cat rat

the thing about heavy handed symbolism is that sometimes. it's fun.

“Oh my god, I can't believe Kevin day fumbled two different situation ships” Kevin Day who surgically removed himself from the people he loved when he realized he was not the better option. Kevin day who even when he's the first option knows he's never the best option. Kevin Day who lets people use him as they learn to love each other and themselves until he has no use anymore and lets them go even as they rip parts of himself away when they leave. Kevin day who is always the first choice and never the last.

do you ever feel yourself fail a charisma check in real time

bad media will piss you off good media will heal your soul bad media that couldve been good will ruin your life forever

WHY DID THEY REPLACE GOOGLE'S BUILT IN DICTIONARY WITH FUCKASS AI OVERVIEWS I'M SO FUCKING PISSED

shannon diaz has the strength of an army the way she survived five years as a single mom with the diazes looking over her shoulders. she was 19, just had a kid, her boyfriendhusband, who she married in a shot-gun wedding just a few months ago, was on the other side of the planet getting shot at in a desert, and then her kid's diagnosed with cp and she has to figure out treatment plans all on her own, and her best friendhusband, who's home for the first time in ages, makes choices without talking to her, no one is fucking talking to her, and her in-laws keep underhandedly telling her she's doing a bad job, that she should just give her kid to them, so even relying on that bit of extra childcare feels like giving up, admitting that she's a bad mother, a bad wife, and then suddenly her mom's dying 800 miles away, and then her husband's dying in some distant desert, and she doesn't know what to do, what can she even do, she's alone with her kid and her in-laws who act like it's her fault their son got shot and there's no one to talk to about any of this, and when her partnerhusband is finally home, this place doesn't feel like home anymore to her, never really has felt like home in the first place, but when she asks him to leave with her, just their little family and the road, move to LA so she can be with her dying mother, he says no, asks for time when she's given him five long years of her life, clings to this graveyard of a house that he hasn't properly lived in for years and yet somehow never left, and they can't talk about it because they don't ever talk anymore, they only fight, and this house, this town, these people, it's all killing her inside, and she knows if she stays now, she won't just lose her mother 800 miles west, she'll lose what little is left of herself as well, and her kid's in good hands now, she was a bad mother anyway, a bad wife, everyone said so, no one will mind if she leaves, no one will care, maybe they'll be happy actually, maybe this is one last good, strong thing she can do for them, selfish and selfless in equal measure, and so she leaves in the middle of the night because she knows what she's doing is unforgiveable, knows what it's like to be left, knows the hell she's leaving them in

main difference between eddie and shannon btw is that shannon, as evidenced by the 3x15 flashbacks, did NOT want to be a Flashback Dead Wife™. eddie meanwhile would find his true calling rolling around in softly lit white bed sheets and smiling at the camera, laughing while holding someone's hand as they run across the shoreline, etc etc

eddie going to the chapel to pray for athena because he knows bobby would've done it and bobby left his faith to him when he died

I love a good NDE, but Eddie getting stabbed really served no plot purpose and was really just for the love of the game

I'm like sisyphus if he was happy #buddiecanons10