I’ve never felt so stuck before. Mentally and physically not in a good space anymore but have no idea what to even do about it. I try and I try and I try so hard but I get absolutely no where. I know I can change things but I don’t know how. I try to work things out but my thoughts just pull me into so many different directions I don’t even know what’s best for me anymore? One very confused individual that just wants to do the right thing, wants to make the best decision. Is this a “time will tell” or a “go out there and get what you want” type of deal? Ugh I miss having someone to talk to but I feel like such a burden now.

lol here I am back to being a depressed piece of shit

My boyfriend will literally LIKE EVERY SINGLE GIRLS PICTURE UP AND DOWN MY TIMELINE AS SOON AS ITS POSTED BUT SKIPS RIGHT OVER OR EVEN REFUSES TO LIKE MINE I don’t fucking get it

it doesn’t matter what you do what you say what you want what you need how ya think how ya feel, ya still ain’t gonna be good enough. they’re always gonna find better. trying your hardest isn’t trying hard enough apparently.

it’s an awful feeling when you get hit with one of those random waves of depression and you can’t talk to anyone about it because you don’t want to feel like a bother or be told you’re just looking for attention.