even though he doesn’t really want to admit it, daehyeon has a daddy kink. he likes to have control and will absolutely die when you call him daddy
i just said that daehyeon likes having control, and that shows with his choking kink. he likes to control your breathing. he sometimes would be rougher but would always be respectful and if you don’t like it he wouldn’t do it again
shower sex. he loves to take you while he can feel the steaming hot water on his back. he also loves that the steam embraces you both while he has you resting your back on the wall as he trusts in and out of you
oral. dae loves eating you out more than he loves you giving him head tbh. now ofc he won’t say no to a good bj, but he prefers to show you that his tongue isn’t only made for rapping
likes when you ride him but he will always guide your movements so that he can the control
marking. both giving and receiving. will absolutely be proud of the love bites he leaves you, but also loves when you leave hickeys and scratches on his body and honestly won’t even try to hide them. he’s be embarrassed when the boys (donghan) bring it up but would be proud deep down
would also like to fuck his cum back inside you
pregnancy kink
Donghan
donghan isn’t always nice, and he likes to tease. and he’d like to tease you by denying your orgasms
spanking
he’d be a big fan of seeing his dick as he fucks you, he’d think it’s so hot
not a kink, but donghan can last all night
daddy kink, ofc
yet again, not a kink, but if you two get caught, he’ll be extra cocky about it. he wouldn’t feel an once of shame or embarrassment and instead would make the person that caught you embarrassed
kinda wanna get caught tbh, just so that he can be cocky about it
Yongha
hair pulling. both giving and receiving but he has a weak spot for receiving
he loves to bite you. biting is always a thing in bed. even though he loves to bite you, if you bite him he definitely will enjoy
marking, both receiving and giving. if you mark him with your nails on his back he will absolutely love it. absolute lover of bite marks, especially when he gives them to you but he enjoys you giving them to him too
will enjoy tying you up on the bed from time to time (yk those ribbons from all or nothing…)
not much of a kink, but pls, PLS praise him. he absolutely love to know how good he makes you feel
yongha can also be a little bitch sometimes so he may deny your orgasm once, but really not more than that if he ever does it
goes for more than one round. pls, he has the energy to go all night
pregnancy kink. just the thought of maybe getting you pregnant excites him a lot
also not really a kink but yongha would be a big fan of cock warming
choking kink pls he LOVES it
lives to please you
i also wanna mention that he wouldn’t be able to hold back any moans and would be VERY vocal and loud
over all he’s just a horny boy
(and i need to stop because the list could go on and on)
Yohan
thigh riding. i mean, have you SEEN THEM. they’re so big and he loves to remind you that they’re made so that you can sit on them/ride them
loves getting head. he’s always up for a good blowjob, especially if he had a stressful day. he’ll just sit back and watch you do your thing, sometimes guiding your head
he’s a huge fan of shower sex. he’d sometimes invite himself in the shower and say it’s to save water, which in the beginning is true! but he never can resist you and ends up wasting more water than saving it.
he likes having control
might make use of toys sometimes too, just to make you more sensible
light public sex, most likely already fucked you in a pool or in the kitchen before
Seokhwa
seokhwa is a baby but he can be the hell of a man, and i don’t think he has many kinks BUT
pretty much like yohan, he would always enjoy a nice blowjob
that’s not a kink but i wanna mention that he would be really vocal, he can’t control his moans very well
he loves being praised, that gives him more strength and confidence
one kink seokhwa has tho is biting. he would love to bite your neck and your shoulders
he also probably would mark your thighs
let’s be real though, he would be the king of aftercare
Junseo
i feel like junseo is a little bitch
he adores tying you up on the bed
he honestly wouldn’t only stick to the bedroom. he’s big on public sex. for example, the couch, shower, kitchen counter, a pool, fitting rooms, his hyung’s bed đź¤
also goes for several round
he would love to praise you. let’s you know how good you feel around him or how well you take him
absolutely loves fingering. have you seen his fingers?
lowkey (high key) wants to get caught but also probably would be shy and embarrassed if it happened
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Kim Donghan. Who doesn't know him? The answer to this question was simple. No one. Not surprising, is it? For what you know, you would prefer to not know him at all. But it seems like ever since elementary school, life decided that in every shape or form, Donghan would be a part of your life.
You first met him at the sweet and innocent age of 6. At first, from what you remember, he seemed like a nice kid and you even made friends with him at some point that year. You remember enjoying Donghan's presence and it felt like he enjoyed yours too. That friendship of two young classmates lasted 3 years. What happened that day? Who knows. It seemed like Donghan simply decided that he had enough of your company. It left an empty spot in your life but you got over it eventually. After all, you two were close back then but not best friends either.
For a few years, you stayed neutral towards Donghan. You didn't hate him but clearly didn't like him as much as before, as you thought that he dropping you like this was kind of rude. That neutrality stopped the year you both turned 14. That's when the nightmares begun. Ever since that year, Donghan made some new friends and decided to target you as their main victim. To say the least, he and his friends weren't the nicest.
''Accidental'' spilling of food or drinks on either your clothes or your books weren't unusual. Hitting the books out of your hands, pushing you to the side when you were walking in front of them, writing insults on your locker. They even went as far as throwing eggs and flour at you one Halloween. You remember how everyone was laughing at you that day. Pointing their fingers as they almost broke their ribs from excessive laughing. It was a good thing that your friend gave you his blazer to cover yourself as he walked you home.
Now at the age of attending college, you, yet again, were stuck with Donghan. For some reasons that weren't apparent to you, he took the same course as you, which was weird because it wasn't something that seemed to interest him. Today was the first day of class and you were getting ready with your friend in your dorm.
''How do I always end up stuck with him, really? Is this a curse or something?'' you asked your friend as you applied a little bit of make up on your face.
''I don't know, it's really weird. There's truly no way that the study of art interests him'' Daehyeon says as adjusts his blazer on his shoulders.
Habitually, girls and boys weren't able to share a dorm, but some paperwork got messed up and you ended up sharing your dorm with your best friend. For once life was good towards you and you couldn't complain.
''He probably took this course just to bully me more'' you said before scoffing.
''Do you really think that Donghan would waste at least 2 years of his life just to bully you more?'' Daehyeon asked as he looks at you get ready.
You turn to him with a look on your face that didn't even required Daehyeon to think.
''Yeah it was kind of dumb for me to ask, wasn't it?'' he said.
