lparrilla Currently on my new life path. Rediscovering who I am after living Regina’s story for 7yrs, after being a wife, after living in a country that wasn’t mine. There was very little room for me during that time in my life. I made many sacrifices for many yrs & now here I am at 41 learning how to live again in a world that is, surprisingly, not familiar & in a life I wasn’t expecting to live. The life I thought I was going to live is over. I’m no longer married. No longer a stepmother. No longer The Queen. I’ve started over. I can’t sit here & say any of this is easy. It’s not. It’s hard as hell. It hurts like f*#k & yet what I’m left with is ME. Aren’t we all. Well, Lola & me 😉. Life throws u curve balls & it’s all about how u choose to approach it. Well, I can tell u, I’m not running away. I’m choosing to run towards my destiny. Uncertain of what is to come & yet, I remain open. Don’t know what my future holds but while I’m on this journey, I’m going to luv myself through it like I’ve never loved b4. I’m my best companion, my greatest love. Stripped naked. Raw as hell whilst sharing my heart’s truth w/ u all. U’ve been seeing images of my journey over the past couple of yrs but here’s my truth. My ❤️still aches over all the changes & is currently pounding as I write this post. What will people think? Why do I feel the need to share? Because this is my truth & for those who r struggling out there, know ur not alone. We all struggle. I don’t want to hide behind images & only share the pleasant experiences in life. It’s unrealistic. Make no mistake, my life IS beautiful. I’m blessed beyond words but I’m also human. I hurt, cry, feel alone at times & isn’t that refreshing. Ahh…breathe. Someone once told me, one of my greatest strengths is my resilience. Maybe it’s all the experiences of loss that keeps me going but ultimately, I choose not to give up on discovering my bliss, my joy & my desire for a deeper knowledge of self. “THIS IS ME” is the title of my nxt chapter. I want 2b seen for who I am fully & I want to share my truth. So, welcome to MY NEW LIFE! I hope to continue to inspire as I’m trying to figure it all out. 🙏u4 the endless luv ❤️- Lana #human #truth
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