there's a few beats of silence which encompass the space following kara's questions. kara knows leon's thinkingβ¦ rememberingβ¦ adjusting, accepting this new reality that's been thrust upon them. she understands not just because she knows him (though perhaps that is a large part of it) but because she does the same. it's why kara hadn't brought these topics up until nowβ after the decompression of the last hour or so. they've seen each other multiple times over the last few years, she thinks maybe even more than he's seen his friend claire.
claire can't fly across the country in a relative instant or find him even in the middle of a south american jungle like she can. and, maybe, just maybe there's a part of kara that is glad for it. not because she's jealous but because kara knows leon and knows how he feels when others are in danger. claire, based on everything kara knows of her, is highly capable. she thinks had the universe planted them all back on krypton the girl could have even perhaps given the sagitari a run for their money but kara knows leon would blame himself if something happened to her.
even when kara finds him in dangerous situations, up until now, there had always been a quiet confience and relief she's seen in leon when she shows up.
karaβs been protected in a way, able to help him without distracting him in tactical situations because he doesn't need to worry about her. (not that's she's popped up on him that many times, no, instead she's been partying across the galxey while too much reality progesses forward and now there's fucking even more advanced monstrousies out there.)
all that's to say, kara thinks they deserved the last hour of playful banter and domesticity of playing with the dog that they'd had. a calm before the storm of further reality that will blanket them in chaos and unknowns and danger.. even for her.
kara shifts slightly, listens to leon's voice as she pets krypto's head.
"well-- now you have someone with superhearing on your side and i have no qualms with spying on their conversations." it's stated as a joke, though there's a serious undercurrent to her tone. she's attempting to balance the conversation, a tactic she thinks maybe they both learned from their trauma, a way to process it and not be crushed under the weight of reality around them.
"this planet isn't the first to fuck with stuff like this." it's not going to be the last either, she thinks bitterly. "even krypton had some crazy episodes with the clone wars years ago and well, i know experiments happened even before... anyway, we aren't going to let earth end up like those places." a deep breath is inhaled and then exhaled krypto seeming to understand kara's intension and shifting a bit.
kara reaches over gently, without really thinking about it, tugging lightly on leonβs arm until she can shift him to having his head on her lap like they used to sit back in smallville. she hasn't done this since then, even when they'd shared their moments over the years. they weren't... well, she's not entirely sure what they are anymore, in some weird in-between state but there was a comfort in whatever it was and she thinks perhaps they both needed that now.
comfort in the simplicity of trust.
her eyes shift toward the plates on the table, her hand moving to rest on his hair. "we used to have a dish like that on krypton. it wasn't something we had all the time, our bot seemed to think we were living in some kind of five-star restaurant. but sometimes mom would get time and make something for us from scratch. something fun and hardy." she's letting herself live in the nostalgia for a moment, enjoying the familiarity they have. she's not like this with most people, sometimes she's still at a distance from kal and the kents too though she's attempting to mend that.
"also tastes better than that time elena's aunt tried to use the kents as her thanksgiving preview dinner guinea pigs." she jokes. it's just a few off-beat moments, a slight diversion before she refocuses on their actual conversation.
"you'd think metahumans would want to make the planet better. so many people here take things for granted. i'd give anything to have those simple moments back with my parents. even my aunt and uncle who's yeah-- their mentality may have been flawed and you can judge me for this all you want but some part of me understands why they said what they said on that video even if kal and i would never you know, seek world domination like that wesker guy." desperate people come up with desperate solutions. also, kara appreciates the kents, now more than maybe she even did before, but it wasn't the same. this planet didn't know what it was like to lose your world. but kara wasn't going to lose this world too and she didn't want the kents to ever know the pain of seeing their friends taken over like one of brainiac's sentries.
"we should look into luthor corp too. i don't care if lex is in prison or if outwordly he was more focused on kryptonians. i wouldn't put it past anyone in his organization to have had ties at some point with these groups." a pause, her hand pausing its movement on his hair. "and even if they don't, i'm not going to put it past his research having fallen in the hands of those it shouldn't." research on her and kal and god knows who else.