You hummed and applied the last bits of your makeup. As you finished, you notice Daehyeon is having difficulties tying up his tie.
''Still don't know how to do it?'' you said as you walked towards him.
Daehyeon smiled shyly and shook his head, making you chuckle. You automatically put your hands to work and within a few seconds his tie his perfectly looking.
''Thank you'' Daehyeon said, making you nod.
''You'll have to learn it though. No way am I tying up your tie every day for school for the next 2 years''
Daehyeon laughed and smiled.
''On it''
You smiled and waited for him to be ready so you both could head to class in Daehyeon's car. You were lucky to have him in all your classes, this way you had someone to talk to and someone who could drive you every morning.
When you both arrived to class, you took seats in the middle of the class beside each other and waited for other students to arrive. It didn't take long until you saw a familiar face. And that's when female students started whispering.
''Kim Donghan? In our course? Is this possible?'' one of them said to her friend.
''I might just faint, he's so pretty'' the other one said.
As you heard her comment you frowned in disgust. Kim Donghan, pretty? More like Kim Donghan petty. Donghan looked around for a place to sit and well… The seat behind yours was the lucky one.
''He sat behind her? Out of all the people?'' another voice whispered, but still loud enough for you and Daehyeon to hear.
Daehyeon noticed your face and put a hand on your arm before patting it softly, meaning to not care about them. You smiled slightly at him and then looked down at your note book. Not long after that the professor arrived.
''Alright students, welcome to this first day of class. My name is Mr. Jin and I'll be your teacher for the rest of this semester. Let's be respectful of others and have fun altogether, alright?''
Everyone agreed and the teacher smiled before starting to explain how the semester will unfold. After a little bit, he looks at everyone and said,
''Right, before I forget. This class works by teamwork mainly. Of course exams are individual, but you will have teamwork every week after our last class and will have a week to give them back. Any work given later than the deadline will have points removed. I proceeded and made the teams myself. You will work by teams of either 2 or 3''
He started naming a few teams, neither of you and Daehyeon were picked, which meant you still had the chance to be together.
''For the team number 6, the students are: Jang Daehyeon, (y/n) (y/l/n) and Kim Donghan''
You and Daehyeon looked at each other. Was he serious? In all these students, you really had to be paired with your worst enemy? Kim Donghan himself. Well, this was a way to start the semester you thought. Definitely not the way you wanted to start it but apparently you didn't have any other choice.
''You have no homework for this week, so take this chance to get to know your partner or partners. The first teamwork will be given at the middle of next week's class and you will need to give it back to me before the week after that, so in two weeks.''
When the class ended, you and Daehyeon walked away only to be stopped by Donghan's voice behind you. You both turned around and looked over the tall boy. He was smiling widely, his eyes becoming smaller in the process.
''I'm glad I got paired with you, (y/n)'' he said.
He then turned to Daehyeon and handed out his hand.
''Kim Donghan, I don't think we ever met, have we?''
''Stop acting around Donghan, you know me and I know you. This is sadly something that we can't change, is it?'' Daehyeon said a little bit coldly.
Donghan took his hand away, still smiling.
''Well I see that politeness isn't working with you''.
''When it's sincere, yes it does'' Daehyeon added before looking at you and signaling you both should walk away.
As you did just that, you took one last glance behind and saw that Donghan was still there and smiling at you.
''What a creep'' you whispered, making Daehyeon look at you.
''Don't mind him; I'll talk for the two of us during the teamwork. Although I don't like him I'll be able to manage him''
You shook your head some.
''I cannot not talk, the teacher will see us and I don't want to lose any point over him. You're sweet but I'll be fine Daehyeon'' you said.
Daehyeon nodded and you both kept walking to your next class.
That was your first encounter with Donghan of the semester and sadly not the last.
The classes went on, and after almost a week you were reassured to know that for all the other teams you were paired with Daehyeon and Daehyeon only. So the only interaction you should have with Donghan is for your teamwork of the week.
The day of the first teamwork arrived and you already couldn't wait for it to be over. All class long you felt a pair of eyes on you and you knew for a fact that they were Donghan's eyes. Even if you couldn't see him it screamed that it was him.
When the teamwork time arrived, Donghan joined you and Daehyeon at your table and started acting like the three of you were best friends since forever.
What a two face you though to yourself. Anything to be liked by everyone. But those little tricks wouldn't work on you because well, you despised him. The simple thought of him disgusted you. And it wouldn't change so soon.
Or so did you think.
Some unfortunate events happened that quite changed the game.
For a good two weeks, Daehyeon got sick and couldn't leave his bed so you had to be alone with Donghan for the teamwork. And only then did you start to notice a few things.
Like his eyes. You noticed how pretty they looked when he smiled or laughed. You also noticed how his smile seemed perfect. Every time he looked at you, it sparked something inside you.
Ew, no that couldn't be it. That couldn't be happening. You wouldn't allow it. You simply refused to fall for Kim Donghan. You'd prefer to fall for Daehyeon before falling for the plague that Donghan was. Yet your mind was stronger than your will to hate him.
It started slow, but once you felt the fire you couldn't help but get burn. You started noticing every one of his little moves. How he often blinked, how he shook his head when he laughed. You also took a good notice of all his little habits. From the way he was holding his pen to the way he passed his hand through his hair to remove them from his face.
His face… His magnificent face and his hands. Also his fingers and the veins in his arms that showed he was training. His broad shoulders that looked so comfortable while in his embrace.
It felt like now that you saw all those things, your hate for him went away. The more details you noticed, the more your hate disappeared.
It felt weird, having all those new feelings towards your teammate and enemy. It felt unreal mostly. You couldn't believe that you now were finding pretty, but you also couldn't believe that for so many years you swore you gagged each time someone mentioned his name. It felt like life was playing a trick on you and by now you were used to it, even more when it included Kim Donghan.
You couldn't let yourself fall in his trap this easily. It was all a setup to hurt you even more. Because he knew the effect he has on others, so that probably was one of his trick to eventually hurt you again. Acting so sweet won't work on me, you thought as you found yourself looking at his lips once again.
''Are you listening to me?'' Donghan asked as he looked at you.
You looked at him and nodded, even though you had absolutely no idea what he was talking about.
''Ok well what was I talking about then?''
Shit.
''About how Van Gogh cut his ear'' you said totally taking a bet.
''Impressive, I really thought that for a moment there you were too busy eyeing me out but I guess you really were listening and that I was being delusional'' he said.
