c h a r m e n t .

He grabbed at the jacket, fiddling with the fabric before grunting a soft, “whatever,” unable to contain the frown and blush that creeped up his face. He could somehow sense the stiffened atmosphere around the both of them but he couldn’t do much, not when he knew he was the cause of it as well. 

Watching Suho leave he remembered vaguely the last time he saw his back. Had it been weeks ago? Months? Jongdae wasn’t too sure. He hadn’t been sure in a long time anymore ever since Suho had left. All he could do was hang onto the memory of what he though he and Suho could have become. 

Mindlessly he flipped to page 67 of his workbook and let out the loudest grunt when he saw the questions — obviously unsure as to how to answer any of them. He had gotten worse at biology, almost failing and it didn’t surprise him one bit. His mind was always preoccupied during the lesson. 

He grabbed a pen, eyebrows knotting as he stared hard at the questions, unable to pin point what the answers were. How the hell was he supposed to answer anything? 

The other half of the time, it was a complete mess, literally. Sometimes Suho would be standing in front of the class, rambling off on some random tangent, the students losing their focus and either falling asleep or fooling around. But that was rare with Suho. The most that ever happened was when he found himself falling for Jongdae. God only knows why his mind was always preoccupied with thoughts and images of the other male, but his unanswered questions soon were all cleared when he started being honest himself.

He glances up from his laptop screen, his fingers pausing for a brief moment to scan the class before looking down at the screen once more.

Wait--

He looks up once more, eyes locking on the second row, front desk.

Suho sighs, knowing what his simple action meant. Jongdae wasn't even trying anymore. If he wasn't trying, why the hell did he even bother coming to class anymore? Clicking on the gradebook icon, Suho taps on his Biology class and scrolls down to Jongdae's name. F. Jongdae hasn't even bothered with doing any assignments at all since Suho left.

Who was he to even blame Jongdae? Obviously, Suho is clearly the root of the problem.