poughkeepsie

For DAYS I didn’t look at my tumblr, I asked my friend to queue the posts the most that she could bc I was/am needing help.

My mother died out of nowhere, in less than a month and all I had in my life was her. So, if you open my post just to say bad things, that’s ok. You are helping me to feel even MORE sad, even MORE helpless and even MORE afraid of loosing my house and all the things that belonged to my mother. If you are heartless, is you. I am not. I am MISSING my mother like I had lost a LIMB, so if you don’t have ANYTHING good to say, keep your freaking mouth shut! If you can help, help, if you cannot, PLEASE, leave me alone. I am sad and I am weak. Yes, I am. If you are not and lost you mother yesterday and isn’t asking for help GOOD FOR YOU, I am lost inside myself. I am sorry for be weak, I am sorry for be a begger, I am sorry for be alive. ;)

Please, If you cannot understand that, please, LEAVE ME ALONE. I am not asking too much. Thanks!

PS: on this link, is the obit certificate, in case you think that i am a son of a bitch who would lie about a mother’s death.

PS*: on this link is the prescription of the doctor.

UPDATE: my light bill is late, i didn’t had any help and i truly don’t know what i can do. i need to pay my med to my cousin, my rent is on the middle of the month and i can’t find strenght to get up and fight for money like i used to. my fibromyalgia is killing me, my entire body hurts. i truly hope that the med will start to work soon. please, help me if you can. my rent is R$700,00 (around $250), my light bill is R$288,98 (around $90), my med was R$78,00 (around $30), i need to buy food, my fridge is almost empty. i can’t have peace of mind with all this shit on me and zero money. in the name of god, help me. you can help me spreading this post as much as you can. i am trying to find work like crazy!!! any response yet x.x  thanks for everything. <3