You scoffed and looked down at your sheet.
''Good try Kim Donghan. As if I actually would even look at you''
Donghan smiled, knowing he was right and went back to talking about Van Gogh, and this time you actually listened at him talk. No way was he going to catch you staring at him again.
Kim Donghan. The only name that wouldn't be able to leave your thoughts. It became an obsession but you needed to keep it to yourself. Because you were living with your best friend that hates the boy has much as you and thinks that you too still hate him. When in fact, you don't hate Donghan, you now feel something new around him, and it's not disgust or hate. But more like attraction. It was a weird attraction, because you still felt like you needed to hold yourself back from dipping in this ocean, but the water seemed so tempting. It seemed just the perfect temperature for a skinny dip.
Did you really just think of that? Did you just have a… sexual thought about Kim Donghan? No, certainly not. How can that be possible? No, your brain was just messing around with you. Testing you by sending you fake ideas of what you were thinking about Donghan.
You were able to hold back for a good two weeks, two weeks and a half maybe? It's not that bad considering how the other girls literally are at his feet the second they see him. But soon after that two weeks and a half, your train of thought was drove only by Donghan. You didn't understand how, but it seemed like he understood. Maybe he was a magician? Let's be real, although you thought you were being subtle, he felt you looking at him all the time. And if we're being real, it boosted his ego a lot. He started passing his hand in his hair more often, even started playing with his bottom lip just to have you stare at him instead of listening to the teacher. And that was exactly what was happening right now.
''Miss (y/l/n) is everything ok?'' your teacher asked.
You stared at her and nodded.
''Yes, sorry, I'm just feeling a little bit weird'' you lied.
''You can excuse yourself to the bathroom for a little bit if you wish, get a snack too. I didn't see you with your usual breakfast sandwich this morning'' she said.
You nodded and thanked her before getting up, leaving your belongings on the desk.
You made your way to the cafeteria and grabbed a little snack, eating on the way to the bathroom so you could splash some water on your face, in hopes to erase Donghan from your mind. It seemed to work and soon you were feeling focus again, which was great. But as you left the bathroom, you met the only person you shouldn't have. And of course that person was Kim Donghan.
''Aren't you in class?'' you asked nonchalantly, or at least you tried.
''I came to check on you, it was starting to be pretty long''.
You frowned.
''How can it be long, I was gone for only 5 minutes'' you said.
Donghan looked at you.
''The teacher was getting worried so she sent me'' he added.
''Why would she send you and not Dae-'' you tried to say but got cut mid sentence as you felt Donghan's lips on yours and push you inside the bathroom and locking the door behind you.
You didn't even try to get out of his arms. Not only was he stronger than you so it was game over from the start, but you didn't wanna leave. Kissing him felt good right now and you finally were allowing yourself to dive in your feelings for him. No matter what happened after that, you considered it being worth the risk.
For some reasons, your lips were going so well together, it almost felt unreal. But soon the both of you needed air so Donghan broke the kiss and stared at you. You couldn't speak, at least not for the first 30 seconds.
''W-What was that for?'' you asked out of breath.
''I think you know why I did that, (y/n)'' Donghan says.
What was with that cocky attitude and why did it suddenly turned you on. But two could play this game
''If I knew I wouldn't be asking'' you said being as cocky as him.
''Oh come on. Do you think I didn't notice?''
''Notice what, there's nothing to notice'' you said.
''The way you're eating me with your eyes while we're in class. You literally won't stop eyeing me out, it's almost freaky'' Donghan said.
''Eyeing you out? You're the one who started that'' you said back.
''That's not what we're talking about now. We're talking about you, not me''
There he was. The Donghan you knew. Of course he had to make a comeback and couldn't stay hidden where he has been staying those couple of weeks. His sudden change of attitude got you mad at him again. And this time for so many reasons.
''So tell me, why were you eyeing me out'' he asked.
''No you will answer my questions before because I'm sick and tired of this little game of yours''
Donghan looked at you with clear confusion on his face.
''We were friends; you decided to drop me out of the blue. I can get behind that. But why you did you become an ass towards me huh? What the fuck did I ever do to you to deserve all the shit you throw my way? Cause if I did something I would like to know'' you said, your tone of voice raising a little.
Donghan was taken aback, he never expected you to say things like that.
''I have my reasons ok''
''Well just tell me! You don't start bullying, dare I say harassing someone just like that Donghan! It's not a game! You literally destroyed my teenage years!''
Donghan didn't answer; instead he grabbed the nape of your neck and brought you closer to him so he could kiss you again. This time much more passionately than the other.
You slapped his hand away and broke yourself from his embrace. The kiss felt good once again but you needed your answers and you needed them now. You were tired of his little game.
''What the fuck was that Donghan, just answer!''
''You wanna know the truth?'' he asked.
''Yes! I wouldn't be here otherwise! I would've return to class long ago!''
''I got mad at myself for stopping being your friend ok! I started to grow feelings for you and got mad that I dropped you out of my life so soon!''
''And so your option was to start bullying the hell out of me? What the actual fuck!''
Donghan sighed and looked down.
''I never said that I did the right thing and I'm really sorry for that. I don't know what went through my head and I think that I was more influenced by my old friends more than anything''
You shook your head. You simply couldn't believe what you just heard. After a little while you look up and stare at Donghan. And you can see his true nature. The real Donghan. The Donghan you saw in class. The Donghan that was laughing, pretty and sexy. The Donghan you fell in love with.
Without much warning, you just kissed him, surprising him. He kissed you back a bit hesitantly but kept going when he realized you really wanted to kiss him. From this point, things escalated and soon enough you found yourself against the wall, Donghan kissing you aggressively but passionately. His hands made their way to your sides and he rubbed them, sending chills down your spine.
Eventually Donghan became a bit out of breath from kissing you and broke the kiss once again but moved to your neck, where he started kissing gently, asking for permission. When you sighed from how good it felt, he continued, knowing you would've stopped him if you didn't want this. Your hands wandered on Donghan's shoulders your right hand found its way to the bottom of Donghan's hair. As he kissed the sweet spot on your neck, you moaned and pulled on his hair a little bit. That was the point of no return for the both of you.
Soon enough you both started making out in the bathroom and Donghan took you in his arms and sat you on the counter by the sinks. You opened your legs for him to place himself in between your thighs and as he did, he started rubbing your naked thigh.
''You know, I've always thought you looked pretty in those skirts'' he said as his hand wandered on your skin.
