IT NOW IS USUALLY PURELY CAUSED BECAUSE OF ZACK! AKA THE GUY WHO WAS THE LITERAL REASON I HAD 3 MENTAL BREAKDOWNS IN THE COUNCIL. NOT TO MENTION THAT HE SAID HE WAS GONNA DM EVERYONE MY AGE, SO LITERALLY LEAKING IT, AND THEN SAID " bRo ItS jUsT a PrAnK " ARE YOU A FUCKING IDIOT?! YOU DONT JOKE ABOUT THAT SHIT DUMBASS, DONT EVEN TRY TO SAY THAT YOU HAD TRAUMA AND ALL OF THOSE FUCKASS EXCUSES I KNOW YOU WOULD SAY, YOU DON'T GET TO LEAK SHIT JUST BECAUSE YOU HAD TRAUMA, THERES A LITTLE SOMETHING CALLED A THERAPIST. AND I'M NOT SAYING THIS LIGHTLY, CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT ZACHARY LITERALLY TOLD ME TO GET BETTER HELP WHEN I HAD A THERAPIST. LIKE DUDE?! ARE YOU GENUINELY RIGHT IN THE HEAD?!

sometimes i show people stuff that i made and I feel as if i'm too dissapointed in myself to say its mine because i think it looks shit, so i say that a friend made it.

Its a habit I really should get out of honestly.