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looking at old photos of myself thinking not only is that girl dead but i killed her

hourly thinsp0

I SHOULDN’T BE LAUGHING SO HARD 

This is like that perfect joke you want to tell people when you burst out laughing looking at your phone but can’t

ED jokes are the best 😂

Ik I’ve probably reblogged this before but

ED jokes are the best 💀

Sometimes I catch myself thinking “why am I doing this to myself, I’m miserable all the time.” and then I look in the mirror and I see how disgusting I look and remember “Oh yeah, that’s why”

Did anyone else go through a random recovery where your mental health just improved in general which allowed you to kick your ED mentality to the curb and see through body dysmorphia but then gained a decent amount of weight making you unhappy with your body and reverting back to ED habits even though you don’t have the same obsession anymore and now feel like you don’t really have an ED anymore because it’s not that bad you just have disordered eating and also kinda wish your mental health would just fuck up so you could at least go back to being a real Anorexic/bulimic ect. Because boy this feels shit and confusing and I really do feel like I’m faking it now.

I’m exactly in that phase right now 🙄

Holy fuck some finally said it