You look at Donghan and put your hands on his shoulders, but under his blazer, kind of removing it from his shoulders at the same time.
''Should I remove it?'' he asked with a smirk on his face.
You nodded and bit the interior of your cheek. Donghan smiled and did just that, exposing even more the shape of his upper body through his white shirt. Donghan then rubbed his thumb on your knee.
''Should I remove yours too?''
Oh that voice. It was everything. Kind of deep, but most of all sexy. Of course you nodded and watched as his hands went all the way from your side to your shoulder so he could slide the blazer off of you.
''So pretty'' he said, making you blush a little.
It didn't take long after that for both your shirts to be unbuttoned and thrown on the floor. Donghan stared at your bra and bit his lips. You could see he wanted to take it off.
''Liking what you see?'' you asked in a bratty way.
Donghan chuckled and smiled cheekily.
''Mhm''
You then kissed him again and as you kissed you felt his hands move to the back of your bra to unclip it.
If you could take a picture of his face when he saw your naked bust, you totally would because it sounded like good blackmailing material. He was so shocked yet so in love with the view. He didn't even ask to touch them and straightly went for it. He was taking his time, appreciating every little inch of you.
''Donghan, it's not that this isn't nice but if we don't want someone to be send to look after us for real we might need to speed up the process a little bit'' you said.
Donghan smirked and nodded.
''I see that you're excited for me, that's a good thing''
You scoffed and smiled.
''Yeah tell yourself that, pretty boy''
''Already a pet name huh?'' Donghan said smiling.
''Well, I like it, how about I give you one too mhm?''
You smiled and looked at Donghan while unbuckling his belt.
''And what should it be?'' you asked as you finished with his belt, hearing the metal sound of the belt falling back on his pants.
Donghan's hands made their way to the back of your body and found the zipper of your skirt.
''Mhm… Baby girl'' he said while pulling down on the zipper and raising you up so that the skirt could fall down on the ground.
''That's kinda classic'' you said.
''I agree, but nothing's better than a classic. Plus it fits you well'' Donghan said.
He then unbuttoned his pants and you could see the bulge in his underwear.
''Well someone's excited I think'' you said while smirking.
''It's all because of you, baby girl''
You swore that this gave you a chill in your spine.
Without wasting any more time because it was running out, Donghan removed your underwear before removing his. His fingers made their way to your core and rubbed some circles on your clit, making you throw your head back in pleasure. You were so sensitive and his fingers felt so good that only that could make you cum in a second.
''Open your legs wider for me baby girl'' Donghan said.
And you did just that. Spreading as much as you could to leave him the space he needed, Donghan lined himself up at your entrance and entered you while still rubbing circles on your sensitive clit so that you could have the maximum of pleasure. And well it worked. While he entered you, you let out a little moan that boosted Donghan's ego. He kept going until he was fully in, never stopping the slow motions he had going with his fingers.
He then started to trust in and out, eventually stopping the circular motions so that he could totally focus on his trusts to please you. It worked like a wonder. Every hip trust was hard yet not that rough, it was just perfect. He also had the perfect angle to hit your g spot every time he trusted back in, which after a few trusts made you moan louder than you expected to.
''Shh baby girl, we don't want no one catching us now do we?'' he said while putting his hand over your mouth.
You shook your head and Donghan nodded.
''Good''
He then trusted even harder, knowing you'd had difficulties to hold your moans back. Although Donghan felt like he just entered heaven's gates too, he was able to manage his sounds and let out low groans every time he felt your walls clench around his length.
After a few times, the both of you felt close to your edge and soon your legs started shaking.
''F-Fuck Donghan I'm so close'' you said as you grab his shoulder.
Donghan trusted in, his trusts getting sloppier as he was getting closer too.
''Keep going for me baby girl''
You tried to hold back longer but it soon got overwhelming.
''Please Donghan I can't hold it back anymore'' you said in a whine.
''I'm almost there baby girl'' he said in a low groan.
Donghan put his head on your shoulder as he kept trusting in, feeling his high coming in even more.
You moan once again louder than wanted as you feel Donghan hit your g spot in a better way than before. Your walls clenched even more around Donghan, making him moan. God was it sexy. You never thought you could get addicted to a sound, but you sure got addicted right away to how his moan sounded. That's when you felt him throb inside of you. You knew he was close too.
''Fuck baby girl I'm so close, look how good you make me feel''
Less than 15 seconds later, you felt your high and didn't hold it back, cumming all over the counter and Donghan's thighs. Not long after Donghan followed, cumming inside of you and groaning as he released himself inside of you. As he came, he bit your neck gentlyto not make too much sound.
When he was done, he stayed inside you a little bit so you two can come down from your high before he removed himself from you.
When you dressed back, you looked at Donghan and blurted out;
''Donghan, what am I to you?''
Donghan turned to you and smiled some, as if he expected that question.
''What do you want me to be baby girl?'' he asked.
''Mine'' you said a bit shyly.
Donghan then smiled and tied his tie all the way up before replacing his hair a little.
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“I’m sorry, but I can’t stay the whole night.”
“Why?” you asked him with a little confused laugh.
He looked away for a second and cleared his throat.
“I have someone to meet up.”
He then kissed your forehead and wished you a goodnight before leaving, leaving you a little bit dumfounded.
“Who the hell is he going to meet at 1am?” you asked yourself.
This question stayed unanswered for a long time. Whenever you would meet to sleep together, he would leave a couple of minutes or hours later to go meet that someone. He never told you their name, but for a couple of months, you asked yourself if he didn’t have a girlfriend that he wanted to hide from you, so one day, you decided to confront him after one of your meetings.
“Say, Kev?”
He looked at you and turned his still naked body towards yours.
“Yes, (Y/N)?”
“Do you have a girlfriend or someone in your life by any chance?”
He froze a bit and turned again on his back, starring at the ceiling.
“I don’t. Not anymore.”
You sat down on the bed and looked at him, a bit scared of the following question.
“Is it because of me?”
He laughed a bit sadly, making you feel like the answer was yes, but he shook his head from left to right. You were relieved, but still a bit worried.
“Do… Do you want to talk about it?”
He sat down next to you, but the second after, he was up, putting on his clothes.
“Look, (Y/N), you’re nice and stuff, but us, it’s just sex. If I want to tell you things, I’ll do it.”
