Alterhuman confession but evil

hi! this is basically a confession hub as any other but for @confession-hub because of how busy they are !! when ever they close their inbox come over here!!

Follows same DNI (shown under cut)

"Aaand this is my nemesis, the main hero. Sorry for trying to kill you like 378 times and for killing your parents... but to be fair, you never tried to kill me and still somehow managed it."

-TMR

WHIMSY BEAM!!

humans need to enjoy nature more. Go on walks, run through a field, sit on a tree

-🐉🎃

Fuckkk this sounds amazing!!

i experience heat while being someone who is aroace and for the most part uncomfortable with the suggestion of such things for myself and its mildly distressing-

im horny nearly constantly unless I'm heavily distracted, i want nothing more than to stay in my den 24/7, my appetite goes to shit, i long for a mate so bad that my intrusive thoughts start to consider things with friends, and on top of it all my instincts are going so haywire i feel like even more of a feral animal than i typically do which means i have more bottled up energy to get out and no way to expend it without hiking every day of the week which i can't do because of work

we never used to go into heat before which makes this 10x worse

our temporary host a while back found what was supposed to be his life mate and that triggered our hormones, that person then fucked us up and fucked us over and the temp host now stays innerworld exclusively and im stuck dealing with these stupid hormones and this stupid heat cycle

i hate it

things would be easier if i could find a queerplatonic mate but atp any possibility of that happening feels so hopeless, especially with my being a literal dog

it's almost harder not being able to vent to friends tbh but how am i supposed to explain this even if theyre accepting of everything else and how would they not be uncomfortable with hearing about this sort of tmi bullshit

so sorry for venting here, i just needed to get it out ig

I appreciate the ask (even if it’s been replied to late 😅)

I don’t have too much to say as I don’t identify as anything miscverse (Please correct me if I’m wrong there) but I do understand where you are coming from with your friends being all TMI about this.

This is a very natural thing to feel especially when you go through ruts/heats, and anytime you feel like you can’t rant with irls or on your personal blog, SEND IT HERE! :)

OKAY GOD I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED A VERY LONG PARAGRAPH FROM HERE SO. THIS WILL BE A BIT SHORTER THAN ORIGINALLY IM NOT REWRITING ALL THAT

I kin a few characters (among many, many other unrelated ones) that canonically have NPD or are heavily implied to, and when im shifted to those characters i tend to have thoughts similar to how i was and act like it too sometimes. And, obviously, those traits line up with symptoms of NPD. It makes me feel really weird, kind of like im pretending to have it??? And im like constantly worried that im going to be offending people who actually have NPD. I also feel like I may (BIG emphasis on that word) still be having those thoughts when i am not shifted to those characters?? So i might have to try to keep track of it i guess. One good thing abt it is ive been trying my best to research cluster b disorders properly and so ive been trying to inform people i know that they arent just some 'evil abuser disorders' and all. I still feel kind of bad about it though even though im not claiming to actually have NPD </3 its just driving me CRAZY

This is completely real.

There’s no need to feel guilty for this!! For me 3/4 of my fictionkins have/are implied to have OCD, and I believe that I also may have OCD.

You are definitely not alone in this, and also the fact that you researched about this is actually great and you are lowkey doing wayyyy more than most.

this blog has lwk been dead so I hope it's okk to still ask confessions BUT here we go

im somewhere on the fictionkin spectrum (if that's what you even want to call it)

like I am my kins but I'm also ... not?

I am them and they are me but we're completely separate beings at the same time. I don't understandddd ToT

they call me Schrödinger's fictionkin lmao /j

if anyone experiences smth similar and/or knows of a term for this y'all should totally comment abt it + like subscribe and SMASH that notification bell /silly

anyway, ur rad evil mod, keep doing what you're doing, and have a great pride month!!

-🌿🌟 [same 🌿🌟 anon as on non-evil confession hub :3]

Hi hi! Hello! I’ve been a little 🤏 burnt out from this blog due to the amount of asks I got on THE FIRST week.

I feel the same way, you are still a fictionkin even if you differentiate yourself from your kin. For me I know I am my kin but I also see myself as a different person from my kin (of that makes sense).

It definitely depends on who I kin though, with some it’s “that’s me” with others it’s “Yes that is me however not wholey”

I’ve already answered this:

I have put that DNI from the original/main account @/confession-hub

I’m not too sure if you are talking to me (mod) or just in general

I am pro paraphile

I am anti contact

I agree with you anon but I have put up the DNI because of the main blogs owner and I would like to heed their own DNI for them.

Infact if you read the whole thing properly you would of found that out.

And the fact you are on anon kinda shows that you don’t actually care that much.

ive found my haruka,, and im really happy about it!! hes really nice to me and he listens to me and hes so considerate, and our memories are very similar with only minor discrepancies!

he makes me so happy and i feel kind of maternal towards him,,

Yay!!! I love when beings meet source/media mates (irl?)

on the other hand heyyyyyy ya boy went on a date and got saved by the third wheel bc my date was lowk awkward as hell and didn’t know how to hold a conversation (and randomly blurted inside thoughts) and THEN I remembered I’m cupioromantic and wanted to leave IMMEDIATELY

anyway that’s been my past week or so

-2017x

I absolutely LOVE things like this

Either way, if the kid who sits near where the old teacher used to keep his toaster oven and microwave, who has white and black paws and tail that was complimented by a larger kid in a floral print dress during a fire drill on April 28th 2026, who also has a really cool deep red hat you occasionally wear sees this, I see you. I appreciate how open you are about your identity if it does apply and how willing you are to be seen as "weird". I heavily doubt this message will reach you, but if it does and you do happen to be alterhuman, thank you for being open in a way I can't be right now.

you could always ask them if they’re a furry and then wait for them to say something