monaca towa really said i am going to attach to the one person ever that showed me genuine care and saw past my facade that I'm going to attempt to recreate her after watching her commit suicide but because my trauma on a deep and hard to recover level makes me convince myself she couldn't possibly and the fact she hadn't seen past *every* one of my facades is what i use as proof to myself of her ingenuinity and so i am going to only attach to a completely impersonal despair because im displacing my desire for motherly affection from junko enoshima onto conceptual memetic despair, really bringing to light the tragedy of junko self-deconstructing herself. despair is my mom and also my favorite toy. it's also my favorite means to an end

shows this meme to my therapist

Dont be very woried about me since i deserve all of this