The second Kevin said those words, he felt bad, but he couldn’t help it. He couldn’t explain the feelings he had for you and that scared him. He had made a promise and he intended to keep it as long as he could, so he needed to keep you away from his heart. However, those words did break your heart.
“Just leave then.” You said with a little broken voice. You tried to keep yourself together, just until he had finally left your apartment, but the second you heard the door closing, you broke down. You didn’t really want him to leave, but he had truly hurt you. He was acting like you were just a sex toy, and that was most certainly not what you were.
Or maybe you were, you told yourself a couple of nights later when Kevin left your room. You just couldn’t help it. You loved him with all your heart, but he didn’t give a single shit. You had decided to stop the talking and just enjoy his presence while you could. Every time he would leave, he would give you a little kiss on the forehead, just like he used to at the beginning of your particular relationship. Sometimes, you thought about ending it all, but you knew you needed his touch at this point. It wasn’t just for the pleasure of it anymore, and it had been a couple of weeks since it was that way.
***
Your relationship stayed that way for another couple of months and it had been three weeks since you had seen each other when he came that night. You felt like there was a firework exploding in your belly the second his lips found their way to yours and you couldn’t help but cling onto him at every single touch. He was making your body burn like a fire and you knew it was exactly what you wanted. It was probably the best night you had ever spent with him and you didn’t really know why tonight was so special. Maybe the way he looked at you was a bit different, maybe your feelings were just imploding inside of you. And for the first time since your first night together, you thought he was actually going to stay since he fell asleep a couple of minutes after you were done. You got a bit closer to him and then fell asleep, happy for the first time in a long time. However, that feeling didn’t stay a long time, since he woke you up by getting up a couple of hours later.
“Kev?” you said with a little sleepy voice, trying to find his body next to yours.
“Shhh, go back to sleep, I have to go.” He said with sweet voice.
You opened your already watering eyes and looked at him straight in the eyes, making his heart skip a beat.
“Can’t you stay just for tonight…?”
Maybe it was selfish to ask him something like that, but you knew you needed him. However, he didn’t please you. He just got up and put his clothes back on. Before leaving, he gave you a small peck on the lips and smiled sadly back at you.
“I’m sorry”, he simply said to you before leaving once again.
This time, you didn’t hold your tears and started to cry loudly immediately.
“WHY DO YOU ALWAYS LEAVE?!” you screamed before you heard the sound of the door closing behind the boy you loved once again.
In Kevin’s head, it was a total mess. He didn’t know what he wanted anymore, and he was just a crying mess as much as you were. Your scream had torn him completely and he just wanted to go back, but that would mean giving up on his promise. There was a little voice inside his head telling him he was making the wrong choice, but he still made his way towards the same place he was going to after every single night with you. He slowly entered to silent fenced place and made his way to a specific place. He knew where it was by heart now, but something was strange tonight. There was someone else.
“S… Sir?”
The older man turned around and looked surprisingly at Kevin.
“Kevin Moon? You were my daughter’s boyfriend, right?”
“Yes, sir.”
Kevin was a bit taken aback to see someone else here at this time of the night. He still got closer and looked at his ex-girlfriend gravestone, making his heart squeeze a little, but not as much as it used to. This time, he thought about you a little bit more. And obviously, that shook him upside down.
“Before she died,” Kevin spoke up, making the elder man look at him, “I promised I wouldn’t fall in love with anyone else.” He looked down and sighed a little bit before passing his hand through his hair. “But I think I failed. And I’m an asshole for that. Sorry.” He then said after seeing the look on his ex-girlfriend’s dad.
“Are you an asshole for falling in love, or are you because you’re trying to hold on to your promise and someone is hurt because of that?”
Kevin laughed without any joy in it and looked back at the man.
“A bit of both, sir. I’ve hurt someone deeply tonight…”
“And what do you want to do right now about this?”
“I want to go see her.” Kevin said with a small voice, but loud enough for the man next to him to hear it.
“Is she worth it?” The man asked and that almost made Kevin mad. If you were worth it? Of course you were. You were one of the best people he had ever met, and he had fun with you whenever you were together even though you would always end up in bed. Some nights felt like cute love dates that ended up sexy date nights, but it still felt like dates. And then it truly hit him. He knew he was in love with you for a long time now, but never really got the guts to accept his feelings. He looked back at the man and excused himself before starting to run. At first, he didn’t exactly know where he was running to, but his mind was set on a goal. A goal he found out pretty quick, making him run faster if that was possible for his already tired body. He escalated the stairs as fast as he could, but once he got in front of your door, he froze. What could he say to you that would make him forgive him after he had left you heartbroken once again? He still knocked on your door and waited patiently, looking down every second of the wait. When you opened the door, he almost expected a slap, but he only saw your arms crossing on your chest.
“What are you doing here?” You said with an incredibly husky voice due to all of your crying.
He looked up to you and you both felt surprise to look at the other looking like a complete mess. The second you saw him crying, you became worried and came closer to him. He got the same idea as you and after a couple of milliseconds of just staring at each other, he held you tightly in his arms, letting go words he should’ve said a long time ago.
“I love you, (Y/N).”
You froze a bit at his words but after you realized what they truly meant, you held him tighter in your arms and started to cry once again. He slowly caressed your hair and kissed the crook of your neck, trying to calm you down.
“Please, don’t cry… I’m sorry for everything. I’m not leaving anymore. I’ll stay and it won’t just be sex. I’ll take you on dates around the city, I’ll travel wherever you want to go with you, I’ll make you the happiest and I will hold you whenever you’ll need me to. I should’ve realized sooner, I’m so sorry.” He then sighed, stepped back, took your hand to go inside, closed the door and led you to the couch, being finally ready to tell you the story you were waiting to hear since a year now.
“Do you remember the day you asked me if I had a girlfriend?” You slowly nodded and let him continue. “Well, I didn’t lie, but I didn’t completely tell the truth. I had a girlfriend, but she died three years ago in a car accident. I had made the promise to not fall in love again, but when I met you for the first time, you felt different. You somewhat made me forget about her for couple of minutes and I actually got scared from that, but I still wanted to get to know you. So every time we would meet up, I would be the happiest guy, but whenever I would leave you, I was feeling guilty and I went to see her gravestone. I’ve loved you for a long, long time now…”
You smiled at him, happy that he trusted you enough to tell you this story and held him in your arms once again. It just felt right to have him next to you. Kevin was probably your soulmate and you knew losing him would be a very big deal. But tomorrow was another day, and you just wanted to enjoy his arms for now, so that’s what you both did, until the sun rose and the birds started to sing sweet melodies in the sky.
