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Tumblr blog for a layer of a diagnosed DID system...
We go by Paracelsus only, and use he/it pronouns. We are a RAMCOA/TBMC survivor who is in active treatment has been for the past 14 years. You needn't tell me anything medical, as my doctors will figure it out themselves! ;-) You needn't cry that telling others I am a ramcoa survivor is dangerous, as the mere acronym is not gonna hurt me even a little. Such wariness! What shame!
Either way, we are kind, and would never hurt a fly.
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I am not sure if this is simply a prog, but I feel so utterly and terribly alone, and that no one will understand me like my group has. I sometimes wonder if I can go back, to that little hell in that corner of the earth. I feel sick typing it all out. I feel as though they're going to find this. I know they won't. But I keep being afraid of what I write, and of what I think, and I'm afraid of Big Brother in my mind.
Would it be offensive for a non programmed system (I’m pretty sure we’re not programmed..) to use terms for programmed systems? Would it be better to coin our own terms heavily inspired by the other terms? (<— would just be used for our own personal use as we probably wouldn’t feel comfortable enough posting them publicly anywhere)
Context: as far as we know we are not a programed system, but due to how our system works we relate closely to the entire experience and sometimes see terms made exclusively for programmed systems that perfectly describe one of our own experiences/roles but do not wish to offend anyone by using said terms.
[PT: Welcome! Please, take a seat.]
I will leave this for any programmed system to respond to as I am not very informed regarding them!
[PT: The owner of this blog is anti-endo, anti-radqueer, and anti-proship. If you are a supporter of these, kindly do not interact!]
If you are not programmed, programmed terms are not for you, as they are terms that originate from horribly inhumane experiences. You may coin your own terms, however. No one is stopping you from doing so; as long as programmed system is out of the definition, as you are not one.
Sometimes I don't want to be friends with people who's never been through RAMCOA/OEA anymore, it's so tiring. My trust is running low and my 'friends' just keep triggering me. They know my history but still joke about starting cults or treat human trafficking as an element for erotic fictions. I'm so tired.
The non survivor has this idea that RAMCOA/OEA/TBMC is something so fantastically unreal that they treat their survivor friends as special commodities rather than people. It is like how I often see jokes about, in my case, the government spying on people- and it is true, but especially to me, and I have never appreciated their need to constantly fictionalise what I had gone through. Pardon for rambling in the reblog.
