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yesterday i was the moon, noor unnahar

a beautiful composition of broken, r.h. sin

a beautiful composition of broken, r.h. sin

I spend my days memorizing each and every detail of anything my mind can retain. I pour a lot of time observing how to handle myself in every situation I am in so I could do it better when it happens again. I also provide time at memorizing or learning people; how they act, the way they talk, or the decisions they do in every possible situation I can remember. I spend my days learning and knowing how to be better. For myself. I use what I learn or what I remember to know what's the better thing to do if anything happens. I observe people but not as much as I observe myself. It's like I'm depersonalizating. I take note on my mind everything that I personally think is relevant for my growth or for the advices I am about to give. But still, all of those knowledge my mind has retained would never be enough to have a safe neither a secure way to decide everytime I need to. Those knowledges are just a tool for me to weigh better choices to choose. But never a precise thing I could use.

that i was done too.

you are not enough and that's okay, allie beth stuckey

rest in the mourning, r.h. sin

rest in the mourning, r.h. sin

all the words i should have said, rania naim

all the words i should have said, rania naim

all the words i should have said, rania naim

you're not enough and that's okay, allie beth stuckey

you're not enough and that's okay, allie beth stuckey

please love me at my worst, michaela angemeer