For as long as you could remember, Kim Sunwoo had always been in your life. He was a pain in the ass, but you stuck with him no matter what. He was your childhood friend, your best friend and your partner in crime. You would always do everything together and that’s why most of your ex boyfriends didn’t like him very much. However, you never cared about what they had to say about Sunwoo, or when you cared, you told them to shut their mouth and that Sunwoo would always be in your life no matter what. As you grew older, people even thought you were dating, but no. He wasn’t romantically your type and you weren’t his. However, there was always this huge sexual tension between the two of you and you didn’t really know how to avoid it. He was only your friend and you didn’t want to ruin things because you felt attracted to him. And honestly, at some point you had things under control and that your attraction was fading away. And then you moved together in an apartment near your new college. Things weren’t so bad at the beginning, but after a couple of weeks, Sunwoo felt comfortable enough having you around all the time so he started to come out of the bathroom after a shower with only a towel around his waist to get his stuff instead of taking with him before his shower. At first, you felt a bit shy about this change, since you hadn’t him with so less clothes since you guys were kids, but as time passed by, you started to focus on those little water drop running down his back, losing their way under the towel. You started to wish the towel wasn’t there. You started to feel the urge of having his body close to yours, feeling his warmth against your naked body, feeling his body connected to yours. Sunwoo was a really handsome young man and it was really hard to avoid it. So, you tried doing the same. You sometimes came out with only a towel, holding it tightly so it wouldn’t fall off in front of him, and looked discretely in his direction to see if he was looking at you. But every time you looked toward him, he was either on his phone or reading a book for one of his classes. You were a bit pissed that your plan didn’t work out, but you didn’t give up just like that. You continued to come out of the shower with a towel around your body and sometimes, you would sleep with only a loose t-shirt and some panties. Of course, you most of the time didn’t sleep with a blanket on these days, but nothing seemed to change. At least, that’s what you thought, until the day Sunwoo walked on you getting ready in the room. He was out and you thought you had time to dress up, but when he entered the room, you were still putting on your bra, so he got to see a big part of your body. You felt a bit shy at first but tried to boost your confidence when you noticed he was looking at you with burning eyes. You raised of your eyebrows and looked at him just like if you were challenging him.
“Do you like what you see?”
He growled a little bit and walked toward you, grabbed you by the waist and kissed you fiercely. There was no love implied in this kiss and it was perfect that way to the both of you. When you pulled away and tried to take a step back, you held his shirt softly in your hand and looked at him directly in the eyes.
“Sunwoo, if this is what you want, just tell me and I’m all yours.”
He shook his head and tried to move away again. You sighed in disappointment and let him go, turning around to put the rest of your clothes on.
“Look, it’s not that I don’t want to. I really do.” He said with a little frustrated tone. “But I don’t want this to ruin our friendship. I don’t want to hurt you.”
You turned around again and smiled at him.
“How could I get hurt? You’re my best friend, Sunwoo. I’m not in love with you.”
He nodded softly and bit his lower lip, seeming a bit conflicted.
“Please, promise me you’ll tell me if you start to have feelings for me. We’ll stop right away.”
You rolled your eyes but still smiled and nodded. Just after that, his lips were on yours again and he taken off the shirt you had put on a few seconds ago, leaving you in your underwear once again. His hands found their way on your waist and they felt so hot on your body. Your hands also found their way to his body and you took off his shirt and pants pretty quickly, wanting to feel him against you as quick as possible. You immediately saw his hard on through his boxers and you felt even more aroused. He was good looking from everywhere and it was almost like a dream come true. It didn’t take long before the two of you were all naked and making out on your bed, him on top of you and discovering every inch of your body. His fingers were creating little circles on your breasts, making you shiver at every little touch, making your breath cut a couple of times. After a few minutes, one of his hands started to go down on your body and found its way to your core, caressing your sweet spot immediately. Sunwoo knew exactly what he was doing, and he felt incredibly great. His kisses started to go lower on your body, making you shiver once again and bite your lower lip due to the new sensations your body was feeling. It wasn’t long until his lips kissed your core and your body arched a bit at the new touch. You weren’t a virgin, but the last times you slept with someone, it was quick and there was no attention given to it. It was different with Sunwoo. He was making sure your whole body was responding to his action and you could see he loved making you feel you. His tongue had entered the action and a first moan escaped your mouth. His tongue was making wonders and it was the best thing you had felt in a long time. He knew what to do, and where to touch with his fingers. After a couple of minutes, he looked up at you, smirked a bit and went back to kiss you while he was placing himself near your entrance.
“Are you still sure about this?”
You slightly hit his shoulder and smiled at him.
“Yes, Sunwoo. I want to have sex with you right now.”
He smiled back at you and slowly moved his way inside you. You held his arms tightly in your hands at the sensation, but it felt truly good. You gasped a bit for air, and you could feel yourself clench around him. He was a bit bigger than you imagined, but you never felt hurt by it. It took a couple of seconds before he started to move his hips, but when he did, you felt in wonderland. He had a good pace, not too slow, not too fast and he was making sure to hit your sweet spot every single time. It didn’t take long before you felt the tingling sensation in you belly and you could feel he was close too since he was going a bit faster and stronger than before. You moved your hips closer to his to meet them more often and slightly pulled his hair, and it was it for the both of you. It felt big and devastating, but it felt necessary. It was a relief after three years of having fantasies about him. After a couple of seconds of him catching his breath, he gently pulled out and laid next to you, taking you in his arms like he would normally do once in a while. You thought it would be a bit awkward after it, but it wasn’t at all and it was not long after you both fell asleep. Sunwoo was maybe not your dream boy, but he sure knew how to make you see stars. It was the beginning of something sparkling and… intense.
Hi everyone! So.. I’m going to make a masterlist for solo artist, so Wonho, B.I and Woojin will be there. If you disagree with me putting Woojin, don’t contact me about it, just ignore it, or stop reading my stuff. This is not what I want, but I believe in his innocence so I don’t want to stop writing about him. Thank you for your understanding.
