Welcome to my life!

You make me feel like your whole world. All those special times I spent with you, my love, They don't mean shit compared to all your drugs.

I never once heard you say 'I need you' 

Today… it seems that all of my friends are liars. Melis you little bitch, obviously you think I don't know that you're just a bitch. Who just called me if she's alone or need a friend to hang out. And if the others come so run to them. And f you call I'll run, run, run… for you. Cause you was my everything but how it seems I'm your nothing. So I say good bye. Cause I don't need fake friends like you. Go and fuck your self bitch.

The last three years of my life were so dead. dead like me.  From Outside I'm a usual person like you. but with one of the baddest stories.  have have nobody to talk or to share my life with. no real friends.  a bad family with there own fails and falls - My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean... And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying... Because I was born to be the other person. Who belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone.Who had nothing, who wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me. The main thing is why I'm starting this blog is I need someone to talk.  Need U

'' I said that the world is build for two '' '' Only worth living if somebody is loving you, Baby, now you do. ''