so… I’m well aware that I’ve been gone for who knows how long and I’m sorry for that ,and some of you have probably been wondering where I have gone to, well I'ts just that a lot of things have been literally kicking my ass, seriously.

and lot of personal problems have been thrown at me so because of those stuff’s, I never got the time nor energy to draw.

but not just those things tho, I also felt a lot of pressure because I’m kind of afraid to disappoint you guys, I know sometime’s I shouldn’t worry about what other people think, but still.

another reason why I got discouraged to draw, Is because a lot of people have message’d me that my art got stolen. so being an anxious child I am, I don’t know what to do about it. but what I really got discouraged about is because of this.

my family were freaking enraged about this one. and what’s worst is that they still haven’t taken it down,even when my big sister reported it. so guys, if you wanna help (or not that’s okay), can you not support this or just tell them to turn it down (if that can make them turn it down)

but I am also very very VERY sorry, especially to @djblacklite, because I left the conversation and never chatted back, I’m so sorry,and also to the people who wanted to chat with me, again I’m sorry. the reason I never reply to this messages is that I really can’t handle conversation’s that much, especially if it’s online, kinda like at school. I'ts probably because I’m hella introverted and very anti social. hell, I have hated almost everyone at my school, (but I don’t hate you guys) I was kinda suprised when I got some 1 friend there (spoiler alert: It didn’t work out). so to everyone expecting me to reply or to have chat with them I’m so sorry, I just don’t have the courage for it, but someday I might.