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You knew when you started to get pissed at Intak for no reason at all that it was probably time to end things. You really loved him, but maybe he wasn’t the one for you. He didn’t really do anything to make you feel angry, but just the sight of dirty clothes on your bedroom floor just after you did the laundry or just letting a bowl in the sink instead of cleaning immediately made you pissed and you sometimes refused his touch after these little events and he never understood what he did wrong. You wish you would have talked to him, but you were so you to suck it up that you never did and now you were just mad all the time. It was really frustrating for the both of you, but especially for Intak since he loved you really dearly. You were the love of his life and breaking up with you would definitely break him for a little while. Things continued to be like that for a couple of months and Intak could clearly see your moods change in a minute. He was sad that you weren’t talking to him about it, but he knew how you were, so he made sure to not get you out of your comfort zone. And then one day, you just exploded. He was about to put his plate in the sink, and for some reason, you weren’t able to keep your words to yourself.
“Can’t you just wash it instead of leaving it all dirty there?”
He was really surprised by the tone you used even though you were a bit different lately. You were cold, but never spoke up or wanted to make people feel bad so he was taken aback.
“(Y/N), I… I washed the dishes just this morning.”
You cuffed at his words and rolled your eyes. You weren’t exactly sure why you were this pissed, but the feeling was strong.
“Yeah, but while you were only doing that, I washed the laundry, I passed the vacuum and took the trash out.”
Intak came closer to you and tried to take your hands in his, put you pulled away immediately. You could see the sadness taking over his face, but you did nothing to make him feel better.
“Babe, if you think I don’t do enough in the apartment, please just tell me… You never said anything, so I thought we were good… You know I don’t want to make you feel bad. You know I lov…”
“Maybe we should just break up.”
You were probably as surprised as him when you said those words, but you knew you had hurt him more than ever when tears started to form in his eyes and that his lips started to tremble.
“W… What?”
You could see he was trying not to cry and that finally made you feel bad. It invaded you just like a wave of hate, but you still felt like it was the right thing to do.
“We should maybe break up…” You said with a calmer tone.
“Yeah, I heard that”, he said with a little sarcastic tone full of sadness. “I… I just don’t get why.”
You started to pull on your hair a little and when he tried to come closer again, you backed off.
“Please, (Y/N)… Baby, please tell me what’s going on…” He started to cry for real as the thought of you leaving him really made its way to his brain. “Are you really that mad that I don’t do enough? Talk to me, I need us to fix this.”
“Intak, we just don’t work. I get pissed all the time for no reason and then I stay mad and I can’t have you around. I don’t want us to become the kind of couple that stays together just because they’ve been together for a long time.”
Intak started to cry a bit more but he understood you. He nodded and walked next to you.
“I’ll go get my things; I’ll leave you alone.”
He then went to your shared bedroom and started to put his most important things in a bag, leaving behind only a couple of shirts in his drawers since he couldn’t take everything in for now. When he left the room, you were still in the kitchen and he could see that your shoulders were shaking. Maybe you were crying, but he knew you needed your time.
“I’ll come back to get the rest of my stuff later… Please… If you still want me, call me…”
“I won’t.”
Intak sighed and left your apartment and went to his mom’s place. He had never been broken hearted before and he knew it would take a long time for him to recover from that pain, but he knew he had to if you were never coming back to him.
It actually took you a while to stop thinking about him all the time. You almost called him once, but you kept your idea that you were better apart. It had now been two years since you broke up, and you had left him in a dark corner of your mind, knowing you’d be sad if you thought about him for more than a second.
As for him, he never really got over you, but he still tried to move on with his life. He became a trainee for a new company and after a couple of months, he finally debuted with his group members. You didn’t know about this until one of your friend’s came to your place and she started to talk to you about this new group. She wanted to show you the music video and you said yes, but you froze after just eight seconds of the video. You paused the video and looked at your friend with a tear already streaming down your face.
“That’s… That’s Intak…”
“Well, yeah, I didn’t know you knew them.” She then turned to you, saw your tear, looked at the screen and then you again, and her face completely changed. “Oh gosh, (Y/N), I’m so sorry! I didn’t realize it was him, I haven’t seen him in so long!”
You brushed it off and just got up and took your phone with you. What you were about to do was probably a mistake, but seeing his face made you realize that you had never stopped loving him and that maybe you had made a big mistake on that day. You dialed his phone number just like if you had called him the day before and pressed the green button.
“Please answer…” you muttered to yourself.
“Hello?”
You sighed out of relief.
“H… Hi… Am I talking to Intak?”
You recognized his voice, but you still needed him to tell you that you weren’t crazy.
“Yes, who is it? How did you get my number?”
“I’ve had it in my mind for a couple of years now. Do you… not recognize me?”
His eyes widened a little bit and he looked at his phone with shock, making his group member Keeho ask him if he was feeling ok.
“(Y/N)? Is it really you?”
You laughed through your tears and nodded even though you knew perfectly well he couldn’t see you.
“Yes, it’s me. I’m sorry to bother you, I just needed…”
“I’ve waited for that phone call for two years, if you think you’re bothering me, you are really wrong!”
You heard in the background a little “Damn two years! That’s long dude!”
You laughed at the guy in the background and then you felt shy.
“My… My friend went to see me and then she wanted to show me this new group and I saw your face and I froze, and I just knew I had to call you. Everything felt wrong and right at the same time. I realized that I had made a mistake back then and that I actually really need you around. It took me two damn years to realize it and I feel stupid, and I don’t want you to think that it’s because you’re an idol because you know I don’t give a crap about that, but damn Intak I love you.”
His breath got caught in hid throat when you said those words, but he could help but smile.
“Where are you right now?”
“I’m at our place, I still live there.” You said nervously.
“I’m coming over.”
He then cut the phone call and you started to feel shaky. You went back to you living room and your friend looked at you with a little smirk.
“So?”
“He’s coming over. Like right now.”
You started to smile crazily, and you hugged your friend tightly.
“I’m going to leave then. I’ll let you two have your little moment.”
You thanked her and only a couple of minutes after she left, you heard a knock on the door. The second you opened it, you felt Intak’s lips on yours and it felt like that very first sip of water you drink when you are thirsty. It was refreshing and crazy. It was better than you could remember, and his hands were incredibly hot on your cheeks. His kiss was soft on your lips and never harsh. He felt good close to you and you knew you had missed out a whole lot of things with him. And yet, you knew it was the right thing to do just so you had the chance to fall in love all over again with him, knowing exactly who he was and exactly why you loved him so dearly no matter what. He was your other half and finally having him back next to you was exactly what you needed. For the rest of your lives this time.
iKON Reaction: You Teasingly Grind On Them While Cuddling
Jay:
You and Jinhwan had been together for a couple of years, but since he was way much of a teaser than you were, it was pretty rare that you were the one starting sexual intercourses. However, that night, as you two were just innocently cuddling, you started to slowly rub your knee agaisnt his manhood. He thought he had imagined things at first but after a couple of minutes, he realized what you were doing so he looked at you in shock since you were usually the shy type.
