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trying to be an active mutual feels like this some of times

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frodo-of-the-nine-fingers

immortality as theft (you have to steal life from something else) immortality as parasitism (there is something else inside You that is keeping you alive and you become less of yourself more and more the longer it stays in you) immortality as violence (everything is trying to kill you because everything is supposed to die and the universe will always try to find a way to right the wrong that is You) you understand

creekfiend

the fact that "bargaining" is a stage of grief. + the fact that when I'm in extreme pain all I can do is lie on the floor and say "please please please" = we are such social animals. we really really really just have a brain that is wired for "surely there must be a way I can interact with someone else that will fix this" even under the most extreme of circumstances, where any rational thought will see a total absence of guys, such as when one is alone in the woods dying of exposure. humans have such a big hole inside us that's for "Someone Else" like a social placeholder such that we keep engineering stuff like religion in a million different ways in a million different places and times. we gotta have

1. social

2. narrative

and if none is provided to us we will make our own out of dirt and sticks

I love humans and I also find us kind of heartbreaking honestly

the-tenth-arcanum

my hot take is that tumblr should have a bookmark function as well as likes

t4nku

I legit needed to hear this

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petruchio

im literally always saying this

Person 1: let's make a group chat with all of us

Person 2: cool yeah, let's do that

iPhone user: I have an iphone

#experiences some kind of Hell today

segamascott

eviethekiwi

disappears into the fog with a gay little run that pisses you off

ectoimp

artistredfox

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contemptible-scoundrel

[doesn't understand jacking off] and I'm supposed to... touch my penis? [shaking my head and smiling, murmuring to myself] touching my own penis... [chuckles] what will they come up with next

zoesupreme

Christopher Nolan almost allows colors into his mythical epic shot on 70mm IMAX film. thank god they stopped filming in time.

erikkarlsson

the usmnt are but a sacrificial lamb offered up every four years to remind americans that there will be no international glory unless three or more gay women are gathered to bring it home

rederiswrites

The real thing with ADHD is not "I forgot", but that forgetting is this ongoing process. I remembered! And then I forgot.

At ten this (hypothetical) morning I remembered that I have a meeting at six. And then from 11 through 3 I worked on other stuff and had zero thoughts about that meeting. Maybe even thought about what I was gonna do with my evening at home. Got attached to the idea of taking the time to make a good dinner, maybe play some video games.

And then at three I said, "Oh! Fuck!" and remembered again, hopefully long enough to set an alarm. And then I went to the bathroom and remembered that I need to clean the counter and spent twenty minutes cleaning the bathroom and went to get a snack and then at five I said, "OH! FUCK!" and had to scramble to dress like a real adult and get out the door.

It isn't one clean forgetting. It's a constant process of forgetting and then, with an exhausting adrenaline spike, remembering. And then forgetting. Baby, I can forget the same thing more times in a day than you ever forgot your parents' anniversary.

#this is what makes executive dysfunction so bad lmao #people think ED is just sitting for hours or days thinking about something constantly and never doing it #which is where the laziness 'omg you guys can't do anything' allegations come from #which that may be the case something but #a lot of the time it's like 'oh I have to do this. I don't want to do it now. I'll do it later! *forgets about it for 72 hours* OH SHIT #and that repeated for days or weeks or months until I finally reach a moment Where I Am In The Mood To Do It When I Remember It

that-bird-is-a-mood

American Woodcock (Scolopax minor)

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lupismaris

Do it scared but please don't do it hungry. Please don't do it dehydrated. It's gonna make it so much scarier. Please.

Isthmus Isako, who worked on the side of the reunionists trying to reestablish communication with Earth, but won't even reply to her texts while drifting away from all of her loved ones. Dragonfly Martim, who worked on the side of the terraformists trying to transform Aquilo into "Heaven" (Earth), living with imposter syndrome that ultimately cumulates into him literally being transformed by force into a brain in a body that does not belong to him. Fonda Lee, I see you girl I see what you did there.

#the last contract of isako #the last contract of isako spoilers

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