Song:
It had already been a couple of minutes since you started teasing Yunhyeong with your butt and you knew he was starting to feel hornier by every second that passed. At first you thought about actually doing it with him tonight, but when he passed his hand under your shirt, you decided to tease him to the max and just turned around to face him.
“Not tonight, Yoyo” you said with a little wink before kissing his already pouting lips.
Bobby:
Jiwon was very surprised when you started to grind on him, but in a very pleasing way. You were really the shy type and to know that you actually started it aroused him a lot. At first, you thought about only teasing him, but when you saw the look in his eyes, you knew you wanted more than some teasing.
B.I:
Hanbin was not really surprised of your actions since it happened quite a lot, but he always felt super happy whenever you did whatever you did when it meant he could be closer to you than he was the second before. He was very much in love with you and he just loved whatever you did, even when it was just to tease him.
DK:
Donghyuk felt lowkey disgusted when you started to grind on him. Not that he didn’t want you that way, but you always seemed like the innocent girl and you had never acted this way yet ever you two started dating. He finally laughed it off and held you closer, but it was most certainly a shock for him at first.
Ju-ne:
Okay. We all know Junhoe is a huge tease, so when your knee slightly hit his member, he grabbed your leg immediately and laid himself on top of you.
“Was that an accident or do you want to play with me right now?”
You sure wanted to tease him a little bit, but seeing that face made you lose all your confidence in a second and your face got all red.
“B... Both?”
Chan:
Chanwoo was always down for anything you had for him but when you rubbed yourself against him that way, he felt so proud to have you as his girlfriend. He was very not the pervy type, but the way your body moved on his just felt completely right and he knew it was going to be a very long night next to you.
***
Hi guys! I hope you liked it! Yes, I am aware that Hanbin is no longer an active member of iKON, but I decided to still put him in here~
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When Subin was 17, he learned what holding on to someone truly meant, He was still young, but at the age of 15, he knew he had met the love of his life. She was the nicest and prettiest girl he had ever met, and he was crazy over her even before he started talking to her. Luckily for him, they became really close and after a couple of months of flirting around, she finally asked him out because she knew that he was too shy to do it himself. For about a year, everything went incredibly well, and it was almost like a fairy tale. Subin’s mom really liked her as well so she would give her son a bit of money once in a while so he could take his girlfriend on nice little dates. Time passed by and they both graduated from high school. She decided to do higher educations but Subin decided to try to become an idol since he could sing and rap pretty well. He also could dance really well, so after only one audition, he signed with the label CUBE Entertainment. He would have less time to be with the girl he loved and that made him sad, but he finally had the chance to pursue his dream. His girlfriend was really proud of him, so she didn’t mind seeing him less. Plus, she was really busy studying since college was really harder than high school. They would sometimes see each other on the weekends, but that happened less and less often when Subin left CUBE to join Play M Entertainment, a company that was meeting his expectations. And then, things started to go south for her. Her mother got involved in a car crash and needed a lot of surgeries and recovery time to have the hope to survive. However, while the doctors were performing the third surgery on her, she died. Her body was not strong enough for everything that happened to it. When her daughter learned the news, she immediately called Subin, completely in tears, just to hear the soothing voice of her boyfriend telling her that everything would be alright and that he would always be there for her but the only thing she heard was the sound of Subin’s voicemail telling the caller he would call them later and to leave and message after the ringtone and when the said ringtone came, all that could be heard were her uncontrollable sobs. She knew he was incredibly busy, but she still hoped he would answer her. He did call her later and when he heard the news, he rushed to her house to hold her in his arms, but he knew he didn’t have much time before he would have to go back to his dorm. And just when he left, she felt like her whole world was falling apart. She needed him more than anything at that exact moment and he couldn’t even be there because he could be kicked out of his company. A couple of days later, it was her birthday and sadly, he wasn’t able to make it since he was close to his debut date with the group his company created. She was still really happy for him, but the hole in her heart only started to become deeper. She was hurt all the time and she had no one to talk to since all of her friends were either studying or busy with their jobs and she couldn’t reach Subin half of the time. She was alone and drown under all her homework and exams. Her thoughts were getting darker and darker, Her shoulders felt heavier everyday that went by. She was only 16, but her whole body felt like she was about to die. A year passed by and nothing really changed. Subin and her were still dating but after his debut, he really didn’t have time for anything but his group. He was talking less and less to his girlfriend and when she would talk to him about it, he would simply brush it off by saying he was busy but that he still loved her and that he couldn’t wait to see her again. In the year that had passed, they only got tot see each other three times and Subin never had the right to stay the night even if it was all that he wanted, and his girlfriend was not allowed to sleep at the dorm either. So, after another three months of this situation, she decided to break up with him so she would be able to move on. Subin tried to talk her out of it, but she stayed true to her words for best… or for worse. Her mental health completely dropped, and she fell in a deep depression. As for Subin, he was really sad that he had lost the only girl he had ever loved but he knew he had to let her go, that she was probably way better now that she didn’t have to deal with his difficult life anymore. At least, that’s what he thought until he got a phone call from her father. Her father was not really fond of him, so he knew it was important. And honestly, he wished he had never taken that call. It was indeed important but the words he heard were the most heartbreaking he had ever heard. He wanted to cry, he wanted to scream. He wanted to leave everything he had build to go join her. He just couldn’t believe what she had done. And then came the guilt. He told himself that he shouldn’t have become an idol. He told himself that when she tried to break up with him, he should’ve told her that he would not allow it, that she was everything he needed. He realized that he had never been so stupid in his entire life because now it was too late for him to say a single word to her. The pain was too much to take in her little 17 years old heart, she couldn’t stand it. A month after leaving Subin, she thought of calling him and tell him that she wanted to go back together with him but she got herself stuck on the idea that he wasn’t in love with her anymore and that he couldn’t care less about his stupid ex-girlfriend. So she went to the store to buy pain killers and took the whole bottle, making her overdose and die in her sleep, a one way to join her mom, a one way to break the love of her life.            Â
